121. But he just doesn't want to turn
[You ask him if he really doesn't regret it,
He said regret ~ regret is used to it,
Man must learn to move forward,
But he just didn't want to turn. 】
……
Time goes back to the day when Zhuge Dasheng came to visit Qin Yumo in the guest house as Qin Yumo's lawyer.
That morning, Zhuge Dasheng met Qin Yumo in a small conference room, and the two were accompanied by police officers throughout the meeting.
Seeing Qin Yumo again, she was plain and slightly haggard, her long hair was simply tied in a low ponytail with a head rope, a black windbreaker, and there were no pretty ornaments on her body, which was very elegant.
"I don't have a mirror, I look very haggard." The corners of Qin Yumo's mouth had a slightly bitter smile.
"No, Gao Leng, it's still a goddess." Ms. Daiseng's mood is positive.
"It's harsh to listen to that here." Qin Yumo sighed, "Don't talk about this." The media reported this, right? ”
"I reported it, it was very simple, less than a hundred words, and it was already spread all kinds on social software." Ms. Daisheng answered truthfully.
In fact, it's not just varied, and the comments on the Internet are already unsightly.
"Did you say anything about me?" Qin Yumo seemed to still have a hint of luck.
"The executives are impressed, there are no young and beautiful women, what a beautiful scenery, and you yourself know that your appearance... Don't talk about this, in short, on the cusp. ”
"Heh~ The media carnival, as soon as a woman does this, it will be dirty. Don't talk about this, I'm about it, a lot of people outside are asking. Qin Yumo seemed very open-minded.
"At this time, it's good not to hide far away, who would dare to go up, most of the people associated with you are the three noes policy, don't see people, don't go out, don't answer the phone. At this time, those who dare to go up are all real people, and they can be said to be real friends. ”
"Who do you think are true friends?" There was some urgency and nervousness in Qin Yumo's words.
Urgently, she wondered if the man had also disowned her; Nervous, she was afraid that the person would really dissociate himself from her and didn't care about her at all.
"Li Su, he can be called the ......"
Zhuge Great Sage's words Qin Yumo didn't hear much clearly, as long as she heard the name in her heart, as long as he didn't hide far away, then the whole world thought that she was dirty and she didn't care.
Qin Yumo's face suddenly appeared with a look of seeing through the red dust, and he inexplicably felt a feeling of tears.
Qin Yumo exhaled several times before he could barely suppress the churning emotion in his heart, "How long will it take for me to go out?" ”
"Soon, three more days at most. Your problem is not big, the materials are also clearly explained, your property is also audited clearly, it is OK to spit out that does not belong to you, and you can hide away from illegal and criminal things, rejoice, fortunately, your characterization has not changed in this year, otherwise it is difficult to say. ”
"Actually, I almost fell into that glory and wealth, after all, it was a diamond ring the size of a pigeon's egg."
"So what saved you?"
"A mojito."
……
It was the penultimate day since Qin Yumo came out.
On this day, Li Su still came to visit Xinling as usual.
After casting the [Shaping Hand], Li Su heard the familiar footsteps, which were Bei Weiwei's - the nurses usually wore small white shoes, and their steps were dense and urgent, looking light and vigorous; Bevivi usually wears black square-heeled platform leather shoes or martin boots, and her steps are calm, revealing a sense of calm and elegance.
In this short moment, a plan suddenly poured into Li Su's mind, a little rough but maybe it could be done once and for all.
Li Su looked at Xinling's quiet sleeping face and murmured, "Xinling, if you offend, you can do me a favor." ”
After a while, Bei Weiwei pushed open the door and saw that Li Su was also in the ward, so she chatted with him, she said that she had just gone to Qingsongguan to pray for Xinling and asked for a peace charm to come back, but halfway through her words, she got stuck.
Because she seemed to have seen it, Li Su withdrew her hand from Xinling's chest in a panic!!
Bei Weiwei was a little incredulous! She suspected she had read it wrong! But when she walked a few steps closer to Xinling's bed, she clearly saw that the collar of Xinling's hospital gown was a little disheveled.
Bevivi thinks this is ridiculous! She laughed angrily! "Brother Su, you... What did you just do? ”
Li Su didn't answer, with his lv5 acting skills, he was embarrassed and embarrassed after being discovered by his sister...... and so on, all of which were presented on his face one by one.
"You want women to go crazy! Do you know if this is seen by someone else! You can't escape one indecent assault! Bevivi kept her voice down, but her words were full of anger.
Bei Weiwei's disappointment with Li Su is already overflowing.
Bei Weiwei felt that this was really ridiculous, as if she was the only one in the world who really wanted Xinling to wake up, and Brother Su, whom she had always admired, actually took advantage of Xinling's unconscious to do such a shameful thing!
Bei Weiwei is really going crazy now, Xinling's awakening day is far away, worrying that Xinling will become a drag oil bottle, and now this kind of thing has happened, these things are enough to break Bei Weiwei's sanity.
Her affection for Li Su has completely fallen to the bottom.
If Li Su wasn't her brother, she would even want to send him to the detention center herself.
"You go! Don't stay here any longer! In the future, you are not allowed to visit Xinling alone! I'm so disappointed in you! Bei Weiwei lowered her voice and gritted her teeth.
Li Su rolled out of Bei Weiwei's sight in embarrassment.
Of course, after leaving Bei Weiwei's sight, the "self-containment, submissive" demeanor on his body disappeared.
Li Su, who was standing in the corridor of the hospital, sighed, he didn't know what the consequences of his actions would be today, but now it was done.
Here's his plan.
He had just heard Bevey's footsteps, and then a plan suddenly sprung up in his mind, a plan so that Bevey would no longer love him.
The plan is simple and crude, it is self-defilement. Let Bevey question his character.
The moment before Bei Weiwei came in, Li Su slightly unbuttoned a button at Xinling's neckline, and then after Bei Weiwei came in, he pretended to be panicked and withdrew his hand from Xinling's chest. After such an operation, his image in Bei Weiwei's heart will become a scumbag.
Before, Li Su proposed a concept of "mutual inspection" to Bei Weiwei, and he was ready to slowly reject Bei Weiwei by boiling frogs in warm water, but this plan now seems to be progressing slowly, no, it should not be said that it is slow progress, it should be said that it has no effect at all.
At first, Li Su thought that Bei Weiwei could detect the changes that happened in his body, he thought that she knew the previous Li Su well, and loved the former Li Su, but he found that he was wrong, he found that he overestimated Bei Weiwei's love for the previous Li Su, and also underestimated his own charm, Bei Weiwei clearly has a tendency to fall deeper and deeper!
Instead of going to the day when Bei Weiwei confessed to him and then tearing her heart, it is better to let her disillusionment be shattered now!
Taking advantage of the opportunity of Xinling's coma, Li Su has now successfully shaped herself into a "scumbag", and now she doesn't need to say anything like whether Bei Weiwei still loves him or not, after such an experience, it has become a question whether she recognizes Li Su's brother!
It doesn't matter if you don't admit it, anyway, if you come naked, then you will go naked.
Li Su thought.
There are two murderers in Li Su's heart about the gradual collapse of the "Mengmeng" statue, one is Lin Wanyu and the other is Bei Weiwei.
Lin Wanyu has already left Li Su's world, and now there is only one Bei Weiwei left, I can't tell if Li Su broke the jar because Lin Wanyu left, even with his attitude towards Bei Weiwei, or because he desperately wanted to repair the idol in his heart, so he made this decision.
To be honest, Li Su's rejection of Bei Weiwei today is very rough, and she is even suspected of being broken, but this actually shows that Li Su's heart is already a little messy from the side, so now there is some stupid meaning, commonly known as - he is in a hurry.
Li Su first rejected Lin Wanyu, and then now he rejects Bei Weiwei in this way, saying that he is most afraid of losing the grace of beauties; Or, as Wan Yu said, Li Su is a guy who is occasionally a little confused and pessimistic, and he is a little afraid that he will not be able to manage a new relationship.
In fact, many times, Li Su does not lack the courage to start over, but the enthusiasm that he once had has been exhausted by Meng Meng. In short, Li Su felt that his broken heart was difficult to fall in love with anyone anymore.
Li Su thought that he had rejected Lin Wanyu first, and now he had rejected Bei Weiwei in this way, he thought that he would be able to repair the "idol" in his heart, but in fact, this was the beginning of the deterioration of the idol in his heart.
After all, if he really didn't care about Lin Wanyu and Bei Weiwei, then why did he have such a big reaction? In order to make Bei Weiwei die, he even used self-defilement.
Li Su is a guy who has no courage, he doesn't have the courage to start a new life; At the same time, he is also an infatuated guy.
David Eagleman said in "The List of Life" that death is threefold: first, when your body's functions stop functioning, your heartbeat, breathing, and brain activity stop, and you are biologically declared dead;
The second is that when your body goes to the grave, people come to your funeral dressed in black, and they announce that you are gone from the network.
Thirdly, at some point in the future, your name will be mentioned for the last time as the last trace left in the world, after which you will be completely forgotten, and you will truly die, and the whole universe will no longer be associated with you.
But in such a world where the road is far away and anxious, Li Su remembered her year after year - he was the best for Mengmeng, but how cruel he was to Lin Wanyu and them. For yourself too.
(End of chapter)