She seemed very irritable, but she still patiently explained the problem to me, "Do you still have any books with you?" I asked, Li Ping's hobbies, in addition to games, are also reading. When she left, she brought a lot of things with her, and maybe there would be books for her amusement, so that she would not linger on one issue all the time, hesitate and not make a decision.

"Eh, it's all out, how can I still come out with a book." When she finished speaking, she lowered her head a little more. It seems that we are not going to continue this topic, but there is nothing interesting here, so what can we play.

"Oh, I'm so bored." Li Ping muttered, I really wanted to tell her that I was too, but I didn't really say anything, I just squatted with her at the door of someone's house.

"Zhou Tian, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you a question." Li Ping suddenly asked, I didn't understand what she didn't understand, so I asked her to ask me directly.

"If you were a sister, wouldn't it be different?"

Her question, how to say. I have never been asked this question in so many years, and this is the first time I have been asked.

"If I were a sister, yes. I didn't think about this, but I guess with my temperament, I will definitely be bullied by my sister. But if you were to ask me if I could go back in time and the ending would be different, I would say yes. The ending will be different, because I will run, run to live in a strange environment, and I will not go home.

I really hate the way they look at me, and I can't tolerate them as if I've done something wrong. I know my parents may have thought differently about me, but my sister told me that they had always wanted a son because we had a patriarchal family, so they had had many miscarriages before me, and they thought it was a boy and gave birth to me. ”

"Huh? Well, I see, it turns out that only if you don't care about it will you live like you. After Li Ping finished speaking, he began to draw circles on the ground. I don't know what I'm thinking, but suddenly I became like this, and my mood was very low, and I seemed to have been hit by something.

"Have you been experiencing anything lately?" I asked, Li Ping shook his head, and then raised his head again, "You know what? You're really good, but I don't feel like you're that good. ”

"Huh? Why do you think that, aren't we both at the same pace? I was a little puzzled, Li Ping sighed and replied to me, "It's true that the progress is the same, but the time is different, I learned earlier than you, why can you catch up with me so quickly." ”

"Because, you have always been a combination of work and rest, and Auntie has not put a lot of pressure on you, you just need to learn what you need to learn every day. I'm afraid I won't be able to keep up with you, so I'm in a hurry. ”

"Okay." Li Ping sighed again and took me out. She had money on her, and we got in the car together, and I didn't know where we went and then got off, "Let's go shopping here, the scenery here is very beautiful." ”

After walking around for a while, she suddenly stared at the clothes on my body. I also looked down at the clothes that my family had bought for me a few years ago. I looked around again, and none of them were similar to my style of dressing, huh.

"Why don't I buy you a new outfit."

Li Ping proposed, thinking that he had already troubled them enough before, so he thought about refusing, "I think my outfit is pretty good, don't I?" ”

"But after two years, won't you be a child? Let's change it. Li Ping said, and after finishing speaking, she simply took me directly into a store. There were a lot of people in there, and then I suddenly started to become socially phobic, there are really a lot of people here, or forget it.

Looking at the clothes hanging around me, I suddenly felt that I didn't deserve them.

Withdrawing my gaze, I silently withdrew my hand back at a time that was incompatible with here, I didn't speak, but presumably Li Ping understood what I meant, but she held my hand again, "How can you wear this kind of clothes while standing with me, you hid it directly from what you gave it to you last time, what's the matter, when are you going to wear it again." ”

"I usually wear school uniforms to school, so how can I have time to wear this, and I'm an otaku, so I don't go out much on weekends, and it's useless to wear it so well."

"Alas, this is a suit, people like you who don't know how to change clothes will soon appreciate the dangers of school bullying. Okay, don't talk about it, take these two pieces in and change them out, I'll take a look. ”

Li Ping handed me the clothes in his hand, and I was a little hesitant to really wear them, because the price was really not cheap.

"The place to change clothes is over there, go ahead, I'll wait for you at the door." Li Pingdao, after a while, she seemed to be impatient, so she pulled me to the door of the changing room and pushed me to change clothes.

Thinking of the one she brought me earlier, huh. Well, she's right, but when will I wear that dress, after all, I really don't go out on weekends. Change, don't change or change.

"Zhou Tian, you change it quickly, I'll wait for you at the door." Li Ping seems to have telepathy with me, okay, let's change.

After putting on the clothes, I opened the curtain again, Li Ping looked me up and down several times, and then nodded with satisfaction, "This body is very good, this is it." Then she asked me to take my clothes out, and I wanted to reach out and close the curtain again, but was stopped by Li Ping.

"What's the matter, you're definitely going out in new clothes, why don't you go back and change your old clothes."

"But my dress isn't broken."

"Oh, look at how small those clothes are, and they're still wearing. It's good that it's going to be summer soon, but if it's going to be winter, you won't have to die of cold. Listen to me, put on new clothes, you don't feel ashamed, I still feel ashamed. ”

"Thank you."

"Thank you." She ignored me and walked alone towards the cash register, with me following her. Looking at her back, I suddenly felt that buying clothes didn't seem so depressing. Before, forget it, what to do so much, it's all bad memories.

"After shopping for clothes, let's take pictures here." Li Ping proposed, but I won't be photographed and won't be photographed.

"Zhou Tian, I'll take a picture of you first, your first time here, you must take a few more photos as a souvenir."

"Let's shoot together."

"Okay, it's just that I'll shoot you first, and then we'll shoot together."

She's very well arranged, but how do I pose? I was a little scared and didn't dare to move. Watching Li Ping adjust the camera little by little, my heart was also raised to my throat.

"Huh? Are you going to shoot here? Li Ping asked, she hung the camera around her neck, it seemed that it had been adjusted.

"You also want to learn to take pictures, I'll teach you later."

"Huh? No, it's just that I don't know how to take pictures, and I rarely take pictures, I don't know how to get them. ”

Li Ping is a very good person, although she always gives people a sense of distance when she speaks, but she is still very good. After getting along for so long, I don't have the initial restraints, and I have developed a temperament to say whatever I want.

"Hmm. In this way, I'll teach you how to take a picture first, and then we'll take a picture together, and then you will take a picture, and I will take a separate picture. ”

"Okay."

After the discussion, Li Ping took me and started walking around the neighborhood, anxious to find a good photo spot. It didn't take long for us to find a place, Li Ping took out a small stand from his pocket, found a suitable place to put the stand away, and came to me again and raised a scissor hand.

I'm still wondering, why is she doing this, but I didn't expect that it was just a blink of an eye, Li Ping ran back again, she took off the camera, and after pressing it a few times, she began to laugh quietly.

"What are you laughing at?" I was a little curious, so I went up and followed. Unexpectedly, the scene we just had just captured by the camera. It's just that why am I so ugly.

"Hahaha, Zhou Tian, you look like a baby like a little baby." Li Ping said.

"Huh? Baby? With suspicion, I looked at the photo again, "It's just a little stunned, where is the baby." ”

"It's just a baby, curious baby, isn't it?"

"It's really strange to call you, I'm already very old and the fourth grade is not a little baby, which little baby have you ever seen who is in the fourth grade."

"Okay, okay, isn't it okay to be a baby, haha, okay, okay, you take a picture of me."

When she was done, she handed me the camera and asked me to take a picture of her. I don't know how to take the best picture, even though I've just learned how to use the camera, I still feel like I need to put the camera in its original position to take good photos.

Thinking about it, I followed Li Ping's example just now and went to take pictures of her. After the shooting, I asked her to come over to see how the shooting went, and if it was good, I kept it, and if it was not good, I would re-shoot her.

"Let me see, it's good. Zhou Tian, I'll shoot you when you go over. Li Ping said.

"Huh? Are you talking about me? "I'm still a little afraid to go up, after all, it's taking pictures, and I'm still a little nervous.

"Of course, don't be awkward, you just find a position that you think looks best and just stand there."

"The best pose?"

"Yes, you must be satisfied with taking pictures, and that must be the best pose."

"But."

"Don't do it, I believe I will be able to shoot you beautifully, okay, go ahead, I'm a little anxious."

"Okay." He took a deep breath and stood where he was. Because I rarely take pictures, so. So I didn't know what was the best position, so I just stood and didn't move.

"Zhou Tian? Let's take a pose. ”

"I didn't know what to pose, I was a little nervous."

"Take a deep breath, like I did, inhale and exhale, and pose whatever comes to mind."

"Is this going to work?"

"Of course you can, don't worry, I don't have anything to worry about. Come with me, inhale, exhale. Inhale, exhale. ”

Inhale, exhale. "Whew,"

Well, it seems to be.

"Oh, yes, that's it, that's it."

After Li Ping finished taking the photo, he waved at me and motioned for me to pass.

"Zhou Tian, it's really good-looking, you see I took it for you."

She handed me the camera, and when I saw the pictures in the camera, I suddenly thought of a sentence, fantasy and life.

"Is it pretty?"

"It's pretty."

"You're a little disappointed, aren't you pretty?"

I didn't speak, my eyes were on the camera the whole time.

Li Ping suddenly waved his hand on the camera, "Zhou Tian, what's wrong with you, if you don't like it, I can take a new picture for you." ”

"No, this one looks good."

"Then why are you?"

"Well, I suddenly felt a little emotional."

"Emotion? What do you feel, I feel that my skills are good. You didn't say this earlier, let me tell you, my technology has always been recognized by my parents, and you are still the first to support me. ”

"Huh?"

"Huh?"

"It's okay, it's okay, let's go and go somewhere else." She dragged me to a lot of places and then into a mall.

"Zhou Tian, you must tell me what you like."

"Hmm."

"That's not, wow, I like it."

I don't know what I saw, Li Ping suddenly became very excited, and pulled me to run. On the way, I almost slipped. No, the floor is a bit slippery.

"I've liked this for a long time." As she spoke, she picked up an orange bear, huh. It's orange.

Then she picked up another tiger, and then she took the exact same one and handed it to me, and then went to the cashier. Isn't it, that's it?

The salesperson's expression was the same as mine at first, but it was collected relatively quickly, and I almost didn't catch it.

"Let's go, let's see." After she finished speaking, she began to shop again, and finally stopped in front of a shop, and I seemed to suddenly guess her mind and wanted to organize her to enter, because this is a shoe seller. But I didn't dare to speak rashly, because if Li Ping wanted to buy shoes for himself, then I would be a little self-inflicted.

"Zhou Tian, do you want to wear the same shoes as me?"

"Huh? Don't want to. ”

"Why?"

"Because, because I don't know, I just can't wear the same shoes anyway." I couldn't find a reason to refuse, and I wanted to laugh when I said this, but I couldn't help it.

"Let's go, let's go first." She finished and walked in the door, but I didn't follow up.

After waiting at the door of the store for a while, Li Ping came out, carrying two boxes in her hands.

"Why don't you come in?"

"I'm shy."

"Shy? Why be shy. ”

"I don't know, I'm just shy anyway."

"Well, you're shy. Shyness also comes in, shyness is just an emotion, it does not represent your actions. ”

"Anyone talks like that."

"I know no one talks like that, but you're not asking for nothing, so why don't you come in."

"Me."

"What are you? Don't say anything, okay, this is what I bought for you, bring it up and we'll go back. Li Pingdao, I was a little puzzled, "Where to go back?" ”

"Go back to the hotel, where else can I go back."

"Okay."

Once we got in the car, we sat all the way to our destination. After getting out of the car, looking at Li Ping's back, I suddenly had an unrealistic idea, Li Ping probably didn't tell her mother.

"Zhou Tian, why don't you leave." Li Ping asked.

"Li Ping, that. I'd like to ask, Auntie. ”

"My mom agreed to everything I do, you don't have to worry."

"Well, there's another question, that is, we're back now, what about Auntie."

"She'll be back after a reunion with her friends, do you want to tell her?"

"No, just ask."

"Okay."

"Zhou Tian, what's wrong with you, you haven't looked like you've been in a very good mood since just started." When Li Ping came in, he asked me about my situation.

It's just that I don't seem to be in a bad mood.

"It's not that you don't know my mother's personality, she knows everything I do, don't worry."

"Well, thank you, but I don't seem to be in a bad mood."

"Then why are you?"

"Well, it's still the same question as before, it's always easy to get depressed, and you'll be fine after a while."

"Do I need to see a psychiatrist? It feels like you're so serious, I haven't asked you before. ”

"Alas, don't worry, I'm in good health, and I can definitely work for you for a long time."

"What are you doing about this matter, but if you can take the initiative to mention it, I won't help you in vain."

"I mentioned it before."

"I didn't help you in vain before."

"Okay."

After talking, Li Ping ignored me again. After a while, my phone rang. This is the mobile phone that Li Ping's mother gave me, and we also went to move the mobile phone card, and I feel that she really treats me as her own daughter.

"Hello? I heard from your teacher that you haven't arrived at school yet, so where are you now? "As soon as the phone was connected, my mother's voice came from the other side. Her voice sounded like she was already sick and had gone home.

"It's that I didn't arrive at school, I asked for leave, what's wrong."

"It's okay, I just want to ask where you are now, after your sister went home, she went to look for you at home, and found that you were not there, and then your father told me that you were in the hospital during this time, what happened, Liu Jun beat you where can you not go to school for so long."

"Auntie, it's the ears that hurt, Zhou Tian's ears were cut off directly, and that relative of your family was very heavy. I heard that his wife is your niece, and she has lived in your house before. ”

"No matter what, you can't do it, what if outsiders hear it."

"When we first started, we had a good talk, but your relatives ignored us at all, and said that you didn't give her money to take care of Zhou Tian."

"If you don't give it, you don't give it, you see why she is so difficult to manage, you are her classmate, is Zhou Tian like this at school for a day? does it against people at every turn, doesn't she know how poor her family is? Can she have money for someone else to take care of her? She thought how capable she was, and thought that her daughter, she still had to be provided by others. ”

"No, Auntie, it's a bit of a problem for you to say that, do you know that she is not valued at all in your relative's house?"

"Why doesn't she think about finding her own problems, since she was a child, when has she ever let people worry. Why don't you think her dad told her to give money, isn't that to sharpen her temper? It's always been in the nest, and it's cowardly outside. ”

"Auntie, I want to ask, what does the nest mean? Her temper has always been the silent type, you say she is in the nest. ”

"Isn't it? When she was a child, she was noisy and embarrassed, and told her that she was noisy outside, so she didn't choose to be noisy outside, and then changed it to a nest horizontally, and as soon as she didn't like it, she began to splash and roll, you ask if this is her, this child is difficult to manage. ”