Chapter 1062: Initial Heart

Kayush Frontier Company.

Su Zhe sat alone on the roof of the dormitory building, wrapped in a heavy military coat, looking at the rolling mountains in the distance in a daze.

"I said, I searched for a long time in the dormitory, but I didn't find you, it turned out that a person came here."

Ke Changlin's voice came from behind him, he walked to Su Zhe's side, patted him on the shoulder, and sat down on the spot, "At this point, you should lie on the bed and fall asleep, right?" Is this on the mind today? ”

Su Zhe smiled helplessly, "Sort of...... I'm just, kind of miss my mom. ”

Ke Changlin looked at him quietly, waiting for him to continue, at this time, being a listener is far more appropriate than an enlightener.

"Back then, my mother was amazing, she was the best policeman in our city, she was beautiful, she fought well, two or three male policemen couldn't beat her, and the most important thing was that she also cooked a good dish.

I'll tell you, my mother's pancakes are no worse than your Ana's, really. ”

Su Zhe seemed to remember something, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth,

"At that time, there were rumors in the police stations of our city and several cities next door, saying that she was a chef and a police flower, and my sister and I were happiest at that time, which was to hold a parent-teacher conference.

Even if every time my grades are counted down, I will inevitably be beaten up when I go home, and it will be worth it, after all, this kind of thing is used to show off my mother for me. ”

The smile on Su Zhe's face became brighter and brighter, and he sat there smirking for a long time, falling into silence.

"And then?" Ke Changlin couldn't help but ask.

"Later, she died, and was shot in the heart by a drug dealer during a firefight, and she didn't even have time to enter the emergency room."

Ke Changlin was stunned.

Su Zhe looked into the distance, took a deep breath, and a bitter color appeared in his eyes, "After my mother's accident, my sister and I depended on each other, relying on national subsidies and a series of preferential policies, life is not bad."

During that time, I became more and more depressed, and I couldn't go to school, so I stayed at home every day to eat and drink, like a wasted person. But my sister is like a different person.

My sister's favorite thing when she was a child was painting and Latin dancing, she was very well-behaved, very obedient, and spoke gently and gently, but after that incident, she began to get into extreme sports, she went to climb mountains with her bare hands, climb over deserts, and skydive......

I had a few big fights with her for this, and you know, she never had a fight with me before.

Now the stubbornness in her body and her eyes are more and more like my mother back then, and this time she received a vigil...... cough, when I received an order from the military, I didn't hesitate to pack my bags, ready to shoulder heavier responsibilities and protect more people like my mother back then. ”

Su Zhe paused and let out a long sigh, "But I don't want her to be like this." ”

"My mother has sacrificed for the duty of guardianship, and I don't want my sister to repeat her mistakes, I know that it is weak and selfish to think so.

But now, my sister is my whole world, I don't want to protect others as selflessly as they do, I just want to protect my sister, that's enough.

Uncle Changlin, a person like me, even if he becomes a person who guards one side, is just a selfish outlier, and I don't have such a great and selfless belief in defending my family and country...... Perhaps, I don't fit in here at all. ”

Su Zhe said so many words in one breath, Ke Changlin didn't interrupt a word, he just waited quietly for him to finish, and glanced at Su Zhe complicatedly.

He stretched out his hand and knocked on Su Zhe's head.

"Silly boy, do you know that the four words of protecting the family and defending the country, why is 'protecting the family' in front?" Ke Changlin glanced at him meaningfully, "You, it's just that you think things are too complicated......

To tell the truth, my education level is really not high, and my ideological consciousness is not as noble as you think, I only know that if this border line is broken, then my Ana and two younger brothers will be in danger, the reason why I stand here is to protect their safety, but these thousands of small families together, isn't it our country?

If you don't have a home, where do you come from? If there is no country, where will you come from?

If you want to protect your sister, then go, no matter what happens in the future, you will be by her side, for you, she is the home you want to protect, isn't it?

Besides, who stipulates that the original intention of those who come to the front line must be great and selfless?

The old Li in the dormitory next door, when he joined the army, his original intention was to want an iron rice bowl, and after returning to his hometown, he would please his wife; The old Brother Yang on the second bed opposite, he joined the army simply because he felt that he was a soldier commander, in their era, he was a boy who wanted to be a soldier, tall and mighty, how good!

Do their intentions be noble? Nor is it? But do you think if it really comes time to die on the battlefield, will their brows be half furrowed? ”

Su Zhe was stunned.

Ke Changlin patted his back with his hand, stretched out his hand and pointed to the rear of the border defense company, the vast territory of Great Xia,

"People, they will grow, maybe everyone gathers here for different reasons, but every day looking at the lights of thousands of homes behind the border guards, you will understand that since we are standing here, there are some responsibilities and responsibilities that we must shoulder."

Su Zhe stood in place like a sculpture for a long time, the confusion in his eyes gradually faded, and the depression in his heart that had been bothering him was untied, and he suddenly opened up.

He did think too much.

He wanted to join the Night's Watch just to protect his sister, so what? Who says you can't join the Night's Watch for your sister?

As for those responsibilities and responsibilities after joining the Night Watch, he just took those responsibilities, and since he chose this path, no matter what the final result was, he would never regret it.

Joining the night watch for the sake of his sister is not in conflict with being a good night watchman.

He took a deep breath, stood up from the top of the building, and said solemnly to Ke Changlin: "Thank you, Uncle Changlin, I understand." ”

Boom ——!!

Before the words fell, a roar came from afar, and the boundary of the silhouette of time instantly covered the border defense company, spreading towards the misty border on the west side.

Under the cover of the silhouette of time, the fog returned to the appearance of a hundred years ago, retreating dozens of miles from the border of Great Xia, and the concentration was dozens of times that of the original, and the black fog body was like a beast approaching the border, exuding a suffocating and terrifying atmosphere.

"The fog receded?! What's going on? ”

When Ke Changlin saw this scene, he suddenly stood up from the ground, his eyes full of shock.

He was about to rush downstairs when a streamer of light whistled along the fog border from the south, and a fat-headed, big-eared monk stepped on auspicious clouds, staring at the approaching fog with a solemn face.

"The mist has a very strong restraining effect on the gods...... Does that mean that if you abolish your divine power and fall back into a demon, you can avoid its strangulation? The monk muttered to himself for a moment, then turned his head to look east,

"I don't know, when will Brother Monkey get to ......"