Chapter 789: Two Lives
"Memories are fake?"
Chen Junnan and Qiao Jiajin asked in unison.
"Hmm." Qin Dingdong nodded, "The reason why I went to find Wei Yang was that on the one hand, I was really angry with you, a bastard...... On the other hand...... It's that I really want to understand what the mentality of a "liar" really is. ”
"I don't understand." Chen Junnan said, "When I met you, you kept calling yourself a liar, don't you know what the mentality of a liar is? ”
"This is exactly what I feel strange...... Qin Dingdong said, "In my subconscious, I am a liar, because I always vaguely remember that in the real world, I worked in a very shabby matchmaking agency, and I was specially introduced to old men from other places, responsible for cheating marriages and collecting money." ”
"Huh?" Chen Junnan was stunned, "...... cheating marriage?" Why haven't I heard from you? ”
"Because I didn't even say it." Qin Dingdong replied, "This is not a glorious memory, and I don't need to say it when I meet people." ”
"Then why do you say your memories are fake?" Chen Junnan asked again, "Did you find out that you were not deceiving an old man but a young man?" ”
"No, it would be fine if it were that simple. It's just that it took me a long time to recall my life......" Qin Dingdong whispered, "It turned out that no matter how I recalled, there was no experience in my life that I had become a liar." ”
"I can't understand it......," Chen Junnan said, "Your memory of being a liar has been removed?" ”
"No...... It's not ......," Qin Dingdong said, "It's hard to describe this feeling, and even I don't know where to start...... Chen Junnan, Ah Jin...... Did you know? My life is complete, nothing is missing, and I can even think back to my first part-time job when I graduated from high school, and I can think back to my first job as an intern in college...... It wasn't until I quit my job and opened my own bubble tea shop, and finally I experienced an earthquake in the bubble tea shop...... All of these experiences are in my memory. ”
"Isn't this good?" Chen Junnan said.
"Yes, if this is my life experience...... Qin Dingdong said with a serious face, "Then why do I keep calling myself a liar?" ”
Her brief question made Chen Junnan and Qiao Jiajin speechless for a while.
Qiao Jiajin thought for a while, and said, "Pretty girl, say ...... Maybe that's your personality? It's bigger, and calling yourself a "liar" may just be to bluff people. ”
"Yes, that's what I hope so too." Qin Dingdong nodded, "It sounds very reasonable to make up an identity for yourself here and let those wicked people retreat from me." But why do I keep such a specific memory of my deception? I mean...... Why do I remember clearly that I was the one who was responsible for hooking up with an old man to cheat on marriage? If I'm just making up an identity for myself, is it necessary for me to be so specific? ”
Chen Junnan slowly scratched his head after hearing this, he knew that Qin Dingdong was right.
Usually speaking, a "liar" is a "liar", if this identity is fabricated, there is no need to fabricate it to the step of "cheating marriage", and she can even directly claim that she is a fraudster, which sounds much more bluffing than "cheating marriage".
"You wait a while......" Chen Junnan suddenly thought of another thing, and felt that there were more doubts in his mind, "Sister Dong...... What did you do wrong? ”
"Wrong?"
"If your life is all about what you say you want to do...... You're just the owner of a bubble tea shop, why did you come to the "End of the World"? Have you broken the law? Do you add paraquat to your milk tea? ”
Qin Dingdong narrowed his eyes after hearing this, and said, "This is exactly the problem...... Chen Junnan, I didn't commit a crime. If I were a liar, I should be here, but I can't find any stain in all my memories now, and that's what puzzles me the most. ”
"So you suspect that your memories are fake." Chen Junnan said, "Do you suspect that you are a liar at all? ”
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "I suspect that the 'cheating marriage' in my hazy memory is my real life, after all, you know me, I am not a clever liar, but when it comes to defrauding the bride price from an old man, I think I have a very high success rate." ”
"You sound quite proud...... Chen Junnan shook his head helplessly, "If that's the case...... Are you "innocent" at all? ”
"Yes, but I don't believe it." Qin Dingdong said decisively, "Do you think there are flawless people in this world? ”
"I ...... I don't know......" Chen Junnan shook his head, "You haven't even done anything wrong in your life?" ”
"Yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "Judging from my current memory, my life is too perfect. Although it is not a big deal, it is smooth sailing. Is life when it's smooth sailing? If every step of the way develops according to your expectations, what is the difference between that and dreaming? ”
After finishing speaking, Qin Dingdong paused and said, "No...... Many times it is impossible to even dream according to our ideas, let alone the ever-changing life. ”
Chen Junnan didn't know what the situation was at all.
"Memories are fake" sounds ridiculous, it can be understood to say "amnesia" or "schizophrenia", but the whole life is fake, what is the reason for this?
"Even the 'echo' is too ridiculous......" Chen Junnan said in a low voice, "This 'echo' does not act on the 'final place', but on people? ”
"How can you say it......" Qin Dingdong said, "If you think that this is caused by the "reverberation", the bigger problem is not "acting on people", but it acting on the "past", acting on the "outside", acting on other places that we can't see or touch, although it looks like a fake, but it really happened. ”
Chen Junnan sighed after hearing this, and asked again, "Sister Dong...... It's not conclusive yet, but I think there's another possibility. ”
"What is possible?"
"How long has it been since you lost your memory?" Chen Junnan asked, "Could it just be that you're too tired?" ”
"...... me?" Qin Dingdong thought for a while and said, "At least seven or eight years, since I met you, a bastard, I remember everything." The first thing I learned from Wei Yang was how to stay sane. ”
"What the hell?" Chen Junnan was stunned, "You learn from Wei Yang to "stay sane"? ”
"yes." Qin Dingdong nodded, "What's wrong?" ”
"Studying to keep sane in his "farm choir"? Chen Junnan's face was full of speechlessness, "That young master, I know, you may have gone crazy and are now in a state of memory confusion." ”
"Don't talk nonsense." Qin Dingdong flew out of the way towards Chen Junnan, "Don't you know if I'm crazy or not?" ”
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