After listening to my words, Xiao Sun was obviously stunned.

"Sister Zhang...... What are you going to do? He was a little stunned and said, "You stop thinking now!" You can't ruin your life for that scumbag! ”

"Yes, I'm ruining my own life, but my life isn't just starting to be ruined now." I said to Xiao Sun with a desperate face, "So I don't need your participation in this matter, I'll just do it myself." ”

"What?"

"I gamble everything I have, and even if I have to pay for it, I will never regret it."

I must not let him go to jail.

I'm going to let him die.

Xiao Sun was silent for a long time after hearing this, and squeezed out a sentence from his throat: "Sister Zhang, I said it, no matter what I do, I want to be with you, if you live in peace, I will be as stable as the day...... If you take a risk, then I will ...... too."

"Don't be stupid!" I looked at him with some despair, "You still don't understand?" I'm a monster!! ”

"Where are you a monster?!" Xiao Sun was also a little anxious, "You are just the one who is struggling, Sister Zhang, don't take all this as your own fault." ”

"You don't understand at all...... I'm not the same person anymore, I don't deserve love in this life, I'm a dirty woman!! ”

Those nightmarish footage flashed through my mind, and my whole body was dizzy.

"What nonsense are you talking about!?" Xiao Sun's eyes widened and looked at me very seriously, "Sister, that man raped you, he should be the dirty person, right?!" It should be that he is scolded, blamed, and punished by the law, why you? You're just a victim! Is the victim guilty?! ”

Scold......

Yes, I am a victim.

But in this society, how many people would be willing to accept a woman who has been raped?

How many people will look at a woman who has been raped without wearing colored glasses?

What does it make if I am a victim or not?

This is my original sin as Zhang Laidi, no wonder anyone.

Once this matter spreads, the union between me and Xiao Sun will suffer from the strange eyes of countless people, which will be unfair to him.

He is a young and promising, handsome, gentle and sunny lawyer, but he found an old woman who is insidious and vicious, has a gloomy personality, and has been raped.

It's ridiculous, it's ridiculous.

If I were a passerby, I would definitely look down on him.

He's so good, he's so dazzling.

And what am I?

I'm a monster who has grown up completely, and my heart is so cold that the sun doesn't make any ripples when the sun shines on me.

"Sister Zhang, although I know that it is very inappropriate to say such things now...... But I've already decided that I want to accompany you through the rest of your life. With tears in his eyes, Xiao Sun said with a wry smile, "If you make a dangerous decision, I ...... will also accompany you. ”

"Even if I have only a short time left in my life, do you want to stay with me?" I asked coldly.

"Yes, if you're going to kill someone, then I'll go with you." "We were condemned together and then we left this world," he said. ”

I stared at Xiao Sun's eyes for a long time, and slowly lowered my head, why......

There was a sense of helplessness that hovered around me.

I want to kill the butcher surnamed Ma with my own hands, but I can't bother my grandson.

This matter has nothing to do with him, and it is not fair to him.

"Little Sun, can you leave me alone?" I asked, "You'll never understand my life, so how can you accompany me through it?" ”

"Sister Zhang, we have been together for many years, I know you." Xiao Sun said, "You just want to be treated as an ordinary person by others, such requirements are really not high." No matter what unfair things have happened to you before, I will double my compensation for you in the next few days, so that you and us can come to this world for a while, and there will be no regrets. ”

I sat on the bed and curled up, burying my head in my knees.

Why is that?

Someone can unconditionally exert all malice on me, and someone can be desperate to be good to me, what is the "Libra" in this world......?

Heaven, do you want to torture me, or do you want to save me?

Why did you build a fortress of hope for me again and again, and then let it collapse again and again?

I can't figure it out, I just know that I can't affect Xiao Sun, it's not fair to him.

"I ...... Not going. I shook my head and said, "I gave up, I don't want anything to happen to you." ”

"Really?!" Xiao Sun looked at me overjoyed, "Sister Zhang, have you figured it out?" ”

"Hmm......" I nodded with a wry smile, "let's call the police." ”

……

In the days that followed, I recuperated with peace of mind, and Meng Meng took care of all the affairs of the law firm, while Xiao Sun took over the case against the horse butcher.

Due to the conclusive evidence and the bad nature of the evidence, the police quickly launched an operation, and they broke down the door of the horse butcher's house in the dark of night and arrested him directly.

I also took care of all the photos about me stored on his phone, and I didn't want to look at them anymore, so I had to delete them all with nausea.

Yes, if I were willing to go the legal route, everything would have gone so smoothly.

These days, Xiao Sun has been busy for me, which makes me feel a little distressed. When I asked him to pay for a lawyer's representation, he was righteously refused.

He said he wasn't in a lawsuit, he was doing a friend a favor.

He was a really nice guy and the second light in my life.

Except for Teacher Ning Wan'er, there is no one in this world who does not want to reciprocate kindness to me.

He understood everything I felt, he took care of everything I thought, and he treated me like a unique person in the world.

It's just too unreal.

I often wonder if I can really have such a good person.

Two months later, I went to my grandson's house for the first time as my girlfriend and officially met his parents and sister.

No, I shouldn't call him a grandson.

He is my boyfriend, Sun Jiaqi.

Jiaqi's parents are no different from my impression, after learning that I am his girlfriend, they are very happy to prepare a large table of dishes, and her sister also likes me very much, and has been holding my arm and setting up a dragon gate with me.

Watching her hold my hand, I felt a little uncomfortable, it's been so long, I'm still not used to being touched by people.

Even if the other party is a sunny and cheerful girl, it can't be.

"You don't have to hold Chenze all the time......" Jiaqi carefully helped me out, "You hold your sister-in-law, how can your sister-in-law eat?" ”

"I don't care~" my sister said coquettishly, "I finally have a sister-in-law!" I'm going to tell my sister-in-law all the things that happened to my brother when he was a child! ”

This kind of family atmosphere is like paradise.