Seeing this scene, the ninth seat on the side showed a look of helplessness in his eyes, he waved his hand at the women, and they dispersed, and did not forget to glare back at Shen Qingzhu when he left.

Shen Qingzhu glanced at them and glared back fiercely.

“…… You can't do that. The ninth seat carried the wine glass and walked to Shen Qingzhu's side and sat down.

"What's not going to work?"

"What we do is to lick blood on the tip of a knife for a living, and we need to be in a highly tense mental state for a long time, and if we can't find a suitable outlet for venting, it is easy to have psychological problems." The ninth seat shook the wine glass in his hand and said.

Shen Qingzhu said calmly: "I don't need to vent. ”

The ninth seat shook his head, "No, everyone needs to vent, no one can make their clockwork forever tight, we need to do something we love to do to relax our spirits, for ordinary people, their way of venting may be vacation, watching movies, sleeping, dating, playing games......

But we are different, because our line of work has been in a state of high tension for a long time, and no one knows when they will die, we are used to seeing the darkness of human nature, so the way of venting is generally more bloody, killing, looting, and torment...... Relatively speaking, relying on women to vent is already a relatively gentle way.

I know you're different from everyone else and won't choose those perverted ways, but I didn't expect you to even touch women, which isn't like what you should be like at your bloody age. ”

"What about the Night's Watch? They are also highly mentally tense and don't know when they will die, why don't they need to vent? Shen Qingzhu asked rhetorically.

"It's different." The Ninth shook his head, "Do you know why the Night's Watch operate as a squad? ”

"Because you need to work as a team?"

"That's part of the reason, but it's also because when they're in a high-pressure environment, they have teammates they can rely on to share that pressure, and they can relax by talking to each other, and that's why, there's always a comic in those great night watchman squads, are you really stupid for them?

In a way, they are the smartest people and the ones who have the deepest affection for this team.

And you? You're just a human being.

One person, and a group of people, are not the same. ”

Shen Qingzhu looked at the ninth seat in front of him in a daze, as if he understood something.

"What about you? What's your way of venting? Shen Qingzhu couldn't help but ask.

The ninth seat smiled slightly, and pointed to the plump beauties who had just left, "Beauty, wine, who doesn't like it?" Although I am old, I am also a man, and I still have a lustful heart.

Kill when it's time to kill in cold blood, enjoy when you should enjoy, be chic when you should be chic, don't be senselessly violent, don't take the liberty of bothering, I think this is the best way for those of us who walk in the dark. ”

Shen Qingzhu stared into the eyes of the ninth seat, and after a long time, he slowly spoke: "You give me the feeling that it doesn't look like a [believer], but like a ......."

"Like what?"

Shen Qingzhu pondered for a moment and spit out four words, "A good man in the green forest." ”

The ninth seat was stunned for a moment, then laughed, and slowly, his smile faded away.

"When I was young, my favorite thing to watch was the Water Margin, a group of frustrated people who were played by fate gathered together, regardless of the world's eyes, ignoring the constraints of the rules, doing the business of robbing homes and houses, but doing good things to protect the people......

At that time, I was young, full of enthusiasm, but I was wounded by reality, I felt that this disgusting society needed to be corrected, and [believers] were Liangshan who was burdened with the mission of saving the world.

Lord Whispering, naturally it is Song Jiang in my mind.

When I first joined the Believer, I did meet a few like-minded friends who we regarded as an honor...... But slowly, I realized that things were not what I had imagined. ”

He stared at the glass in his hand, his voice a little dull.

"I couldn't understand some of the orders of Lord Whisper, but perhaps out of trust in Lord Whisper, I did it anyway...... But I found that there were more and more such orders, and as time went by, the members of the [believers] also changed several rounds, and this organization became more and more unfamiliar to me.

I simply closed my eyes, not judging what was right and what was wrong, but relying on my trust in the whispering adult, kill, kill, kill......

I don't know when I started to feel 'me' anymore. ”

The ninth seat put the wine glass in his hand to his mouth, raised his head, and drank it all.

Shen Qingzhu looked at his figure silently, and a trace of sadness appeared in his eyes.

The ninth seat didn't realize it, but of course Shen Qingzhu knew what was going on.

What kind of perfect society, what Liangshan, is just a means for Whisper to trick him into [believers], and the so-called "trust in Lord Whisper" is also because of the soul contract planted by Whisper in the depths of the other party's soul.

It's not that he is unwilling to face reality, but under the control of the whispering soul, he subconsciously refuses to accept the reality and unconditionally offers his loyalty......

His mind was essentially manipulated.

If there is no [Hui Tianyu] to offset the soul contract for him, I am afraid that he will now be like the ninth seat, completely losing himself, and working hard for the babbling in a muddy manner.

In the entire [believers], there are not a few people like the ninth seat who have been deceived into it, but the vast majority of them have lost themselves in the darkness with the passage of time and become the real evil [believers].

But for so many years, even if the soul has been manipulated, he still sticks to his bottom line subconsciously, which makes Shen Qingzhu very surprised.

"I can feel that you're different from everyone else." The ninth seat turned his head to look at Shen Qingzhu, his eyes were a little sluggish, as if he was drunk, "In your eyes, there are things that other [believers] don't have...... I was like this when I first joined the Christians.

I'm old, but you're still young, and your potential is higher than mine, if it's you...... Maybe it can really change the current [believers], and lead the whole [believers] to glory, as Lord Whispering said. ”

He patted Shen Qingzhu's shoulder, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly, "I'm optimistic about you." ”

Shen Qingzhu's eyes met his gaze and silently moved his gaze elsewhere.