"Mei'er, I've never thought about how to deceive you, how to hurt you! I'm also a human being, I also have a heart, how can I not know how you treat me? I'm not a cold-blooded and cold-hearted person, I have flesh and blood, I will hurt, I will hurt! Mei'er, I know that you were willing to take me at the beginning, just because you were attracted by my excellent looks, heh, a waste person, how can you deserve the love of a woman like you...!"

How can you deserve the love of a woman like you...

And how do you deserve it...

And how do you deserve it...

That sentence seemed to have an echo that had been lingering in Yu Mei's ears, swirling, the voice sounded so painful, self-blame, and even inferiority, Yu Mei's original anger, all the anger, was wiped out without a trace by his words, and the only thing left in my heart at this moment was regret.

Yumei took a deep breath and was about to speak, but she heard the bitter voice of Su Ruyan.

"Mei'er, don't you want to know what I did just now? Yes, I went out of the palace, that's because I think we've known each other for so long, and I've been taking care of you like smoke, but I haven't said anything to you, so while you're asleep, I secretly went out of the palace, in order to give this to you..."

Su Ruyan took out the hairpin that had been finely made from his arms, it was a hairpin carved with a phoenix, I saw him slowly put it on the table, his fingertips have been scrubbing on the dancing phoenix, his eyes are the tender light, but the corners of his mouth are with that bitter smile, only to hear him speak again...

"Mei'er, I know that you have never worn this kind of thing, but I see that it is well-made, especially this phoenix, the temperament is worrying, I know that you may not care about this cheap thing at all, but I hope from the bottom of my heart that my Mei'er can one day, like this phoenix, proud of the world..."

"Of course, if I can, I hope that I can always be by your side, even if it's just such a small position, I don't care, as long as I can always be with you, as long as I can always be by your side, I have no complaints, but I know that I have become like this now, people are not ghosts, not only a burden by your side, but also will make you be laughed at by others..."

"Mei'er, don't say anything, I swear to the sky that I haven't done anything sorry for you, and I've never thought of deceiving you about anything, but since you don't believe me anymore, I know that the road you want to take is very difficult, as long as there is a slight mistake, then Mei'er you will lose very badly, I don't want you to lose, I don't want you to lose, I don't want you to lose to anyone, so, I will go, I will go..."

"Mei'er, I'll go... I just hope you can be happy!" Su Ruyan shook his head with a wry smile, sniffed, took a deep look at Yumei, turned around, and walked out of the apse without hesitation.

Yu Mei looked at his distant figure, but for a moment forgot to catch up, until his figure really disappeared without a trace...

Yu Mei lowered her eyes slightly, picked up the hairpin placed on the table, indeed, this phoenix is really carved vividly, it has always been impeccable handicraft, if it is placed in modern times, then this hairpin must be priceless.

"Ruyan, am I wrong? Am I wrong to blame you?" Yu Mei murmured lowly, tears flashed in her eyes, and for the first time she wondered if her intuition was really wrong, if he was really wronged Ruyan, then how uncomfortable should he be at this moment...