32. Fragments
"Human beings, even if there is a lack of love in life, can live a full life - because there are many things to cherish besides male and female love!"
At that time, I saw a very interesting sentence in a novel, and I felt that I was deeply influenced by philosophy, so I ran to show off to my mother with great interest. Although she is at the age of a bear child, her mother has always been very tolerant of her preference for pretending to be an adult to read those novels, and often running to her side to read the deep (medium) (two) lines seen in the novels.
Every time, she would always touch her head and say, "Oops, Liliet is amazing, and she is one step closer to a mature adult." And I also enjoyed my mother's touch very much, and took it for granted that my mother's words really admitted that my mind was constantly growing.
On top of that, when she does it, her mother smiles with her usual stingy smile. When my mother laughed, she didn't have the charm of the beautiful princesses described in some knight novels that she had read, and the birds in the sky could fall and the flowers would close in shame......
So in order to see my mother's smile more, at that time, I tried to read books that I didn't really know much about every day, just to be able to find a little line that could show off in front of my mother.
But that day, when I wanted to do as usual, I puffed up my chest and said something very deep from where I saw it. The mother did not laugh as usual, but showed a dull, stunned face.
"That's a really amazing line...... Liliet, where did you see this, it scared me......"
After a brief period of stunnedness. Mother's face was smiling as usual, but there seemed to be something else more than usual—if anything...... Probably, it's like the expression on her face when she broke the vase and went to confess her mistake to her mother, who said "I can't help you" while stroking the top of her head, right?
"Eh, it scared my mother?...... Am I saying something wrong? Uh...... Sorry ......"
Because my mother is my favorite person, it doesn't matter who it is. As long as it hurts my mother, I can't forgive it - whether it's anyone else or myself......
If my mother thinks this is not right, then she will never read this kind of book again!
"I haven't said anything yet. You're a kid who always starts blaming yourself...... You're not wrong at all. ”
"But...... Mother, didn't you say that you were scared by that, and the daughter who scared her mother was a bad person, so Liliet must have done something wrong......
Bang.
There was a gentle knock on the forehead.
"Stupid, being scared doesn't have to be a bad thing. ”
Mother didn't know what the road was about. Looking at himself with a look that seemed to be very helpless - is it different from what he thought. Can it be because of something good? But in my impression, I have been frightened by a caterpillar, a vase that fell and broken, and a father with a straight face...... Aren't these good things?
"Liliye, do you know what you just said, in fact, many adults haven't thought about it-no, it's not so much that you haven't thought about it, but it's better to say that you don't dare to think about it, right? And Liliye, who said this seriously just now, really looks like a very mature adult~"
"Is that so?"
"Really. Liliet is very attractive. ”
There is nothing more joyful than being complimented by your mother.
Although I didn't understand it myself at the time. The little arms and legs of the self, for what can get a "very attractive" evaluation in the mouth of a beautiful mother......
"Does Mother think that's true?"
"Well, it must be so, although I don't know the values of others, but for me, I don't think what you said is contrary to Liliet. ”
"I see...... It's decided!"
"Eh, Lilier, what's wrong with you?"
"I used to be worried, if I wanted to marry in the future, who would accompany you...... But now I don't think it matters! It's more important than that future husband who knows what the hell the hell the future husband looks like, or your mother! I don't want to marry in the future, I want to stay with my mother until I am old!"
I don't know if it's because the ignorant is fearless or childish, so the shameful lines that make people shy are naturally spoken.
Perhaps the biggest characteristic of children is that they don't know how to hide their true thoughts and hearts, right?
"Yes, it would be nice if it could be like that......"
Mother hugged herself like this...... Although he couldn't see his mother's expression, he could feel a slight tremor coming from his mother's body.
"Mother...... You...... Crying?"
"Don't say it, let me hug it for a while...... Just ...... in a moment."
Although I am very worried that my mother will cry for something now, since my mother asked for this, then I have no reason to refuse - not to mention, the feeling of being held in my mother's arms also fascinates me deeply.
Because of the slight uneasiness in his heart, he also stretched out his hand and hugged his mother. Although his hands are small and short, his mother is also very thin, so he can easily hug his mother. I don't know what Lu Dao is for, but when I made this action, it seemed that my mother hugged me harder.
It's like you're about to push yourself into your arms.
"For what...... Why are you born in a place like this......" came the intermittent cry of my mother, "if your mother were not mine...... Your dreams ......"
"If my mother hadn't been you, I wouldn't have dreamed of that. ”
I don't know what the road is for, obviously my mother didn't say anything, but I can clearly understand what my mother implies.
"Liliet, you ......"
"I'm not a child! Mother, you don't even say it. I also know a little bit about it—I must have been thinking that Lilier was born in the palace and married or something. There's no way to make your own decisions, right? Maybe, in the future, you will be married to someone you have never met and never known, let alone liked?...... Hmph, don't underestimate me, I already know these things!"
Although I know the Tao from the stories depicted in the book...... However, although it is a fictional story. But unexpectedly, I can see a lot of my own shadow in it.
I'm not one of those immature ghosts, Zhilu Dao These are really powerful, right?
Liliet...... Do you see yourself in those stories in those books?"
"Hey~ I can't hide it from my mother...... But Liliet knows what is a story and what is realistic! I also know that in reality, there should be no knights to greet Liliye......"
I felt my mother hold my hand and hold it tighter.
"No...... Stories are stories. It's because it's based on reality - Liliet, you're sure to have handsome knights to greet you in the future......"
"Hmph~ I'm not uncommon for that kind of development!"
Maybe it was my own speech that made my mother feel a little stunned? The mother's hands that hugged her tightly loosened a little, and she took the opportunity to break free from her mother's arms and stand up in front of her mother.
"It is foolish and ignorant to pin hope on a savior who has fallen from heaven to save oneself! If you are thirsty for hope, you should do it yourself! For the cowardly, hope is slim and uncertain; but for the strong, what awaits you is not 'hope,' but a definite 'goal'—when I think of hope in my heart, it is already destined for me to grasp it! But I have not caught it yet!"
Bend your knees and lean back diagonally. One hand covers half of his face, and the other is held flat and pointed to the side - he poses in a super chic and handsome pose that he sees in the book. Because it is said in a book that the right posture can effectively enhance the impact of one's words!
And looking at the mother's appearance, this book should be said to be not bad at all!
"I don't want to wait for a bear child who is still playing with mud to save me later! A mature and sensible adult like me, of course, has to save himself so that he will not lose his identity! As long as I become stronger, so strong that no one can ignore my personal opinion...... So, I'm going to be a knight in the future!"
"What are you a knight, Lilier, you're a girl, even if you want to get stronger, but isn't there any other option that is more suitable for girls, like a magician ......or something?"
"No! I have to be a knight! Because if I want to leave this place with my mother, I must be a knight!
"Huh......"
"Mother doesn't like it here, doesn't she like my father very much—though I don't like him the most!
"You kid...... Is it really only six years old?"
The mother looked a little helpless, but her words of provoking the relationship between husband and wife did not arouse her disgust, and it seemed that her guess was completely right! This is also what she thought of after seeing the abnormal performance of her mother hearing her words just now...... However, it can be deduced from these details that I really have a better mental development than my peers!
"Don't tell me, this is from a book again......"
"No, it's not that! This is what Liliet found out herself!Because Mother only laughs happily when she is with Liliet, and other times, especially when your father is there, Mother you laugh so fakely~"
From this point of view, my mother really didn't like my father, right? My mother still liked herself more than that annoying man! Just thinking about this fact being acknowledged by my mother makes me happy.
"Speaking of which, Liliet, what have you been reading lately? I always feel that suddenly it is a little strange—Liliet, I say, are you growing too fast?"
"Lately, I've been reading an interesting book called 'The Bizarre Adventures of Dior' - by the way, I learned my posture from the main character!"
"That's ......"
I don't know what Lu Dao is for, but at this time, my mother's smile feels a little embarrassed - is it an illusion?
"Hmm. Liliet, you're going to make it - after that, you must take me out of here~ I'll wait until that day!"
"It won't be long!
That's right, because it's an agreement between yourself and your favorite mother. No matter what happens, he will definitely abide by this agreement and leave here with his mother - it is enough for his mother to be alone!
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“......”
Liliel opened her eyes and stared blankly at the unfamiliar ceiling.
"Dreaming?"
It seems that I have seen some memories that have been buried by myself - the "side effects" that Aisha mentioned seem to be unexpectedly large.
"Hmm......"
Lilia suddenly clutched her heart and groaned.
It's a little bad.,I've been troubled by the urge to kill people in the last two days.,It's been a fairly stable situation.。 Because I've dreamed of some memories of the past, and I'm a little nervous again—ah, like I'm going to kill it now. In front of the portrait of his mother in his dwelling, he dismantled those souls into seventeen or eighteen pieces one by one......
“...... That's enough, and it's too ugly, isn't it?"
If you take "revenge" in this way, your mother will be sad, right?
I secretly despised the other self who began to move again. Lilier laughed coldly to herself. Shaking his head, he cooled down his somewhat boiling brain.
[You must not lose your cool. 】
This is the last thing my mother left to herself, but this is the only one that cannot be forgotten.
"What about the Aisha, did you just leave me alone in the room and go out on your own?"
When she wakes up to find that Aisha is not around, Liliah is still a little depressed. Soon, though, she was distracted by something else......
I was lying in bed now, and I was under the covers, and the skin on my thighs and arms came from the warm and fluffy touch. It shows that he is now in a relatively naked state.
“...... Clothes...... Taken off......"
The bedside was neatly stacked with his own clothes.
If you think about it. Whether it is Yunyao or Xiaomeng, the relationship with himself is not close enough to help him undress, so the one who helps him undress should be Aisha, right?
It's a little embarrassing......
......
"Eh, Sister Liliye, are you awake?"
Putting on her clothes and walking out of the room, Lilia was about to go to wash up when she happened to meet Little Dream. And the little fox was also very happy when he saw Liliet.
“...... Well, I remember that this is not a hotel, even if the old man is quite kind and hospitable, but is it really okay to dress like this in someone's house?"
Lilia looked at Xiaomeng, who was dressed very coolly, although Xiaomeng was a young girl, but with the natural temperament of the fox clan, it was still very charming, very fatal.
"Don't worry, there won't be anyone else in this house for the last two days?"
"Huh?"
"The High Priestess and Sister Yun Yao have gone to deal with some things, and they have been busy for a while after that, although Sister Yun Yao will still come back to see us, but the High Priest is completely busy and can't get out. And although this house has a guest room, there is no maid unexpectedly~"
"But this ...... It's still ...... after all."
Even this girl can feel her blushing and heartbeat, and Xiaomeng's lethality is still a little foul - is this the strength of the beast-eared girl?
"Sister Liliye, you're wrong!" Seeing Liliye's blushing appearance, she was stunned for a moment, and Xiaomeng also reflected - she is not a shameless girl!
Pointing to the only few pieces of fabric on his body, Xiaomeng was also a little helpless: "I can't help it, because the spells I practice need to be engraved with symbols on my body every once in a while, and before these symbols can take effect, they must be exposed to the air...... It's not like I'm exhibitionist!"
"I'm sorry, I thought it was crooked. ”
Thinking of this, Liliet's heart was filled with sadness - don't mean Mother, your daughter is no longer the pure child she used to be...... But it's definitely not my fault, if you want to blame it, blame the world!
"So where did the Aisha go?"
"Aisha's senior said that she has some things that she cares about and needs to be checked, and she has been gone for a day!"
“......”
Huh?
Did you miss a few chapters?
I vaguely remember...... Aisha asked herself to accept the spell that she didn't know what it did at the time, and she still didn't know what kind of bird it used, before she closed her eyes, didn't that mean that she had collapsed on the bed for at least a day?
No wonder you're so hungry!
"Ah, by the way, Aisha-senpai specially asked me to give this to Sister Liliye. ”
Xiaomeng pointed to the table not far away: "I put things on there, but please forgive me for not being able to give them to Sister Liliye myself...... Sorry, can't move right now. ”
"Ah, I understand, I can see it. ”
It seems that it is necessary to maintain a specific movement in order to activate those symbols that Xiaomeng has drawn on his body, and now Xiaomeng is maintaining a very sultry pose...... It should be said that fortunately, the high priest was busy with affairs and couldn't come back, otherwise, there was no need for Yun Yao to do it, and Liliye, who was also a girl, would also give the other party an iron fist sanction - by the way, it also came with the secret back of the head percussion brainwashing technique of the Desfasa clan!
I don't know what Aisha, who has suffered a lot of sins (although I have seen some vague memories later), will let Xiaomeng give him something? (To be continued......)