My name is Xiao Ran.

I lied.

How can I accompany a child waiting for a parent? Am I stupid?

But so what?

I ask you, what if I lie?

It's really interesting, is there anyone in this world who hasn't lied......

Facing a group of vicious strangers, the people who dig out their hearts and lungs are the strangest.

I'm not stupid, I know what to do.

When I was in my third year of junior high school, a group of sisters and I were in the toilet to "greet" the newly transferred girl from other places, and when she was about to burn her arm with a cigarette butt, she suddenly rushed up and knocked me down.

I've never been frightened like this in my life.

A person from out of town, why did she move me?

Seeing her beating me fiercely, none of the sisters beside me dared to step forward to stop me, and my heart was very cold at that time.

This "greeting" broke up unhappily.

Over the next few days, things turned out a little strangely.

I found that the girl from other places was not isolated, and gradually many sisters made friends with her, but no one paid attention to me.

Why is that?

What about our girlfriends?

After thinking about it all night, I finally understood this truth.

Whoever is more ruthless has friends.

But how do I get tougher?

The next day, I got on Brother Qu's motorcycle.

Brother Qu is a man of the hour at the school gate.

He took a lot of his younger brothers to hang out in front of our school all day, and they always parked their motorcycles and stood there smoking, and Qu's bloated figure and bald head full of folds made him stand out in the crowd.

I remember every now and then they would ask some passing students for money.

In the entire school, no one in the school, whether it was a teacher or a student, dared to provoke him.

Isn't that my best goal?

When I got on Brother Qu's motorcycle, I noticed that the students at the school gate were watching me.

They were envious of me.

I can get to know people in society, but they can't.

I was so smart that I figured it out at once.

We had a lot of fun that night, Brother Qu found a lot of brothers to drink with me, I drank a lot, I didn't need to spend a penny, it seems that Brother Qu really regarded me as a sister.

Brother Qu asked me to sleep with him, and I agreed without even thinking about it.

It was a bit uncomfortable, and I don't want to think about it again.

The next day, Brother Qu took his brother to help me breathe a good sigh of relief.

The out-of-town girls, my former best friends, called me "sister" under the greeting of iron rods and fists.

Brother Qu once said that it would be very comfortable for me to sleep with him, but now I feel 10,000 times more comfortable than then.

Seeing that Brother Qu and they were still not happy beating people, I think I understood what they meant.

I went up and tore off the school uniforms of those cheap goods and asked everyone to take pictures at will, and then I carefully selected a few and posted them on the school forum.

Now that you are a big star, this is what will happen to Xiao Ran.

From this day on, I was the "king" of the school, and no one dared to provoke me, and no one dared to disobey me.

That's how I want to feel.

It's a pity that happy times are short-lived.

When I saw my high school entrance examination score of 182, I knew that my junior high school years were over.

When I came home that day, the old men and women who usually quarreled all day were at home frowning.

I don't understand, isn't it just an exam?

With a score of 182, I've already done well enough, what else do they want?

I've also taken the test with a worse score than 182 points, and I'm not worried, what are they worried about?

"Xiao Ran...... What do you say you should do in the future? The old woman cried and said to me, "You can't even go to high school, what do you think you're going to do in your life?" ”

"What's wrong with not being able to go to high school?" I asked angrily, "I don't want to go to school anyway, I'm going to do business with Brother Qu." ”

The old man slapped the table hard when he heard this.

"What kind of bullshit are you putting on?!" He said to me viciously, "I told you not to associate with that Qu Qiang a long time ago, is he a good person?" You're only fifteen years old! He can't even support himself, how can he take you to business? ”

"You want to take care of it?!" I also stared at him angrily, "Brother Qu is much stronger than you, what is the use of you two other than arguing at home?" ”

"You...... You......! The old man stretched out his hand and pointed at me, trembling all over.

I ignored him and slammed the door and left.

I'm not going to go home in the future, I'm going to live with Brother Qu.

That summer vacation, I stayed with Brother Qu every day, I ate his flowers with his, he didn't complain, he just wanted to sleep with me.

Wouldn't that be great?

I don't have to give anything, but I get a lot of things.

I thought that 10-square-meter rental house would be the rest of my life.

But I was wrong.

When I had my third abortion, Brother Qu was arrested.

He was sentenced to six years for intentional injury and robbery.

I lived in the rental house for another half a month, and it wasn't until the landlord came to demand the rent that I realized that I didn't have a penny.

My happy life is over.

I couldn't live on the street, so I had to go back home.

The old woman didn't blame me, she just watched me cry all the time.

She said the two of them borrowed a lot of money to build a relationship so that I could go to a vocational high school in town.

She said that I would have to rely on myself for the rest of the day.

She said that she must let me learn a trade so that I will not starve to death for the rest of my life.

She said this, said that, said I was upset.

Am I not clear about it? I don't want to go to school anymore!

What exactly is the use of going to school?

But I really don't have anywhere to go.

Brother Qu's subordinates are scattered like birds and beasts, none of them can be contacted, I have no money, no place to live, and no one who can protect me.

On the first day of school, I went to school anyway.

Because the old woman said that she would give me money only if I came to school.

I majored in preschool teaching.

These three years have been extremely painful for me.

After going to vocational high school, everyone seems to have changed, and it is not who is more powerful and who knows more people in society, but who is more expensive than their mobile phones and whose cosmetics are easy to use.

But I don't have any of those things, and my broken phone has been used for four years.

"What's your name?" The girl at my table asked me.

"Xiao Ran."

"My name is Chen Ting." The girl smiled and said, "Do you like children too?" ”

"Loved it...... Child? ”

What kind of weird question is this, how can I possibly like little children?

I've had three abortions, and the most hated thing in my life is children.

"Sort of." I smirked and nodded.

"The children are just very cute, I wanted to be a kindergarten teacher since I was a child, and I think this job is very suitable for me."

Chen Ting looked happy, but I felt that she was disgusting.

What kind of good person is she pretending?

Soon, she pulled out her phone and shared a picture of her brother with me, and she kept telling me how cute her brother was, and that's when I realized what she really meant.

She's showing off her phone.

I'm so smart that I can always see things for what they are.

I pretended to cooperate with a few words, and when Chen Ting went to the toilet during recess, I dialed her mobile phone from the hole in the table to the ground, and then lay on the table and pretended to sleep.

Sure enough, expensive mobile phones are fragile, and when Chen Ting saw the mobile phone screen shattered, she was extremely sad.

I smiled as I comforted her.

You deserve it, who told you to show off in front of me?