Chapter 442: I Really Hate You to Death
Xiao Yan was indeed not mistaken, in addition to tiredness, there was also a faint fear in Yao Yan's eyes.
A hint of vague worry that even she herself was not aware of.
Otherwise, how could she choose to take the initiative to call Xiao Yan to spend the night in her room so abnormally?
Holding the warm fragrance of nephrite in his arms, Xiao Yan's eyes were full of faint distress.
Although he was not sure, he could not guess at all.
Maybe I'm worried about my own affairs again.
As soon as he thought of this, Xiao Yan couldn't help but sigh faintly in his heart, it wasn't that he was amorous, but that similar things had happened again and again.
After all, the medicine does not like its weakness to be exposed, just as a hermit crab will not leave its safe shell.
Of course, this was what Yao Yan guessed in Xiao Yan's heart, and Xiao Yan never thought about it like this from beginning to end.
Yao Wan was silent about Xiao Yan's hug, but he clenched his teeth slightly, but he couldn't tell whether he was enduring Xiao Yan's indecency or silently enjoying Xiao Yan's hug.
Yao Wan realized that she might really be scared.
"I'm glad that Wan'er is finally no longer so far away from me, at least not as it seems, flowers in the mirror, and the moon in the water."
But herein lies the paradox.
"Is Wan'er scared because she has become weaker?"
Seeing that Yao Wan didn't answer, Xiao Yan couldn't help but take the initiative, and the fiery breath passed through the silver hair and gently hit her ears, causing the roots of Yao Wan's ears to flush with a hint that was different from the simple rise in body temperature.
It's like a beast driven by a simple survival instinct.
Yao Wan couldn't feel what kind of mood she was in after hearing Xiao Yan's words, she only felt that there was a flame burning in her chest, and that feeling was even worse than the flame of ashes.
Xiao Yan's voice echoed in Yao Wan's ears, Yao Wan was slightly stunned, but it was not too surprised, although Xiao Yan never mentioned it from beginning to end, but just the performance and reaction she got from other people was enough to explain something.
Xiao Yan? No.
ββ¦β¦ Unhappily, Yun'er is still the same as before, but her strength has decayed, but she insists on being strong. β
"Then I won't protect myself, I'll protect you."
Yun'er has always been like this, stubborn and hard-mouthed, but she also relies on her strength as a barrier to protect herself, and now that this barrier is gone, it will be like this.
But what did Xiao Yan think in his heart?
Isn't it still embraced by him like this, and he can't move?
Xiao Yan naturally couldn't hide his distress.
What has long been accustomed to today's body, to put it bluntly, I haven't experienced this thing, and I can naturally say it, just that I don't feel pain if I don't hit myself.
Holding Yao Wan, his hands were firmly placed on Yao Wan's slender waist and tall and slender back from beginning to end, and there was no small movement, Xiao Yan's tone was completely devoid of lust, but more of a faint clarity.
It was useless to struggle, and she had to curse secretly and endure the extraordinary experience, but she didn't even know who she was scolding.
So Xiao Yan gave his own answer and comfort: "Don't worry, there is me." β
His stubbornness was nowhere to hide under his eyes, and all of them became hard-mouthed, and an emotion that looked like grievances grew like weeds in his heart, as if everything about himself had turned into a waste.
Yao Wan was silent, but it was difficult to say that he believed or anything like that, but said: "The mud bodhisattva crosses the river, and it is difficult to protect himself." β
Xiao Yan's words made Yao Wan couldn't help but be slightly distracted, but he rarely didn't refute it out loud, which can be regarded as a tacit acquiescence.
Xiao Yan didn't think too much about it, the fragrance on Yun'er's body had become his unquenchable fuel, giving him the power to burn.
Those who know each other too well even know the same smell and taste on each other's bodies.
If you are an ordinary person, it doesn't seem to be too difficult to kiss the beauty Fangze at this time.
Yao Wan's body paused slightly, she didn't believe it.
As for what she's afraid of......
Her style of acting is like this, she can see but can't touch it, like the bright moon in the sky, sprinkling the moonlight, but no one can touch it, she can't touch it, it seems to be close at hand, but it is far away in the sky, Xiao Yan is the closest person to her, and she is naturally the person who feels the most profound and unforgettable.
To be honest, Yao Wan actually hates others pretending to understand themselves very well in front of him.
But that was Xiao Yan, he never knew himself well and never just pretended to know himself very well.
"Uh-huh, I know."
"A little happy, but also a little unhappy."
Who else but them could there be at this moment?
Yao Wan couldn't say it clearly, but at this moment in Xiao Yan's arms, it was true that he felt awkward in his heart, and the sense of peace of mind that could make him sleep peacefully was also real.
"Don't you like people to see you weak?"
She knew that she was a little disappointed when she said this, and even had a little bit of cold water on Xiao Yan, which was a little hurtful.
She looked at Xiao Yan who hugged her into her arms, because buried in his arms, Yao Wan saw his chest and the white neck that leaked out of the black power suit.
However, before she could continue to be depressed, she felt Xiao Yan, who had not moved for a long time, hug her body a little harder, as if she was going to rub her into his chest and become one with him.
He really just wanted to hug her and get rid of some of the chill for her.
Yao Wan Xiu was sealed, his strength fell, and he fell from the clouds in an instant, and the bright moon of the past turned into an injured bird, which was held in the palm of Xiao Yan's palm and gasped gently, and he couldn't fly away.
This was the root of her fear.
But Xiao Yan didn't, although Yao Yan was always annoyed that this bastard didn't play according to the routine, and now he is getting more and more inches, but Xiao Yan has indeed never taken the initiative to show any delusions...... However, if it were someone else, it would be impossible for Yao Wan to venture into a secret realm of all unknowns for him, and finally end up in such a situation.
Xiao Yan asked softly, his tone calm with undisguised attachment and distress.
Yao Wan found that he was still a little afraid of pain.
Yao Wan couldn't help but laugh at himself in his heart.
The root cause is naturally because-
"I'll protect you."
If his confession didn't even dare to say this after piercing the window paper, then Xiao Yan was still chasing a fart, and he could wash and sleep.
"Can't you protect me?"
"I chose it myself."
Yao Wan's tone finally revealed a trace of frustration that could not be concealed, but there was a faint hint of crying.
I don't have the heart of a strong person at all.
Yao Wan was unwilling, but she also had a hint of wanting to ask for mercy, but before she could speak, Xiao Yan said: "It's okay, I'll protect myself and protect you again." β
She was more or less aware, but she refused to agree.
Xiao Yan was silent, and seemed to be really frustrated.
Yao Wan's tone is quiet, but he can't talk about any anger anymore, he is incompetent and angry or something, what else can he do except make his body angry? If there is no point in doing something, it is naturally better to do less.
Yao Wan raised his head slightly, and wanted to stare directly into Xiao Yan's eyes, those dark red, affectionate eyes, Yao Wan found that he had no resistance to his eyes.
"No, I can't protect you."
Yao Wan naturally felt it, so she curled up obediently, Xiao Yan's arms she psychologically resisted, by a man, by a man who knew him very well, and at the same time knew himself very well, so that she could sleep peacefully but could not adapt, but on the contrary, her body involuntarily curled up in his arms, and the whole person followed into an extraordinarily relaxed state, as if a small animal would relax its vigilance in an absolutely safe environment.
Xiao Yan's voice was very soft, but because of the distance, he was cleared by Yao Yan.
Xiao Yan subconsciously asked, in fact, this question doesn't need to be asked at all, whether it is Yao Yan or Xiao Yan, they already know the answer.
"You protect me, who will protect you?"
When Xiao Yan's breath was extremely aggressive, accompanied by his embrace of himself, mixed with his rapid and panicked breathing, Yao Yan's resistance light fiddled from the inside out, and most of it had unconsciously subsided.
"Nope."
Myself? Neither is it.
It's obvious that I'm being hugged tighter and tighter, but the peace of mind that even I don't adapt to is growing crazy.
This bastard really knows himself.
But Xiao Yan tore open a wound that was not clean, but an infected wound, and if he didn't clean it, he would let it scab over, and in the end, it would only end up with infection and the price of worsening the injury.
Yao Wan asked subconsciously, Yao Wan's words couldn't help but make Xiao Yan slightly stunned, and her heart was even more complicated and distressed, why was she still thinking about this kind of thing now?
Xiao Yan wanted to say naΓ―ve, but he couldn't say it anyway, so he could only be silent.
The physical and psychological differences make Yao Wan contradictory and uncomfortable.
And on the other hand, it is not difficult to understand.
The symbolic resistance only shows that it is not easy to handle.
Xiao Yan doesn't talk nonsense with Yao Wan, because he knows that she is hard-mouthed even if he doesn't look at Wan'er's eyes.
Yao Wan found that he was not such a strong person, and he became weaker and weaker.
The dog bites Lu Dongbin, and he doesn't know the hearts of good people.
ββ¦β¦ Aren't you glad that I'm so weak now that I'm at your disposal? β
Yao Wan was eager to tear off a piece of meat from him before he was willing to give up.
It will always hurt to be uncovered, especially the wound that has just scabbed, the healing of the flesh and blood makes people itch badly, and tearing it has no effect, at most, it is just for him to experience the pain of a ruptured wound.
"I ...... I hate you so much. β
The deep breath hit Xiao Yan's Adam's apple, making him a little itchy.
(End of chapter)