Hearing Jiaqi's words, tears welled up in my eyes.

What the hell am I ...... What exactly is being done?

I've said "I'd like anything" to someone in the darkest corner of the world who least wants to be around, and I've been in front of the only person in the world who likes me, and I've been in front of the only person in the world who likes me.

I'm really sad.

The better Jiaqi treats me, the more I want to escape.

I shouldn't have dragged him down at all.

"Chenze...... What the hell is wrong with you? Jiaqi put my clothes back on, then brushed my hair, "What happened last night?" Need me to help you out? ”

"I ......"

I know that as long as this matter is spoken, it will not be just my business, and Jiaqi will be implicated no matter what.

Even if I wanted to kill the family of three, Jiaqi became an accomplice who didn't report it.

"It's okay......" I could only shake my head, burying all the past in my heart, just like every day before.

Article 274 of the Criminal Law, where the amount of extortion is relatively large or there are multiple extortions, a sentence of up to three years imprisonment, short-term detention or controlled release is to be given. The amount is huge, between three and ten years.

If Chengcai goes to prison for a few years, it means nothing to me, and after he is released from prison, what awaits me will be eternal hell.

Jia Qi looked at me for a long time, and slowly showed a wry smile: "Chen Ze, I have seen an interesting question, let me ask you?" ”

"Hmm." I came back to my senses and nodded.

"If you were given 10 million, would you want it?"

"What?" I don't get it.

"If someone wants to give you 10 million now, do you choose to want it or not?" Jia Qi repeated.

"If someone gives me away for nothing...... Of course I will. I stared blankly at him.

Xiao Sun smiled and nodded: "Then if, after giving you 10 million, you will die at dawn tomorrow, will you still want it?" ”

"I ......," I sighed with a wry smile, "then I definitely don't." ”

"In other words, in your eyes, waking up tomorrow morning is more important than 10 million." Xiao Sun held my shoulder and said seriously, "So every day when we wake up, we have to tell ourselves that this is a day more precious than 10 million, and we must not live up to it." ”

"What......?"

"Chenze, you can wake up every day, it is more important to me than many ten million." Xiao Sun still showed that resolute and clear expression, "We still have a long way to go, let's cherish every day." ”

He fastened my buttons one by one, and then touched my head: "You don't need to do anything in front of me that you don't want to do, because I don't want to be just your "boyfriend", I want to be your real partner." ”

Oh, my life.

My miserable life is really a wrong step, a wrong step.

If I had accepted Jiaqi's love earlier, maybe my whole life would have been different.

If there were people in this world who could love me like this, I could have given up that ethereal family affection and had no illusions about those blood family members.

I couldn't have been naïve enough to go home and give my brother a red envelope as an older sister.

I can't be naïve enough to think that after twenty years away from home, they will be less hostile to me. It is impossible to think that after 20 years away from home, the hometown will change more.

I'll never be locked up in that dark room.

It's a pity that I've never been a smart person, just a stubborn ordinary person, and I never think of my end when I make every choice.

So I deserve it, and no one is to blame.

Don't be nice to me anymore, I don't want to have any more hope.

Because I am about to "destroy myself" and become a well-deserved demon in this world.

For the next few days, I pretended to have nothing to do with Jiaqi, just waiting for that day to come.

In the early morning of the fifth day, I turned on the air conditioner and TV at home, then went downstairs to unplug the dashcam on my car and turn off the location function of my phone.

Then I contacted the scalper with the highest price on the Internet, but I didn't call them and insisted on sending WeChat communication to the other party.

After spending 18,000 yuan, I successfully bought the infield tickets for Jay Chou's concert from a scalper, and then asked him to buy some Jay Chou's support peripherals, which cost 200 yuan.

I took a photo and posted it to Moments, blocking the finished material with the text "I'm so excited".

Seeing that someone started to like it, I anonymously posted the QR code with "Do Not Leak" on the ticket stub to Jay Chou's post bar, and posted a post asking "Did I buy a real ticket?"

If nothing else, even if I didn't go to Jay Chou's concert, this ticket would have been consumed.

Then I contacted a few "gray area" people who asked me to help with the lawsuit, and asked them to quietly buy me some "murder and arson" necessities, and gave me a high hush money.

The last step is to go to the print shop on the street and print two numbers with a blue background, which are used to paste on the license plate to change the license plate number, I don't need to change all the numbers, only two numbers, and my car is no longer my car.

With everything ready, I drove towards my "home" with the morning sun.

I didn't take any of the highways and national highways, I tried to cross the lanes in the villages as much as I could, and although the license plate number had changed, I still tried to avoid the cameras.

In the evening, I circled the last section of the mountain road, parked the car in an inconspicuous place at the entrance of the village, and then opened the mobile phone taxi app and called a car from downstairs to Jay Chou's concert site.

A few minutes later, the driver called.

"Hello?"

"Beauty, I'm here, where are you?"

"Master, I won't get in the car anymore, you drive directly to the destination, and I'll pay you the fare."

"What?"

"That's it, hang up."

Seeing that the app on my phone showed "Trip starts", I locked the screen of my phone, turned on the mute, put it in my pocket, and then walked towards the village with my handbag.

I chose the least obtrusive path, avoiding everyone's eyes along the way, to my "home".

I hid my handbag next to the water tank at the door, reached out and knocked on the door.

They seemed to be watching TV, and the family laughed and came to open the door after a long time.

"Zhang Laidi?" Chengcai opened the door and showed a smile of surprise, "You're back?!" ”

"Well, let me in." I smiled and said to him, "I want to talk to you." ”

"Mom, Zhang Laidi is back." Cheng Cai shouted.

"Holy shit!"

The woman was still happily watching TV, but after hearing Chengcai's words, she immediately scolded and walked out of the house: "You're back from the dog?!" What did you do? How did the police take the old horse away? ”

She moved her bloated body in three or two steps to my eyes, pointed at my nose and scolded loudly: "Everyone in the village says you are Kefu! What the hell are you doing on a dog's day? ”

"Hey! Forget it! Forget it! My old man grabbed the woman with a smile, "Lai Di finally came back, you don't have to scold people." ”

Seeing the old man's smiling face, I also smiled and walked towards him, then pushed him away and walked into the room behind him.

This cheerful room is plastered with my pictures.

I'm crying in every picture.

But here they were laughing.

Yes, I didn't really understand why the old man smiled every time he saw me, but now I do.

Every time he looked at my body, he smiled.

My new sibling was holding my picture and melon seed shell at the moment, and she was watching TV and laughing all the time, never even looking at me.

"Brother and sister." I shouted.

"Hahaha!" She smiled and spat out the melon seed shell, then squinted at me.

I don't want to do anything to this girl if I could, because she might have been in the same situation as me.

Before I could say the next sentence, she handed the melon seed shell in her hand to my eyes: "Hey, I lost it." ”