Chapter 60 Easier said than done

"Don't be sad, kid. What mother doesn't want her child to live happily ever after? In order to reassure your mother, you have to live well. Hua Baojia comforted He Jiayu lovingly.

"Mother Hua, my heart is full of bitterness. He Jiayu felt Hua Baojia's love, and unconsciously took off all pretense and guard, "Actually, I am not a good boy, I chose a path that should not be taken, but I went further and further step by step, and when I found that I was wrong, there was no turning back." ”

"Jiayu, in my life, many times the path I choose is contrary to my original intention. If you had the opportunity to do it all over again, you would still choose it this way, because you can't see the result of your choice, and at the moment of choice, you have only 'no choice'. ”

Hua Baojia thought of the regret that he had 'no choice' again and again in his life, and that he had no choice again and again.

"Jiayu, since you have chosen, you still have to walk the road yourself. Instead of regretting it, take every step of the way in the future. ”

"Mother Hua, I've lost my way. No matter what I do, I feel unwilling and can't devote myself to it. He Jiayu shook his head painfully and sighed.

"Jiayu, good boy. Yao Fei's family invisibly makes you feel pressure, you care too much about yourself in the eyes of others. Hua Baojia said, her eyes overflowing with tears. What kind of pressure does an ordinary child have to bear when he suddenly enters a world that does not belong to him? What about the damage I did to Lin Jianxuan back then?

"Mother Hua, how can I not care? With the aura of the Zhicui Group's concubine, I don't know how many people are looking at me and even laughing at me. Yao Fei also looked down on me. I'm just a little programmer under Manager Zhuo, and Manager Zhuo seems to be prejudiced against me. ”

"Jiayu, Zhuo Ruize is very fair, but I will find an opportunity to communicate with him. ”

"Thank you, Mama Hua. ”

Hua Baojia felt that she had endless conversations with He Jiayu, and when it was over, the driver had been waiting outside the teahouse for a long time.

"Teacher Hua, go back to the Calligraphy and Painting Garden. The driver asked.

"Let's go around Lin Jianxuan's villa. After chatting with He Jiayu. Hua Baojia misses her son even more. He Jiayu's loneliness in his heart can still be relieved, how did Lin Jianxuan survive so many years of loneliness?

Hua Baojia didn't dare to recall the painful scene back then, but this painful scene didn't need to be recalled at all, and it had been firmly imprinted in Hua Baojia's mind.

I have been in love with Lin Wenjie for so many years. is only indebted to Lin Jianxuan, a child, and today he feels that his original love was a mistake. Yao Cuihan was sure that one day I would regret my decision, and she won again. Maybe she would have won, I just don't want to admit it. However, just like I said to comfort He Jiayu. If I had to do it all over again, I would still make this decision and have no choice. Jian Xuan, forgive your mother.

In the evening, He Jiayu returned to the empty apartment and thought about what Hua Baojia said for a long time. Yes, I care too much about myself in the eyes of others. I once saw trust and respect for me in Jian Zhuang's eyes, and I don't know if she will ignore me. Jian Fan is very kind, not as scheming as Yan Min, nor as cunning and mean as Yao Fei, she will definitely forgive me.

He Jiayu dialed the simplified and traditional mobile phone.

"Simplified and traditional. I'm He Jiayu. ”

"Hmm. "Jian Fan's attitude is cold.

"Jian Fan, my mother passed away. ”

Jian Fan sympathized, "Please mourn." ”

"In this world, I don't have any relatives anymore, is life still meaningful?" He Jiayu choked.

"You still have friends, life will be fine. Jian believes that no matter what kind of person you are, you should not lose hope in life.

"Jian Fan, I couldn't help myself that night. Can you forgive me?"

"Don't mention it again, I forgive you. ”

"Thank you, Jian Fan, I'm worried that you'll ignore me anymore. ”

"You can take care of your family affairs in peace. ”

"Okay. See you for the project team. ”

He Jiayu breathed a sigh of relief. Why am I so worried that Jian Cheng will ignore me anymore? My feelings about Jian Cheng have changed. It turns out that I just want to get her and take revenge on Han Cong. Now, however, her attraction to me is no longer limited to **. It's the soul. I wanted to conquer her, not simply possess her.

Jian Fan is not as graceful as Yan Min, not as sweet as Yao Fei, not smiling, and without style. However, the feeling of simplicity is so quiet. With her, even if you have distracting thoughts, you will unconsciously return to peace. Every time I see her weak side, or sadness, or crying, I will be strong and optimistic. There is even a heroic beauty when angry. Perhaps that's the charm of her.

People need motivation to live. My mother died, my first love turned against me, my wife empathized, what is the motivation for my life? It doesn't matter if you have a boyfriend, it doesn't matter if I'm married, I just want your heart to be close to me.

It is not easy to conquer, Yan Min is also racking his brains on how to conquer Han Cong.

"Han Cong, it's too late, let's go back, let these programs run automatically, and we'll see the results tomorrow morning, right?"

"Okay, let's go. ”

"You've been too tired lately, you can come later tomorrow morning, I'll come here first to sort out the data. Yan Min looked for every opportunity to care about Han Cong.

"Stay up for a few more days, and when the project is over, you can have a good rest. ”

"Han Cong, this morning while you were debugging the program, I learned about the situation with a few sales of Yunhua. They all have lists that need software development. If we set up a company, won't we have to worry about not having a development contract?" Yan Min tried his best to persuade Han Cong to create a company, so that he could have a reason to stay with Han Cong.

"Yan Min, it's not enough to just hear them say that they have the intention of software development. First of all, after the negotiation, whether the customer handed over to us is a question, and secondly, even if it is handed over to us, we have no way of knowing how low the development price will be. Therefore, we cannot be blindly optimistic about how many contracts will be signed after the company is established. Since Han Cong met Wu Bo's wife and knew the hardships of Wu Bo's business, he became cautious in creating the company. The success or failure of the company is one thing, and the important thing is not to let Jian Fan work hard and work hard with him.

"So, if I can sign a confident and lucrative letter of intent for development, can we set up a company?" General Yan Min.

"I'm going to talk to Jian 繁 about it. After all, my future development and life are not my business alone. ”

"Well, that's right, this matter must be discussed with Jian Fan, only with her support, can you start a career without hesitation. Yan Min was empathetic on the surface, but secretly gritted his teeth. It's Jian 繁 again, how to make Han Cong no longer trust Jian Fan? )