The cold November rains smeared the land with gloom.

28-year-old Xu Mo wore a thick black-framed glasses and a black tweed coat, and his tall and thin figure invisibly added a bit of Sven's temperament.

A light rain fell over the train station.

The station is full of people.

Xu Mo was among the crowd, and it took a lot of effort to find his place.

When I sat down, the gloom was swept away.

Xu Mo let out a long breath.

"Dear passengers, the train G7591 to Jingzhou City is about to depart, please..."

The speakers of the train broadcast the terminal station of the train.

Then, as the train moved slowly, the scene at the station began to fade away.

Gyeongju.

As the name of the city appeared, Xu Mo couldn't help but fall into memory.

Xu Mo grew up in Jingzhou, his father worked in the Health Bureau, and his mother was a nurse in the Second Hospital.

In the eyes of outsiders, Xu Mo has a happy family.

In fact, Xu Mo's childhood was not happy.

A good childhood heals a lifetime.

And the unhappy childhood will take a lifetime to heal.

Xu Mo's memories of childhood are like that, a family of three people crammed into a two-bedroom and one-living room allocated by the Health Bureau, with a total area of only 60 square meters of small three-story dilapidated building.

In autumn, you don't see a little sunshine.

Every day after school, Xu Mo squatted on the small table in the living room to eat and write his homework.

Then there was a noise from my father and mother in the kitchen.

"I can be wronged with you, but you can't let our son be wronged with you!"

"You're still a graduate student! Can graduate students eat as food!? Why can everyone buy a car and a house, and why do we have to live so poorly! ”

Mother's caustic voice and father's sigh filled the small room.

After that, my father would come out helplessly and huddle alone on the shabby sofa at home and smoke silently.

This is Xu Mo's childhood, with a little sadness and a little sorrow.

It's like the gloomy weather outside, and you can't see a little sunshine.

Xu Mo in childhood, the only cure was the girl in the next class.

She has long black and thick hair, well-defined features, and a beautiful smile.

The school had a convention that day.

Xu Mo, a junior in high school, was wearing a school uniform and squatting in the corner of the seat alone to play with his mobile phone.

"Yuxin, your book!"

There was a burst of shampoo fragrance from the tip of his nose, Xu Mo subconsciously raised his head, but saw a girl leaning forward, wanting to take the book handed by the classmate in front of him.

At that time, Xu Mo happened to be in the middle of the two girls, and the girl was very close to Xu Mo, the kind of distance that might touch Xu Mo's shoulder with a slight chest touch.

That is, because she deliberately avoided it, she couldn't receive the book handed over from the other side for a long time.

Xu Mo, who was sitting in the middle, helped the girl take the book.

"Thank you." The girl smiled.

She has a beautiful smile and a power that heals everything.

To be honest, that was Xu Mo's first heartbeat.

Although the girl didn't know Xu Mo's name, Xu Mo could be sure that she was indeed moved.

Gu Yuxin, who is in the next class, is the first in the school, she is beautiful, has a good family background, and has a lot of crushes around her, she is smiling at everyone, modest and polite.

Every time I took the first place in the school, I was also generous when I spoke on stage.

Xu Mo does like her, but Xu Mo is indeed not worthy of her.

Xu Mo is just an ordinary boy who can't be ordinary anymore, but the other side seems to be born as the protagonist of the world, what qualifications does Xu Mo have to say that he likes it.

So that time, although he was moved, Xu Mo did not take the initiative.

It wasn't until later in physical education class that Xu Mo hid alone under the wisteria roseflower stand in the playground to read.

At this time, the girl who was haunted by her dreams reappeared.

She was in a hurry, looking around, wearing a white turtleneck sweater with a pair of dark blue jeans, perhaps because of the slight exercise, her face was rippling with a faint flush, and her ruddy little mouth was slightly open, panting.

She looked left and right, and found a hidden corner under the wisteria roseflower, and there seemed to be the noise of classmates behind her, and then Gu Yuxin hid in the corner.

"Classmate, have you seen anyone passing by this way?" At this time, another girl ran over, looked around and found that there was no one, so she asked Xu Mo, who was sitting under the flower stand and reading a book.

The position where Gu Yuxin was hiding happened to be completely exposed to Xu Mo's field of vision.

Hearing this, Xu Mo subconsciously glanced at Gu Yuxin.

Gu Yuxin hurriedly made a silent gesture.

And put your hands together in a please-like shape.

"She ran over there." Xu Mo casually pointed to a place.

"Oh, thank you!" The girl was very happy to hear this, and quickly ran away.

When there was no movement around, Gu Yuxin ran out happily: "Thank you, you are so nice!" ”

"Hey, what are you looking at?"

In that physical education class, Gu Yuxin and her classmates were playing with cats and mice, Gu Yuxin hid on the side of the wisteria roseflower stand and found Xu Mo reading a book there.

"Norwegian forests? I know this book! Gu Yuxin said with a smile.

Xu Mo raised his head and glanced at Gu Yuxin.

saw Gu Yuxin pretending to be over there and said in a deep voice: "No one likes to be lonely, they're just afraid of being disappointed, right?" ”

Xu Mo smiled.

"Well, at your age, reading this kind of book is a little too old." Gu Yuxin commented.

Before Xu Mo could speak, there was a noise of people in the distance.

"Haha! Gu Yuxin, I found you! ”

So just like that, Gu Yuxin was arrested.

Two contacts, two regrets.

To be honest, I was looking at the back of Gu Yuxin leaving.

Xu Mo felt a little stunned.

"Xu Mo! Someone is looking for! ”

In the classroom, Xu Mo looked up.

saw Gu Yuxin, who was wearing two playful ponytails and a bright smile on her face, standing outside the classroom and waving to Xu Mo.

"I'm Cao, isn't that Gu Yuxin from the first class?"

"Xu Mo, how did you know Gu Yuxin?"

When the students in the classroom saw Gu Yuxin outside, they all froze and looked at Xu Mo in surprise.

Xu Mo was also a little stunned and went out curiously.

"Xu Mo, so this is your name?"

Xu Mo asked her if there was anything wrong?

"No, how about the exchange?" Gu Yuxin took a book and handed it to Xu Mo, it was Lu Yao's "Ordinary World".

"Have you seen it? Is the third year of high school so tight? Where do you have time to read? Gu Yuxin asked.

Later, Xu Mo still lent Gu Yuxin a copy of "Norwegian Forest".

Originally, two people who might never be able to intersect actually had the possibility of intersecting.

Every time he is with Gu Yuxin, Xu Mo will feel an indescribable happiness.

Even if he didn't do anything, just sat together like this, and then looked at Gu Yuxin's stupid appearance when he was reading a book, Xu Mo would feel happy.

Gu Yuxin has become a beam of light in Xu Mo's youth.

Healed Xu Mo's youth.