Chapter 1215: Bond (44)

Hedgehog Love: The Bond (Varu Alan)

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So I continued to test to see if I was more destined to be with my husband or with Long Fei. As a result, one is a pair that is very difficult to communicate, and the other is a pair that will have a lot of trouble, in short, it is not good.

In short, no matter who you choose, it is a bad deck. Who said that the value of life is to play a bad deck of cards remarkably?

Aunt Lu said: Didn't you say that if the little man didn't talk to you, you would still pour sulfuric acid on him?

Did I say that? God, Aunt Lu said that it was written in the previous chapters, and I forgot it.

I told her that I had written it down to forget about it.

Because I'm not afraid that I'll forget it when I write it down, I don't have to think about it all the time, so I don't remember it quickly.

More than 40 years of accumulation of a lot of baggage, is to figure out this way to let go, let your mind clear, re-accumulate the strength to accept new information.

When I read the volume from the beginning, I finally found the sentence that was spoken in a specific context. That kind of remark is a rebuttal, not my intention. I found that I really hope that Long Fei can live happily ever after, and whoever gives him happiness will be grateful to her from the bottom of my heart.

It's different for my husband, I will have a little "I will be relieved when I see that you are not doing well", after all, he offended me, and the wound will heal and leave an ugly scar, not to mention that I think this kind of wound will not heal for a lifetime. Probably the energy conversion between love and hate is balanced, he said that it will take 10,000 years to love, and it will take 10,000 years for me to hate it?

Even if I cheated, I first attributed this situation to the misfortune brought by my husband who was unfaithful first, and it was an old wound that added a new wound.

My husband's fraternity is actually the same for everyone, and what I want is a soft spot. He used to think I was calm and honest, but now I say it's a clever plan. In short, now everyone is dissatisfied with each other, but it is his consistent style to fool people with sweet words, and he doesn't want to see me fly with the post-80s, thinking that it is detrimental to his dignity.

He said: Wait until you are 50 years old, see how you still drag!

It's not 50 years old, since I've been with Long Fei, I've become the kind of person I used to look down on the most, no matter how free and easy I am, that kind of inner self-contempt will still come out.

It's just that as soon as I thought about it, I began to criticize myself as the poison of feudal thinking: Men have been proud of "being among thousands of flowers, and not a single leaf is touched", so why should a woman give up on herself for having a lover? I should have the joy of turning over a serf and being liberated!

Actually, I don't want to cheat, and I can't leave my son. It's really "no beauty, all are upright gentlemen, and no danger, all are heroes". I just want to show my charm to my husband, so I should never go to see netizens when he is not with me, I still overestimate my determination.

Now I overestimate my own endurance, Long Fei left a sentence: "Ignore you, you will make something out of nothing", and was silent. Only by leaving him a message will he make a hum. I know he doesn't reason with me because he has a way to get me to my knees.