Tired.

I'm so tired.

Kim Taeyeon huddled on the couch, her ears seemed to be whispering countless voices, making her upset.

She felt like her stomach was on fire, and Kim Taeyeon couldn't remember what caused her stomach problems, and she often accumulated food after eating just a little.

It was a very nasty feeling.

Kim Tae-yeon went to the hospital to see her, and the doctor said that it was a neurological problem, not a stomach problem.

Hehe, so I am mentally ill?

Alcohol made Kim Tae-yeon's mind chaotic, obviously tired from the inside out, but she couldn't sleep at all.

Oh, so it doesn't work to get drunk?

In recent months, she has often woken up inexplicably, and then she can no longer sleep, only sitting on the windowsill and watching the moon, counting the stars little by little.

Then, when the sun rises, he hides himself in the quilt as if he were isolated from the world.

Kim Taeyeon doesn't want to see people at all, she prefers to immerse herself in the world of the game, and Kryptonite alone, those characters are far more cute than the guys on the Internet who don't know if they are humans or ghosts.

However, Kim Taeyeon is an artist.

An artist who can't escape being in the spotlight.

She's going to be on the show, she's going to release an album, she's going to have a concert.

Her life is not her own, it is S.M's, it is the agency team, and it is the fan's......

Except not their own.

The love and expectations from the crowd, the smears and attacks, are all stored in Kim Taeyeon's heart, which cannot be resolved or eliminated.

There used to be eight people who could help her, but now Kim Taeyeon only has herself.

"Where have you all been?"

Kim Taeyeon whispered.

Her mind still echoes the scene where everyone was staggered together, Choi so-young was secretly pouring out the wine, Kim Hyo-yeon wanted to drink all the remaining red wine, but was discovered by Kwon Yoo-ri, Lee Soon-gyu was smiling and Hwang Mi-young in the tablet was talking something, and Seo Hyun was quietly savoring the dishes on the table.

How lively.

It seems that only on such occasions can Kim Taeyeon feel less lonely.

However, in the blink of an eye, she was left alone in the huge house, and the huge sense of loneliness and powerlessness continued to invade her.

Kim Tae-yeon's shoulders shrugged weakly, as if she wanted to vent all the emotions in her heart in an instant, but she was stuck in the middle.

Some kind of darkness keeps sinking, as if trying to crush Kim Taeyeon.

She wanted to call for help, but she didn't know what to do.

Help me.

Is there anyone who can save me?

Suddenly, a warm embrace took her into her arms.

……

Lin Yan in the kitchen frowned suspiciously, he ...... just now Did you hear it wrong?

"Aunt Taeyeon?"

Lin Yan screamed tentatively, he had to confirm whether he was hallucinating.

Although the boy didn't drink tonight, it was not surprising that he had been yelling in the ears of the boys' generation all night, and he had auditory hallucinations.

The living room was silent, and Kim Taeyeon remained in that position, her long hair falling down to cover her face, making it difficult to see what was going on.

Lin Yan wiped his hands and had to come out to check the situation.

"Aunt Taeyeon?" Lin Yan came to Kim Tae-yeon's side, raised his voice slightly and shouted again.

"Woo ......"

He heard it clearly now, this aunt was indeed crying.

It's because ...... Drunk?

Kim Taeyeon didn't seem to hear Lin Yan's words, still buried her head in her knees, and didn't seem to have the slightest tendency to raise her head to answer the question.

Lin Yan was still hesitating what to do, after all, he really didn't have much experience when facing this kind of thing.

Yes, Huang Meiying was also drunk, but it was his own aunt, just do what she wanted, it's normal to scold in a hurry, and it doesn't matter if you get started.

Lin Yan and Kim Tae-yeon have only known each other for a few days.

This aunt won't wake up drunk and dislike herself for meddling, not everyone likes to be seen by others on the embarrassed side.

"Help Me ......"

However, Kim Tae-yeon's murmur awakened Lin Yan in deep thought.

Kim Tae-yeon is crying out for help.

But didn't she sit well in front of her?

Lin Yan subconsciously recalled what Huang Meiying said to herself, and her aunt said that Kim Tae-yeon's mental condition was not stable, which made her very worried, and hoped that her nephew could take more care of her friends during this time.

Mental status instability......

Is that the situation in front of you?

Lin Yan didn't think too much about it, no matter what the reason was, at least Kim Taeyeon's situation at this time was obviously not quite right, and he still had to help if he could.

What's more, Kim Taeyeon at this time is really distressing.

This aunt is obviously beside her, but she seems to isolate herself in another world, and there seems to be a huge gap between the two people.

Lin Yan hesitated for a moment, and finally contributed his shoulders.

He thinks that Kim Taeyeon may want to lean on it, although people didn't say it, but it won't be that he can't feel his existence, but he's just embarrassed.

However, Kim Taeyeon still did not move, and her tears continued to become more and more turbulent.

The sobbing sound in Lin Yan's ears was getting clearer and clearer.

"Aunt Taeyeon?"

Lin Yan was a little panicked, he hadn't encountered this situation.

His ears kept echoing Kim Taeyeon's "help me" just now, although it was very slight, but Lin Yan was sure that he had heard it correctly.

I should do something!

Although Lin Yan didn't know what happened to Kim Taeyeon, he knew that this aunt's state was wrong at this time.

The boy hesitated for a moment, but finally gritted his teeth, gently hugged Kim Taeyeon's thin shoulder, and hugged the little one tightly in his arms: "Aunt Taeyeon, I'm here." ”

Kim Taeyeon struggled twice at first, but quickly calmed down.

Lin Yan could feel his chest soaked with tears, but as long as Kim Taeyeon could get better, then the rest didn't matter.

At least it can show that his behavior is not taking advantage of others' danger, but a good person's good deeds.

Girls' Generation should at least award herself a good citizen award.

……

It's so warm.

This is the only feeling Kim Tae-yeon.

While she was surrounded by that great loneliness and darkness, an embrace appeared and pulled her out of that falling situation.

Kim Taeyeon opened her eyes blurrily and looked at the boy in front of her through her eyelashes covered by tears.

She opened her mouth.

The voice is very soft, and a little hoarse.

"Xiaoyan?"

"Yes, Aunt Taeyeon, I'm here."