53 Chapter 53
Huan Xuan stopped outside the curtain, through the thin silk fabric, trying to spy on the movement inside.
The shadow dragged in the corner of the curtain, trembling slightly, and he could imagine her trembling with fear. He really scared her. But she knew that she was afraid that he would avoid him, and she made him regret it to the extreme, and felt a little relieved.
In the past few days, she has been scared and stunned, she has never avoided him, and now that she is hiding, she has finally reacted to him.
She'll be fine, he'll have to be patient and watch for her. He took a step back and lowered his voice: "Suisui." ”
Fu Yunwan couldn't help but shudder again, staring at the tall figure tightly. Two light sources shone inside and outside, and his shadows crossed and overlapped and dragged together on the curtain, the strange shape, like the legendary beast, everything that made people fearful. didn't dare to respond, just huddled in the corner with his arms crossed, heard him slowly, and said again: "Don't be afraid, I won't go in." ”
Her shrunken heart suddenly relaxed. She knows him, and although she has a big temper, she won't regret it as long as she says it. Leaning against the siding at the end of the bed, staring at the shadow, silently waiting.
Huan Xuan waited for a while without waiting for her response, and continued: "It's not too early, you go to bed early." ”
When it comes to this, it's time to go, but I'm reluctant to go, and it's good to stay a little longer. But if he didn't leave, she didn't dare to move, and the thin little shadow kept shrinking and dragging in the corner, making his heart ache for a while. finally took a step, step by step backwards outward: "Suisui, I'm next door, just do something to tell me." ”
Retreat to the door, gently open the door, a gust of wind outside poured in, and quickly closed the door again, blocking the wind with her body: "It's windy outside, maybe it's going to snow, you remember to add clothes and bedding, don't freeze." ”
The wind was blowing, his body blocked most of it, and finally some slipped in, slipped into the bedroom along the gap between the curtains, Fu Yunwan shuddered, the shadow on the curtain trembled slightly, Huan Xuan didn't dare to delay anymore, hurriedly went out, and closed the door: "I'm leaving." ”
After walking two words came in through the door, and I couldn't hear it clearly in the wind, Fu Yunwan leaned against the wall, and for a long time, he let out a long breath.
Huan Xuan retreated to the next ear room. This room used to be used by the servants who were close to him to sit up, and it was not large, and after putting two cabinets, only one was short, and he was tall and strong, and when he lay down, most of his legs hung at the foot of the bed, and he did not lie down, but sat on the couch and folded his clothes, and the wall was her bedroom, and listened to the movement in the sideways ears.
Her face was against the cold wall, perhaps because the wind was too strong, and she could hear a whining sound in her ears, it was very quiet over there, and she didn't make a sound at all, but she couldn't have fallen asleep in such a short time, what was she doing now?
Fu Yun washed up in the clean room at night. Ah Jin was preparing water, first poured a small half basin of cool, then added hot water, and tested the temperature with his hands: "Lady, you can wash it." ”
Fu Yunwan took off her shoes and socks and soaked them in, and suddenly remembered that it was Huan Xuan who washed her feet that night in Yanzhou. She had blisters on her feet, and Huan Xuan picked them for her. It hurt a little when he picked bubbles, so he kissed her, coaxed her in a low voice, and praised her for being well-behaved.
The nose suddenly became sore. He could have been so good, why did he do this to her.
I couldn't figure it out with mixed feelings, and in a trance, I heard Ah Jin ask her if she wanted to wash, and in a trance, she responded: "Don't want to." ”
The room suddenly fell silent, and when I came back to my senses, I looked down and saw Ah Jin's eyes with tears, the tip of her nose was red, and she squatted on the ground to look at her: "Lady, you." ”
Fu Yunwan didn't understand why she was crying, and after reacting for a while, she suddenly remembered that she had just said the first sentence in three days.
The way she looks makes Ah Jin very worried. Xie Zhan also came to comfort him. She made them all worried. Gently patted Ah Jin: "I'm fine, don't cry." ”
"Well, slaves don't cry." Ah Jin nodded heavily and wiped his tears, "Slaves and maids listen to their mothers." ”
Penthouse. Huan Xuan was still listening, and the sound of water could be discerned from the whining sound between the wall and her ears, and she was washing in the clean room, no wonder he couldn't hear the movement.
After a while, I heard footsteps, heard the sound of the futon turning, Ah Jin was cleaning up the bed, and now, she went to bed, and Ah Jin was talking: "Slave maid go and fill a soup woman." ”
Then, I heard her low, hum.
There was a blank in his mind for a moment, and when he reacted, the whole person jumped off the couch, and he didn't have time to put on his shoes, so he rushed out barefoot.
She spoke, and after three days, she finally spoke!
rushed to the door of Fu Yun's evening room in one breath, and was about to push the door, but suddenly stopped. Think twice and slow down, what if you break in so recklessly, in case you scare her again?
Stepping on the frozen ground with bare feet, I didn't feel cold until now, Huan Xuan tightened his neckline, listened to the movement inside through the window, the sound of thin water, Ah Jin was pouring soup into the woman, Ah Jin walked in, she said another word, and said: "You can sleep too." ”
She spoke. Her eyes were hot and her heart was sore, and she finally spoke.
"Ming Gong," Wang Shu came over with a snowy coat, and when he saw his appearance, he was stunned for a moment, "What is this ......?"
Before he finished speaking, he saw him frowning and waving his hand hurriedly, Wang Shu didn't dare to say more, so he had to stop and wait for him.
But Fu Yunwan had already heard this sound, and then speculated that Huan Xuan was outside. hurriedly pulled up the quilt and covered her head, afraid involuntarily, but Huan Xuan didn't come in, only heard the wind shaking the doors and windows, and the monotonous and hideous sound reminded her of such a windy night in the past, he would hold her and cover her ears, and he would never let her be afraid.
Huan Xuan stood for a while, and there was no sound in the room, maybe she heard him and didn't dare to make a sound. Annoyed in his heart, he turned his head and walked into the ear room, Wang Shu followed behind and covered the door for him: "Duke Ming, Xie Langjun sent the time and place of the alliance." ”
Presented the letter with both hands, Huan Xuan did not answer it with a calm face, Wang Shu knew that he was still angry, and persuaded: "Ming Gong, don't be rash at this time. ”
Huan Xuan snorted coldly and took it, took it apart, glanced at it, and threw it to Wang Shu: "You go and arrange it." ”
Seeing that he turned to leave, he called out again: "Come back." ”
Wang Shu stopped his steps, Huan Xuan pondered, and for a long time: "Leave a few more backhands to guard against Xie Zhan." ”
Now, he will never entrust his life to Xie Zhan again.
The wind is getting louder and louder, and it is still whistling on the fourth watch. Huan Xuan leaned against the wall, the next door was already quiet, she should have slept, but was she asleep? In the past, he would always put his arms around her and cover her ears when the sky changed, although she never said it, but he knew that she was afraid of these loud noises, and she might sleep peacefully if he wasn't there tonight?
Fu Yunwan
When I woke up, I heard that it was dripping outside, and it was raining, and on such a winter morning, I felt even more cold.
Outside the tent, Ah Jin got up, opened the door lightly to get hot water, and then heard Ah Jin shouting: "General." ”
Huan Xuan is outside. Let her involuntarily shrink into the quilt again. But Huan Xuan didn't come in, and lowered his voice outside the door: "How did the lady sleep last night?" Is it scary? ”
It was so low, with a hoarse voice, that it reminded her of the hand he had helped her hold her ear, with long thick fingers, wide palms, many calluses, a rough rustle on her ears, a strange and reliable feeling.
Whispering softly outside, Ah Jin was answering. Footsteps rang out, and Ah Jin was gone. Huan Xuan didn't leave, and kept standing outside the door. Fu Yunwan didn't dare to move, and after a long time, Ah Jin came back, and when he closed the door and came in, there was only one foot, and Huan Xuan didn't follow up.
made her panic a little lower, but she was afraid that Huan Xuan would break in, so she just lay on the bed and closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.
Huan Xuan waited outside the door. The rain was blown by the wind, and it brought a layer of moisture to the clothes. The sky is getting brighter and brighter, breakfast is over, but she still hasn't gotten up, she used to always wake up at dawn, punctual cute. made him suddenly realize that she hadn't gotten out of bed until now, and she was avoiding him.
Her heart sank suddenly, but she still refused to pay attention to him. Stepping down the steps, deliberately making the footsteps heavier, she wouldn't be afraid when she heard him go.
In the house, Fu Yunwan heard footsteps stepping on the water farther and farther away, so he got out of bed with his clothes on.
While washing, she was worried about whether Huan Xuan would break in, until she washed and sent food, Huan Xuan didn't come, which made her breathe a long sigh of relief, and suddenly thought, did he go out because of something, or did he know that she was afraid of him, so he didn't come in?
Huan Xuan had breakfast alone in the outer courtyard. After three or two bites, she hesitated when she wanted to go back, she must have just washed up and was eating, what if she saw him go and refused to eat?
It was precisely because he couldn't make a decision, he heard Xie Zhan's voice outside, and when he raised his eyes, Xie Zhan was holding a green silk umbrella and was talking to the guards outside the courtyard gate.
My heart sank: "What are you doing again?" ”
"Give her a book." Xie Zhan was carrying a cloth bag in his hand, and the umbrella was tilted to protect the cloth bag, and he had a large wet piece on his shoulder.
Huan Xuan approached with a calm face: "I don't need you, I'll find her any books you want." ”
"You can't find it." Xie Zhan said lightly, "The historical materials of the lone book. ”
Huan Xuan looked at him. He has already calculated it, how can he say that there is a unique historical material? He had already calculated all this, and he was still in his house to this day.
With her in the middle, he couldn't do anything about him. hated it to the extreme, and snatched it away: "I'll send it myself." ”
Turning around to leave, Xie Zhan behind him still said in a calm tone: "She's not good." ”
His heart tightened suddenly, and Huan Xuan turned his head: "What do you want to say?" ”
"Yesterday just helped her open her heart knot a little, it is not a panacea, it can cure the disease." Xie Zhan sighed, "Right now, she still refuses to talk to you, or even to see you, right?" ”
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Huan Xuan clenched his teeth tightly, biting out the clear marks on his mandible. I don't believe that he can calculate to this point, this other courtyard full of holes has been infiltrated by him little by little over the years, leaking into the protection of a sieve. Long time: "What do you want?" ”
"Let me talk to her again," Xie Zhan looked up slightly
"I know her better than you do, and she needs someone to talk to her right now." ”
Huan Xuan stared silently. The rain became more and more urgent, and most of my clothes were wet, and most of the heat in my heart was lost. Their relationship for four or five years, she loved him so much, she didn't react at all for three days, Xie Zhan came, said such a thing, she was willing to speak last night.
She loves Xie Zhan like that. And Xie Zhan does know her, he can't say what he said yesterday so well anyway, so that she can cheer up after listening to it. If you want her to get better, maybe, it really can only be Xie Zhan.
"Abandon the slave, let me talk to her." Xie Zhan coughed, his sleeves covering his lips.
Perhaps, it can only be Xie Zhan. Huan Xuan turned in silence and got out of the way.
Xie Zhan breathed a sigh of relief, walked inside, and when he walked by, Huan Xuan suddenly reached out and threw the cloth bag over.
He didn't have an umbrella, so he hid the cloth bag in his arms to cover the rain, and he didn't get wet at all. Xie Zhan silently took it and held it in his hand.
The rain became heavier and heavier, and a layer of water gathered on the ground, and there was a faint sound of stepping on it. Xie Zhan walked up the half-height steps of the wing room, turned around, and wanted to tell Huan Xuan that it was best not to go in together at this time, but found that he didn't plan to enter the door at all, standing at the bottom of the stairs and waiting, beating his soaked shoulders.
made him suddenly hesitate about the plan in his heart, hesitated, and turned around and knocked on the door: "Suisui, it's me." ”
There was no reaction in the room, and Huan Xuan stood at the bottom of the steps, waiting nervously.
For a moment, it occurred to me that maybe she wouldn't respond, maybe she didn't love Xie Zhan that much. I also thought that if Xie Zhan could let her go completely, it would be heart-wrenching and uncomfortable, and she should endure it. I thought that maybe I didn't need Xie Zhan, and if she waited for two more days, she would be fine. There was chaos, and when there was no opening, the door opened, and Ah Jin said in the door: "Lang Jun, please come in." ”
She was willing to see Xie Zhan. Between the two of them, what she loves can only be Xie Zhan.
Xie Zhan was about to enter the door, but subconsciously looked back again, and saw Huan Xuan's straight and broad shoulders hanging down, and now his whole body was completely soaked by the rain. He shook his head violently suddenly, and his hair was splashing with water, but soon more rain fell, and his head and face were covered with water, like a lonely beast with nowhere to go.
Xie Zhan lowered his head and walked into the door: "Suisui, I brought you a few books." ”
The door was closed, and now, nothing could be seen.
Huan Xuan slowly walked up the steps and stood guard outside the door.
The rain was falling so hard that it muffled the voices inside, what were they talking about? The window was also closed tightly and she couldn't see it, maybe she could open it a little, but it was so cold that it would freeze her. What are they talking about? Is it through the veil, or is it the other side of the face? Now, is she willing to talk to Xie Zhan?
Jealousy is like a beast of prey, devouring madly. I want to shout, I want to scold, I want to kill. Kill Xie Zhan. But nothing. can only be under this wet roof, the wind blows and the rain blows, desperate and stubbornly guarded.
I don't know how long it took, the rain was heavy and small, small and heavy, and Xie Zhan never came out. Wang Shu came a few times, and reported that Yuan Rong had secretly summoned Yuan Rong, and said that the 20,000 eastern troops had moved. Instinctively commanded, he forgot what he said in a blink of an eye, and just stared at the door.
It's still closed. Xie Zhan was still inside, talking to her.
"Ming Gong," Wang Shu held his umbrella in vain, "I have injuries on my body, and I can't get drenched in the rain, so let's change my clothes."
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Huan Xuan heard the footsteps, Xie Zhan, and was coming to the door.
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An arrow stepped forward, the door opened, and his ears caught Fu Yunwan's last words: "...... Don't get drenched in the rain. ”
She was telling Xie Zhan. Sure enough, Ken spoke to him, and maybe even met.
Xie Zhan walked out and glanced at him: "I have to come over tomorrow." ”
Choked in her throat with anger, even if she was angry, she could only close the door first, and suppressed her voice, for fear of scaring her in the room: "Get out!" ”
Xie Zhan slowly walked down the steps: "You can go and see her." ”
Huan Xuan closed his eyes. Pushing the door, he immediately withdrew his hand again. He is so muddy and water, how can he go to see her.
quickly went back to the room to change clothes, and pushed the door again: "Suisui." ”
The door opened, Huan Xuan eagerly looked in, the curtain was half-hidden, and she could see the corners of her light-colored skirt, and she didn't hide anymore. Suppressing the turmoil in his heart, he tried to make his voice warmer: "Suisui." ”
She didn't hide from him again. Huan Xuan slowly approached and pulled the curtain a little.
She's writing. There were a few pieces of paper spread out on the desk, and the bookstall brought by Xie Zhan was open on the side, as well as the ones she had written before. Maybe just now, Xie Zhan just sat by her and watched her write, teach her to write. She even looked a little like Xie Zhan. How can you blame her for loving Xie Zhan? These things she liked, he, a rude martial artist, never understood.
"Suisui," tentatively moved closer, "what other books do you need?" I'll find it for you. ”
She slowly raised her eyes and shook her head.
She was still afraid of him, and her body trembled a little. I still wouldn't talk to him.
Huan Xuan stopped where he was and watched. With bitterness in his mouth, he didn't know what book to find her. Xie Zhan said that she would come over tomorrow, maybe she would have to wait for Xie Zhan's book. He could only watch, who let him, not Xie Zhan.
The room was extremely quiet, Fu Yunwan looked up in embarrassment and saw Huan Xuan's soaked bun. He didn't even wear a crown, just a hosta to tie his hair. His dark eyes widened, tense and anxious, making her suddenly think of Xie Zhan's words: If it were me, I would not let you walk alone, it would be too dangerous. But if it weren't for the slaves who let you do this, how would you have had this experience, how could you have written these articles?
I couldn't say anything in my heart, I opened my mouth, and I didn't know what to say, and when I hesitated, Huan Xuan suddenly moved. He took two steps back and hissed in a hoarse voice: "I'm leaving, you have a good rest, don't just write." Don't freeze either. ”
He exited the veil and walked away with the door. Fu Yunwan looked at it in a daze, the pen was full of ink, and he didn't write for a long time, and the ink dripped down, making a big black cloud on the paper.
The rain fell for a whole day, and when it was nightfall, Kankan stopped, and news also came from the palace, and the terms of the peace have been finalized, and it is scheduled to meet outside the city on the 21st of the lunar month, and Emperor Jing will also come in person to sign the credentials with Yuan Yuan.
There was no wind and rain this night, Fu Yun slept much more peacefully, and when he got up in the morning, he finished freshening up, and Huan Xuan's voice came from outside the door: "Suisui." ”
He came in with a food box, set breakfast for her in the same way, and sat opposite to watch her eat. There was fresh boiled chicken, and he took the shell and broke it with a spoon and put it on her plate. There was minced ginger in the dish, and he also picked it out little by little. She doesn't like to eat ginger, but he said that she has a weak spleen and stomach, and eating ginger is beneficial, so she always puts it in the meal, and only picks it out for her when she eats.
Fu Yunwan finished eating silently. I think I should follow him
() Talking, but really didn't know what to say, he took a gargle to rinse her mouth, and handed her a hot handkerchief, his fingers touched her fingers, the familiar calluse, the familiar rough feeling, made people's eyes suddenly a little hot.
"Suisui." He hoarse, "Still can't you forgive me?" ”
The tips of his eyes were even hotter, Fu Yunwan gasped, and heard someone outside report that Xie Zhan was coming.
Countless words can only be swallowed back into the stomach. Huan Xuan looked at her and wanted to say not to see Xie Zhan again, but saw that her soft red lips were slightly upturned, and it was that familiar smile, which even she herself was afraid of noticing. She was waiting for Xie Zhan.
The heart sank to the bottom. Huan Xuan slowly wiped her hands and stood up: "Let him in." ”
"Suisui." When Xie Zhan entered the door, there was a bright smile on his pale face, "I brought a letter from your maternal great-grandfather to you." ”
She almost jumped up, her eyes brightened, and she ran over as fast as she could: "Really? ”
Huan Xuan stood silently on the side, watching Xie Zhan take out the letter from his arms, and watching Fu Yunwan take it with a smile. She was so excited that her fingers trembled for a long time and she couldn't open it, so Xie Zhan took it back: "I'll come." ”
He opened it and handed it to her, she took it to the window, and Xie Zhan followed her. He's on the side, so redundant.
He was always the superfluous one.
Huan Xuan slowly walked out and brought the door.
Just let Xie Zhan talk to her, as long as she can be well, he can bear it. When she was well, he would never let Xie Zhan get even half a step closer to her.
The door closed, a slight sound, Fu Yunwan didn't pay attention, he was too excited, and couldn't wait to look at the lines of strong fonts:
"Sui Sui my grandson: I am very fortunate to know that you are safe in the north. I also had to take back the text to which your mother belonged before her death, and read it at night, recalling the past years when Chenghuan was on his knees, and when he was babbling, he was in tears, and he couldn't read. The grandsons under the knees, the only one who loves is your mother, who is unfortunate and separates the north and the south with the scourge of war, and now the white head is still there, Shao Ling is forever gone, and the sky is so unfair! Buddha Nuyun Ruxiao is like your mother, and she is quite comforting when she hears it. I also knew that you were ordered by your mother to continue to write history, so I ordered the Buddha to send two volumes of the handwritten book to you, and I hope that you will do your best to prevent your mother's will from being annihilated. Sui Suiwu's love grandson, reluctantly, reluctantly. ”
Suisui, my beloved grandson. Tears wet her cheeks, and in extreme joy, she heard Xie Zhan call her: "Suisui." ”
Fu Yunwan raised his eyes, with a hint of imperceptible nervousness in his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Do you want to meet his old man?" ”!