"Chu Wen, you are injured and have lost a lot of blood, I will take you to the hospital!"

Chasing out of the bar, Zhou Qing grabbed Ye Chuwen and said.

"Leave me alone."

Ye Chuwen pushed her away again.

"You look like this, how can I ignore you?" Zhou Qing continued to catch up with a crying voice.

"Who are you? I can't stand the injury, I don't bleed, do I need you to take care of it?! Ye Chuwen shook off her hand and yelled hysterically.

After a moment, his emotions calmed down, and seeing Zhou Qing biting his lip and his eyes were a little red, Ye Chuwen said: "I'm sorry, I'm a little upset, I want to be alone quietly, don't follow me anymore." ”

Under the strange gaze of passers-by, he walked to the Wushui River again.

lit a cigarette, stood on the embankment, looked at the sparkling river, and those happy moments with Han Zhuyun kept flashing out of my mind.

"Chu Wen, don't worry, no matter whether my parents agree with us to be together or not, I won't give up, it's a big deal that I elope with you!"

"Chu Wen, being able to marry you is the happiest thing in my life."

"Good news for you, I'm pregnant, and I'm still twins!"

"Have you come up with a name for your child?"

"Chu Wen, breakfast is ready, I'm going to work, you wake up and remember to eat before leaving."

"Lalala, what do you see I brought you? Your favorite dumplings with shiitake mushrooms and minced meat, I know that every time you get busy working overtime, you will forget to eat, and be careful to starve your stomach. ”

"Sitting in front of the computer every day and typing code, frozen shoulder is committed again, right? Come on, I'll give you a massage ......."

……

Once a good memory, like a shattered mirror.

Those happy moments were like a dream, the mirror was broken, the dream woke up, blood was drenched in blood and stepped on the debris all over the ground, looking at the cruel reality refracted by it, Ye Chuwen squatted on the ground, hiding his face and crying.

He felt that his heart was being peeled open by Han Zhuyun one by one.

Pain into the bone marrow......

Not far away, Zhou Qing, who was silently following behind all the way, looked at Ye Chuwen's lonely back in the night, as if he had been touched by something, and couldn't help but run over and hugged him from behind.

"Chu Wen, I don't know what happened, but if you want to cry, just cry a lot, I'll accompany you......"

Zhou Qing's comfort seemed to completely tear apart his last strength.

Ye Chuwen leaned helplessly on Zhou Qing's arms, like a child, crying silently.

In fact, when she was in college, Zhou Qing always liked Ye Chuwen.

But what Ye Chuwen likes is Han Zhuyun.

After graduation, I heard that the two broke up under the forced force of Han Zhuyun's parents, and Ye Chuwen went south to Guangdong Province to develop, she wanted to go to Ye Chuwen, but she was forced by her parents to take the public examination, which was delayed for two years.

It was these two years that became the regret of her life.

When he heard Ye Chuwen say that he had reunited with Han Zhuyun, when he saw the two enter the marriage hall, Zhou Qing could only bury this feeling in his heart forever.

After so many years, maybe it was to take revenge on her parents, or perhaps, it was true that no man could really enter her heart and always be single.

The Buddha said that there are eight sufferings in life.

Birth, old age, sickness and death, love and separation, resentment for a long time, can't ask for it, can't let go.

Ye Chuwen can't let go now.

And Zhou Qing can't ask for it.

Love but can't, pain but not forget, let go but not give up, lose but unwilling......

Life is like this, there is no fulfillment.

Many times, it is under such regrets and pains that I live my life.

In the twilight of life, looking back, what is often truly unforgettable are those people or things that have been missed......

The moon is like a wave, and the tide is like a dark color.

When Ye Chuwen's mood gradually stabilized, Zhou Qing asked softly, "Did you quarrel with Zhuyun?" She said she couldn't get through to you and was looking for you everywhere now. ”

"If I hadn't chosen her back then, but had chosen you, would all of this be different?" Ye Chuwen asked rhetorically.

Seeing that Zhou Qing was stunned, he realized that he had lost his words, got up, walked to the river, and lit a cigarette.

"I'm sorry, I'm a little messy today, and you just thought I was talking nonsense."

"No ......"

Zhou Qing stepped forward to hug him again, and said as if he was a little embarrassed: "I'm very happy, Chu Wen, I am really happy that you can say such things, you know my feelings for you, if you ...... I mean, if you will, even if it's just a woman who vents your desires when you're down, I'm willing. ”

Ye Chuwen was shocked.

Zhou Qing put his head on his shoulder and continued: "Chu Wen, I don't know what happened today, it will make you suddenly become so out of control, but I really don't want to see you like this, I feel very bad to see you hurt yourself like this, I will ...... I feel sorry for you. ”

“……”

Ye Chuwen was silent.

Of course, he knew Zhou Qing's feelings for him.

also knows why Zhou Qing has been single for so many years.

Thinking of when she was in college, Zhou Qing took care of herself, washed her clothes, sent herself all kinds of snacks every day, and took care of herself every step when she was sick, which made her dormitory classmates envious, and remembered the days when she broke up with Han Zhuyun, Zhou Qing enlightened and encouraged herself, was her original choice really wrong?