If I don't meet you
Yang Tianyu sat at the window and looked at the scenery outside the window, the train was about to arrive at the station, pushed Liu Yue in his arms and said, "Sister Liu should wake up, I'm about to arrive at the station," Liu Yue in her arms seemed to be coquettish, and twisted in Yang Tianyu's arms, but she didn't wake up.
In Liu Yue's heart, in addition to the warmth of the hug she had before she was three years old, she didn't experience this feeling of being hugged when she grew up, she was still young and couldn't experience the feeling of hugging, this feeling made her feel comfortable, so that people like her who had not hugged her would can't help but become dependent, she knew that this kind of time would not be too long, and after getting off the train, they would go their separate ways, and she also knew that the boy who had known him for one night and half a day didn't know if he would see each other again after this separation, and he smiled bitterly in his heart that he might not see him again in the future. A sense of loss spread in her heart, at this time Liu Yue didn't know that the tall figure with clear eyebrows and tall eyes in front of her had been deeply imprinted in her heart, a seed of love was sprouting in her heart, and she didn't know that today's train trip had a change in her personality and affected the changes in her life, she wanted to cry but couldn't cry, couldn't let him see herself crying, and let the two separate decently.
At that time, when she was studying and mixing in society while picking up garbage to support herself, and those men all had desires for her body and did not have any desire for herself, even if they met one or two who had a little affection for her, they would be retreated by her encounter, no man would be with such a woman, and those who wanted to be with her just wanted to play with her, but she saw clearly and her heart was clearer, and she had no extravagant hopes. She mixed into society at the age of 16 and did not lose her body, let alone her first kiss, but the boys of the same age in front of her are a little different from those men, what is the difference? I don't know, maybe one day in the future they will meet again.
She longs for someone to love her, love her, and treat her as her life, but it is difficult to realize such a desire, although the two people only know each other for one night and half a day, but they have a place in each other's hearts, she is very obsessed with his chest, obsessed with the temperature on his body, which is never warm, the temperature that others can't give, the train is almost station, and she has to give up these illusions, just want to fight for a little warmth for herself.
At this time, Yang Tianyu didn't understand the thoughts of the girl in front of him, looking at Liu Yue who was twisting in his arms, he understood that when the train arrived at the station, it was also a time of separation, and he was afraid of separation, he felt sorry for what happened to her, but what could he do if he was distressed? Maybe that's what everyone has to go through when they're growing up.
This time, Yang Tianyu didn't speak, and patted Liu Yue's shoulder again, signaling that it was almost time to stand up, Liu Yue slowly raised her head, straightened up, sat in her seat, and said nothing. Yang Tianyu looked at her like this, the more distressed he became, maybe in his eyes, he only had his distress and pity for her, and slowly raised his arms to hug Liu Yue, Liu Yue didn't resist and hugged you like this, I don't say anything, the state at this time is worth a thousand words.
The radio on the train once again remembered to tell everyone that the station had arrived, and the two had to withdraw their respective hugs, Yang Tianyu got up and picked up their respective luggage, or the same as when they first met, Yang Tianyu took Liu Yue's luggage, and when he got out of the train, Yang Tianyu turned his head and said to Liu Yue, "You have to follow me tightly, just get off the train, follow more closely, you pull my clothes with your hands", Liu Yue said unhappily, "How did you take the car for the first time and did it several times, and you want me to follow you, and I want me to pull your clothes, I don't want to see what you can do with me." "Yang Tianyu saw this, "You are stupid, don't you know how to see it, there are so many people who get off the car, and there are not no signs on the top of your head, if you don't work, just follow the flow of people, why are you so stupid", after speaking, he didn't forget to put down his luggage and flicked a brain melon on Liu Yue's head, Liu Yue was dissatisfied, "Yo, can't you see that you are still quite smart, I didn't expect that people who look stupid are still smart, and I tell you, you are playing my brain, I am not finished with you, see if I don't bite you to death" Yang Tianyu said, "I'm too lazy to talk nonsense with you, I don't care if I get lost with my clothes, you can do it yourself, I'll go first, hurry up and follow" After speaking, he walked to the exit of the station, Liu Yue looked at his back, with a happy smile on his face, thinking about how good it would be to be like this all the time, thinking about it at the same time, he followed with a step, pulling the corner of Yang Tianyu's clothes, looking at his powerful and secure back, Liu Yue's face did not mention how happy.
When the two walked to the door of KFC, Liu Yue stopped and said to Yang Tianyu, "Brother Yang, I'm hungry, do you want to eat something, I'll treat you", Yang Tianyu turned his head and said, "People in our village say that things here are very expensive, let's go outside, I'll treat you, and keep your money for later." After speaking, he turned his head and continued to walk towards the exit of the station, Liu Yue continued to follow after saying "oh" in the back, and after passing the ticket inspection at the exit gate, the two appeared in the station square and looked around, there is a long-distance bus station on the right, there are several hot and sour noodle shops next to the long-distance bus station, Yang Tianyu said to Liu Yue, "Sister Liu, let's go and eat hot and sour noodles, do you like to eat hot and sour noodles?" Liu Yue replied, "If you like me, I like it, I will eat whatever you eat, let's go." Yang Tianyu said, "Let's go", and after speaking, he walked straight to the hot and sour noodle shop.
Walking into the hot and sour noodle shop, a shopkeeper in her thirties walked up, and the proprietress greeted her warmly, "Hello handsome guys, what kind of hot and sour noodles are you going to eat?" Yang Tianyu said, "Come to a bowl of spicy hot and sour noodles," after speaking, he turned his head to Liu Yue next to him and said, "What about you?" What are you going to eat? Liu Yue looked at the proprietress and said, "Bring me a beef hot and sour noodle", and the proprietress replied, "Okay, you two wait here for a few minutes, the hot and sour noodles will be here soon" After speaking, she went to prepare the hot and sour noodles.
When Yang Tianyu and the two saw that the proprietress went to prepare hot and sour noodles, they found a position by the electric fan and sat down, Liu Yue followed and sat in the opposite position, Liu Yue just did it and said to Yang Tianyu: "Will you go to PT after eating?" Yang Tianyu said, "Yes, my parents are still waiting for me over there, what about you, where are you going after eating?" Is it in FZ or going to another city in FJ? Liu Yuedao "I don't have any plans yet, I'll stay in FJ for the time being, find a job first, find my parents while going to work" Yang Tianyu frowned when he heard this, "You are still underage, find a job first, where do you go to find a job?" Where dare to accept you? You're not afraid of others! Liu Yue said, "Yes, but what can I do, there is no difference between my hometown and outside, my second uncle doesn't dare to care about me because of my aunt's relationship, and now they also have children, and the children are too young to take care of me, and I don't want to trouble them" Yang Tianyu said, "It's better to go like this, you go with me to PT, at least my parents are there, we can also meet every day without going hungry, you look at how thin your breasts are, you look at how thin your breasts are and you are shriveled" Liu Yue was not happy when she heard this, you can say that I am thin, but you can't say that I have small breasts, and said indignantly" Yang Tianyu, don't go too far, although I'm young, but my breasts are not small, don't insult me" Yang Tianyu didn't say anything, just looked at her with her teeth and claws, wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, held back enough energy to not laugh, chatted for a while, the proprietress brought up two bowls of hot and sour noodles and said, "Eat slowly, what's the problem, call me" After speaking, he took the tray back to the kitchen, Liu Yue looked at the beef in the bowl and picked up the chopsticks to put the beef into Yang Tianyu's bowl, Yang Tianyu saw this and took the chopsticks and clamped it back, Liu Yue said, "You don't want to clip it back, I don't like to eat beef." , you are not the same, you want to grow your body, hurry up" Yang Tianyu said, "You are talking nonsense, hurry up and eat the beef for me, don't clip it around to make people see jokes, if you don't eat some breasts, you have to flatten your breasts", in fact, Liu Yue's breasts are not small, Liu Yue said after hearing it, "Okay, don't eat and pull down, the old lady won't give it back" After speaking, he didn't care about Yang Tianyu's eyes and devoured it, Yang Tianyu looked at this food and was a little dumbfounded, thinking that this hell released the starving ghost, such a way to eat and marry home is not to eat.
After eating, Yang Tianyu picked his teeth and said to Liu Yue, "Have you eaten enough?" Those who are not full are shouting for one", Liu Yue replied, "It's good to hold on when you're full, it's going to kill me, pay and leave, you are going to find your parents, I'm also going to my parents, go back to their own homes and find their own mothers" As soon as it came to her parents, Liu Yue felt a sense of loss in her heart, Yang Tianyu looked at Liu Yue's expression and shouted at the boss, "How much is the boss?" The proprietress said to Yang Tianyu, "40 yuan", Yang Tianyu reached out to his pocket, took out a pile of change, counted out 40 yuan, and gave it to the proprietress to pick up her luggage, and said to Liu Yue, "Sister Liu is gone, if we have a fate in the future, we will see each other again, if we don't have a fate, we won't see each other" After speaking, he walked towards the door, Liu Yue got up and took his luggage, hurriedly followed Yang Tianyu and said, "Brother Yang, don't you invite my sister to drink a cup of milk tea?" Yang Tianyu said: "I don't have much money on my body to keep the travel expenses." Otherwise, the travel fee is not enough to go back, haha", Liu Yue said to you, "Then Brother Yang will accompany me to find a place to sit for a while, it's still more than ten o'clock early, and there are cars" Yang Tianyu nodded when he heard this, "Okay, why don't we go and sit on the bench opposite for a while?" Liu Yue smiled and nodded.
The two walked to the long chair and put the luggage next to it, without saying a word, no one spoke, so silent, after a few minutes, Yang Tianyu said, "Sister Liu, what are you going to do in the future?" If you are not familiar with the place of life in FZ and have no place for you to stand, how will you live in the future? It's not easy to find a job at our age, and you may not be able to find it at all, there is no difference between not having parents and waiting for death", Liu Yue said with a smile, "Don't forget that I often come to FZ, I look down on me too much, and don't forget what I used to do, although I am young, I have experienced no less things than those who are older than me, and some of them are not necessarily as much as I have experienced", Yang Tianyu looked at Liu Yue's smile and his heart was very complicated, looking at although he had a smile on his face, he felt distressed when he thought of Liu Yue's life experience, In order to live young, she had to go to the society, in the eyes of others, she was a problem girl, but there were a few girls who knew this problem, and sighed leisurely and said, "Sister Liu, I think it, you come with me, at least you won't be hungry if you don't work", Liu Yue looked at Yang Tianyu and said, "It's okay, I still know a few sisters in FZ, they will help me, you can put a hundred hearts, by the way, I give you this scarf, I hope you can think of me when you are helpless, Although we haven't known each other for a long time, after speaking, he untied the scarf tied around his white flower-like neck and handed it to Yang Tianyu, Yang Tianyu didn't reach out to take it when he saw this, but just looked at Liu Yue, Liu Yue said, "What are you looking at me, is there something on my face?" Holding this scarf is the fate of our acquaintance this time, don't lose it to me, if you lose it, you will lose money, hahaha."
Yang Tianyu held back her tears and said, "Sister Liu, this is what your mother knitted for you, why did you give it to me?" It's the only thought your parents left you, and do you know what this scarf means to you? What does it mean to you" Liu Yue said, "I know, if I can't find my parents, this scarf won't mean much to me, staying by my side will only add a kind of longing and make my life more painful." Yang Tianyu didn't say much when he heard this, reached out and took the scarf and put it in the bag behind him.
Liu Yue said to Yang Tianyu, "Do you know? In fact, to be honest, I don't want to be separated from you, and I have to separate, I have my own way to go, you also have my own way to go, I also envy you, you have a good family, accompanied by your parents and brother, what about me? I have nothing, you know, my second uncle called me when I got on the train and told me that in fact, my parents died when I was three years old, they were killed on the way to do business, and the business that my parents did was also illegal," Liu Yue couldn't cry when she said this, and slowly wiped her tears Liu Yue continued, "My second uncle told me that your parents love you, and they are also thinking that you have left you a large amount of property, and you can get it when you are 18 years old, Don't blame your parents, it's not easy for them, let alone think about revenge for you A girl can't fight them, but now I want so much money, what's the use, I just want my parents to be by my side, since I grew up, no one around me gave me a hug, even the second uncle didn't dare, because my aunt didn't allow it at all, I didn't know what it was like to hug, I spent it alone from childhood to adulthood, when I was studying, my classmates said that I was a broom star, no one wanted to share the table with me, no one played with me, I sat alone in the corner of the school," Yang Tianyu sat on the bench and quietly listened to the story of this lonely girl, felt her difficulty, silently hugged her, gave her warmth and care.
After a pause, Liu Yue said, "Do you know, in fact, I also longed for my father's love and mother's love, but my desire was shattered when my second uncle told me the truth, and it is impossible to get the love of my parents in this life." So I chose to come to FZ, looking for the murderer of my parents, I want to kill the enemy, I want revenge, you don't have to worry about my bad life in FZ, these things are only I say to you, when you hug me, I feel the warmth that I have never had, you give other boys a different feeling, others are just greedy for my body, I don't think about it with sincerity to me, but I can't see the eyes of others looking at me from your eyes, if we can't meet in the future, then it will be our beautiful encounter, If we can meet, it means that our fate is not over, you face me and don't move, close your eyes, I will surprise you."
Yang Tianyu faced her and closed his eyes, waiting for her to surprise him, after a while, he felt that a lip was pasted up, his tongue pried open Yang Tianyu's lips, the two lips were tightly fitted together, the tongue and tongue blended, and after a while, the lips of the two people were separated, Liu Yue lowered her head and whispered, "This is my first kiss in 16 years, even if I was a problem girl before, I haven't lost it, what about you?" After speaking, he looked at Yang Tianyu with a red face and waited for his answer, Yang Tianyu paused and said, "This is also my first kiss, I live in a rural school, and I also have a crush, but I haven't held hands, I haven't hugged or kissed, but I thank you for your first kiss", Liu Yue said, "Needless to say thank you, do you know why I gave you my first kiss, because your hug is destined for my life, maybe in the eyes of you and others, a hug is at your fingertips, but in my opinion, a sincere and warm hug is so far away for me." , In the future, when I can live and become an adult, I will give you my first night, I hope you can remember me, there is a girl and your encounter on the train, don't lose the scarf, and I hope you can think of me when you see the scarf, a girl who has had an encounter with you, okay, I'm going to leave too, you hurry up and take the car back to your parents They are still worried, bye, remember that there is a girl and your encounter on the train" After speaking, Liu Yue pulled the suitcase and disappeared into the sea of people.
Yang Tianyu looked at the direction of Liu Yue's disappearance with a silent face and couldn't calm down for a long time, always thinking of the sentence "Your hug is destined for my life, remember that there is a girl and your encounter on the train", thinking of these two sentences, Yang Tianyu's heart ached faintly, and he tried to ask himself what was wrong? What's wrong with me after only being together for such a short time? Am I in love with her? No, it's impossible I just pity her and feel sorry for her, just pity her and feel sorry for her, why does her heart sting? Can anyone tell me? No one told him why, how good it would be if I hadn't met you, I didn't feel so painful, maybe this girl named Liu Yue had been deeply placed in his heart by him
Yang Tianyu sat on the bench alone for a long, long time, he didn't know that during the time he was sitting on the bench, there was a figure who had been watching him in a corner, and the figure was full of tears and muttered in his mouth, "I'm sorry, let you who should have lived a carefree life become like this, I also want to accompany you to meet your parents, but I have my way to go, if I can see you again, I hope you can still know me,", lost his soul and got up from the bench to the long-distance bus station, bought a bus ticket and got on the bus to PT, It was not until more than five o'clock that he arrived at PT, and as soon as he got off the train, he saw Yang's father and Yang's mother waiting for him at the gate of the station.
Dad Yang and Mother Yang shouted loudly, "Xiaoyu, we are here, come over quickly", hearing the voice of his parents calling himself, Yang Tianyu cleaned up his mood and looked at Dad Yang and Mom Yang walked over with a smile.