I still remember when I first opened the book, Baa Baa chatted with me and said, I don't know why, I always want to cry when I read it,

I said, huh? Is it because you have too strong empathy skills?

Baa said,It's strange.,When I watch it, I always substitute the heroine's perspective.,Just the setting of that ghost.,It feels like it's very magical realism.,It's depression.、Autism or emotional predicament.,Embodied this little girl......

I said, well, it's more magical realism.

Actually, when I first conceived it, I didn't think about it so much, but it was written that I did run to this path, dressed in a magical skin, and it was full of realist things.

When I realized this, I knew that my book was going to be finished.

It's not easy enough, it's not cheerful enough, it has a faint depressive core, and there's a platonic kind of human-ghost love, there is no sense of substitution, and secondly, it's really not cheerful enough, which is almost destined for this book to not have too many audiences.

In fact, it is true, except for the first two days of the book, the enthusiastic support of old readers (really moved), and then began to recommend, the performance of various data is miserable, the conversion rate retention rate is chasing or something, the low is outrageous, the three rivers can't go up, the four rounds can't go up, and it stopped in the third round.

Many of my author friends and editors have also asked me euphemistically if I still plan to write. I said, write, if everyone doesn't like it, forget it, the key is that there are more than a thousand book friends who have been reading it and like it, I don't want to disappoint them, let's make it into a short story, at least finish the story first.

After my mentality calmed down, I didn't care about the grades anymore, I just accelerated the pace and tried to find a way to write the whole story well and completely in a short space.

In fact, I really liked this book, and when I first conceived it, I talked to the editor about several initial versions, and finally I decided to write this one (maybe choose another version, maybe it won't be like this...). At that time, I thought, why don't you just set the heroine to be a ghost, this ghost is not the same for her, she is looking for death everywhere?

I was excited at this thought, and I began to push back, why would she go everywhere to find death, oh! Because she is an invisible and untouchable ghost, because she has no past, because she has no real feeling, because she has no connection with the world, she does not feel collision and pain from the outside, she does not feel desire and dissatisfaction from the inside, there is no expectation, there is no future, she does not know what her existence is, so she intends to die.

I wanted to save her, so I arranged for her to meet the male protagonist, through the male protagonist, she reconnected with the world, she had a real feeling that she could feel, an expectation, a past, and a future, and she suddenly didn't want to die, she wanted to live.

Fate is unfair to her, she is simple, she is kind, she works hard, but she stays, she is stupid, she is a bully, whether she wants to die or live, fate does not seem to be easy as she wishes......

The title of the book is called "Kill This Ghost", but in fact, it was not the male protagonist who killed her, but the world.

It's all outside the story.

Maybe if you understand the whole story, read the words in and out of the text, and then go back and brush this outrageously short book, maybe everyone's feelings will be different.

When was the first time Hotaru was tempted by Zhong Qing?

It's chapter 40, Zhong Qing said to her, I will be sad if you die.

At first glance, it may not feel too special, but after understanding Hotaru's past and looking back at this sentence, she may be able to better understand the weight of this sentence for her.

Of course, don't map the story to me, I'm living a good life!

But the state has really not been good, the whole person is very lying flat and rotten, there is no material desire, there is no pursuit of life, life has to be passed, and every day in the fantasy story trying to redeem others......

The most uncomfortable thing is the lack of expression, not that I don't have the skills to write those moving stories and tactful plots, nor that what I write is not read. Rather, as my youth passed and I grew older, there were no more waves in my heart, and I no longer had the urge to write down or express anything.

This is a fatal blow to the matter of writing, and every book is left dormant for a long time, and it is necessary to wait until it can be delayed any longer before we can get up to work on a topic.

Headache! Quite a headache!

But rest assured, this book barely made any money, and the next book won't drag on for so long, so try to make it out after the year.

It's also a good thing to hit the street once in a while, change your mood, change your state, and try to try new ways of writing and new themes, maybe you can save the desire to express.

I won't repeat the mistakes in the writing of this book, I have reflected and summarized them one by one, the core theme of this book is not love, of course, love also accounts for a large proportion, it is a small attempt, and the next book will continue to try to change yourself.

And I am confident that I will write a better book and give you a whole book that is more joyful and more in line with your taste, and I hope you can continue to support it!

Thank you again for the support of Yunchen Summer, RUY16109, Zijin Baa, I want to drink lemon tea, Cabbage 123, Twenty-fourth of the last month, Yu Mu, Shark Qi, Jiang Qiu _D, Wan Swastika, Hua Fei Hua Moon Night, and Essay Huimo!

I would also like to thank the operation team and all new and old book friends for their tips, subscriptions, votes, and encouragement!

I'm guilty of bad writing! I am ashamed of everyone's intentions! Only the next book continues to work hard!

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There is a link to the book friend group at the end of the introduction and page of the book, you can join the group to chat, although I hardly bubble, but I will peep at the screen!

Farewell to the twilight, fireworks every year, another year of the New Year is coming.

I wish you all in advance, a lot of joy, peace, worry-free, and a long period of good health

May heaven and earth be full of joy

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Corner kissing pig