The school cafeteria is very large, and the meal time is relatively free, and the cafeteria is not as crowded as when I first started high school.

The most crowded time is probably the annual freshman military training period, and with that group of green freshmen, there is no food at all.

Zhou Zhongqing came to the canteen with his bag on his back, took the plate and went to the window to eat.

There are a lot of dishes, there are meat dishes and vegetarian dishes, there are cheap and expensive, when there are more choices, many students who come to play dishes will have a little difficulty in choosing, this also wants to try, that also wants to try, you say order them all, and you can't finish eating, and the food money is wasted.

Zhou Zhongqing will not, he has almost no difficulty in choosing on weekdays, and probably because of this, it seems that he has a vigorous and resolute style of doing things.

The ghost backpack lying behind him was still curious about what dishes to eat, Zhou Zhongqing clicked twice, and the cooking aunt cooked a meal for him, he left the window with the dinner plate and went to the back to find a seat to sit.

"You've done it so quickly? I haven't even picked it yet......"

“…… Didn't you say you don't eat it? ”

"I don't eat it, I can't eat it, I'm thinking about what dish I will choose if I eat it."

"Isn't that just adding to your troubles?"

"Do you have to worry about having too many choices?"

"Of course."

There are also many spare tables in the cafeteria, which is also an option, and many students who have finished cooking stand in place with their plates, looking around and thinking about where to sit.

Zhou Zhongqing once again showed his decisive action, almost coming from the window, his footsteps did not stop, his eyes swept away, and he went straight to a table in the corner and sat down.

Bai Yueying felt admired, if it was her, she would probably have to hesitate for a while.

"If you've ever experienced my phone loss in high school, you wouldn't be so entangled in the matter of choice."

"Huh?"

Zhou Zhongqing put the dinner plate away, took off the backpack and put it on the chair next to him, when he was not carrying the bag, Bai Yueying was not in the bag, she also came out of the backpack and sat opposite Zhou Zhongqing.

While eating, Zhou Zhongqing told her the story of losing his mobile phone in high school:

"At that time, I was still a freshman in high school, and when I went to the commissary to buy water, I came back and found that I had lost my mobile phone, and I thought it had been stolen, but I didn't expect to see my mobile phone on the lost and found column at school a few days later."

"Isn't that great, you can go get it."

"Here's the problem!"

Zhou Zhongqing continued: "Because of the school regulations, the lost and found must be called to the head teacher, and the mobile phone is contraband, my head teacher really smashed the mobile phone, so when I was sixteen years old, there was such a difficult choice question for the first time in my life - whether to let the mobile phone hang in the lost and found column, or take it back to the head teacher to practice hammering?" ”

"Huh?"

originally thought it was just a matter of losing her mobile phone, but after hearing Zhou Zhongqing say this, Bai Yueying also felt that her brain hurt.

"God knows how it feels when I walk past the lost and found bar every day, looking at my unclaimed phone, which I think about for five minutes every day with the attitude of thinking about life...... Well, yes, that's your expression right now. ”

"I—What's my expression now?"

"I'll take a picture and show you."

I don't know if today's food tastes good, or because I have always eaten alone, it is rare for someone to talk with me, Zhou Zhongqing is still in a good mood at this time.

He put down his chopsticks, took out his mobile phone, and turned on the camera to point at Bai Yueying, who was sitting across from him.

Miss Ghost sat obediently, her hands slightly folded and her fingers leaning against the edge of the table, her big eyes looking curiously at the camera.

Obviously, in Zhou Zhongqing's eyes, she was sitting opposite, and the table, tableware, food, and even all the background behind her appeared in the mobile phone lens, but she was the only one.

Well, you will always subconsciously forget that she is just a ghost that cannot be seen or touched.

Zhou Zhongqing silently put away his mobile phone.

Bai Yueying on the opposite side didn't know why, and said curiously: "Is it filmed, show me." ”

"I can't shoot you."

"Why?"

“…… Aren't you a ghost? ”

"Oh yes......"

Well, it seems that not only Zhou Zhongqing forgot, but even she almost forgot herself.

From knowing her yesterday to now, although it has not been a long time, Zhou Zhongqing has also made a great difference in Bai Yueying, at least not as avoided as he did at the beginning.

Eighteen or nineteen-year-old girls are really good-looking, that kind of good-looking does not come from facial features, that does not come from cosmetics, but from the bones of a kind of youthful vitality, and it is precisely because of this youthful vitality that they can shed tears without care, love fiercely and recklessly, and have hope and enthusiasm for all tomorrow.

He looked at the girl in front of him, who was only eighteen or nineteen years old—but she was indeed dead, a ghost with no reality, no past, no future.

Realizing this, Zhou Zhongqing couldn't describe his feelings, he couldn't say whether it was pity, pity, or melancholy, maybe both.

When Zhou Zhongqing was silent, Bai Yueying didn't know what he was thinking, just sat quietly and watched him eat.

"Zhong Qing, I see that your meal is so fragrant, does the food taste good?"

"Huh? …… It's okay, mainly I'm hungry. ”

Zhou Zhongqing glanced at her and said, "You must not have eaten well before, and you are so thin that you will fall when the wind blows." ”

"I'm not very thin."

To show off her strength, she raised her arms and bent them into an L-shape, her skin delicate like tofu.

It's not a joke, if she wasn't a ghost, Zhou Zhongqing could beat her ten with one hand with this physique.

It is said that the weight is not more than 100, either flat-chested or short, and Miss Ghost accounts for both of them at once.

Thinking of something, Zhou Zhongqing asked her again: "You have been studying all morning, how do you feel?" ”

"Hmm......"

Bai Yueying was a little embarrassed, and whispered: "If you don't understand, you will definitely fail the exam......"

"It's not about how well you study, it's about how you feel?"

"I'm tired!"

“…… Didn't you say you wouldn't get tired? ”

"I don't know, but I'm going to get tired from studying."

Well, it seems that there is still a difference between physical work and mental work, there is no body in the soul state, and it is normal to be tired if the mental power is consumed.

"By the way, Zhong Qing, when are you going to kill me?"

“…… In the killing, in the killing, don't rush. ”

"Oh! I see, you want to exhaust me! ”

“……”

It was a good thing that Bai Yueying would feel tired, but Zhou Zhongqing didn't want to tire her to death, in fact, he didn't think about killing her from beginning to end, even if he agreed to her request.

Although he didn't know why she became in this state, and he didn't know how to fulfill her wishes, maybe neither of them could be called friends, nor did they have any emotional relationship, but since fate had allowed the two miserable people to meet, he sincerely hoped that she could live, even if it was contrary to her request.

Through the observation of this period of time together, Zhou Zhongqing found that Bai Yueying's biggest problem is that she has no real feeling, that is, she does not have a real feeling when she collides with the world.

What is normal people, it hurts when you fall, so you know that you have to walk slowly; If you don't eat, you'll be hungry, so you know that you should eat three meals on time; If you get into trouble, you will be scolded, so you know what not to do; I feel tired after working hard, so I will feel cool after resting; When you meet someone you like, you will be excited, so you will want to be with each other for the rest of your life......

Zhou Zhongqing can't say what the meaning of life is, but he knows that the background color of life is composed of these real feelings generated when colliding with the world, if a person does not have enough emotional connection with the world, does not feel the collision and pain from the outside world, and does not feel the expectation and dissatisfaction from the inside, then it is very easy for her to choose to leave this world.

After all, for her, life is so weak, she naturally can't understand that death is heavy.

After eating, Zhou Zhongqing packed up his things and left the cafeteria, and Bai Yueying hurriedly followed.

"Zhong Qing, where are we going now?"

"Take you to cool off."

“…… Huh?! ”

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