36 White Moonlight Stand-in 2
Yao Rong didn't expose Yao Shiyun's lame lies, and followed her words: "Don't worry, haven't I woken up yet." ”
"Good!" Yao Shiyun turned his face away and nodded vigorously.
The ex-boyfriend's desperation, the indifference of his biological father, the pressure of study, and the mother's health is in danger again......
These situations appeared at the same time, and they weighed heavily on Yao Shiyun's heart.
She was never a strong person.
When she heard her mother's question, Yao Shiyun really wanted to tell her mother all the grievances she had suffered during this time.
But when she grabbed her mother's sleeve, she suddenly regained her composure.
How can you tell Mom.
How can you make your mother worry sensibly at such a time.
This kind of thought came to her heart, and Yao Shiyun's crying gradually stopped: "Mom, I'll go wash my face." ”
Walking into the bathroom, Yao Shiyun took a large handful of water with her hand and splashed it on her face.
Repeating it several times, Yao Shiyun took out a face towel and looked in the mirror to dry the water droplets on his face.
Suddenly, Yao Shiyun's movements paused-
The girl in the mirror has heavy Qi bangs, her hair is not pulled but it is very smooth, obediently draped on both sides of her shoulders, her facial features are exquisite, especially a pair of eyes are slightly round, and she looks particularly smart.
Her appearance is not bad, it can be said that she chooses the advantages of her parents, but at this time, her eyes are red and swollen from crying, her nose is slightly red, and the green daisy under her eyes is even more terrifying, and she has not rested for a long time.
Yes.
During this time, because of Lu Xinghua's cold violence towards her, she often had insomnia until the middle of the night.
It's useless.
Yao Shiyun couldn't help but blame herself again.
Yao Shiyun, you are really useless, you can't even act well, with such heavy dark circles and swollen eyes, a fool can see that you are not having a good time during this time.
She was so angry that she pinched herself until she left a red mark on her arm.
Taking a deep breath, Yao Shiyun patted her face, cheered up and returned to Yao Rong's side, unscrewed the thermos pot placed at the head of the bed, and coaxed: "Mom, I just went to a nearby restaurant to buy chicken soup, can you drink some and then sleep?" ”
Yao Rong can't eat yet, but she can eat soup and water, she smiled and said, "Then you help me up." ”
It's just that when Yao Shiyun helped Yao Rong up, Yao Rong saw the red marks on Yao Shiyun's arms that had not faded.
Her gaze froze slightly.
Yao Shiyun didn't notice Yao Rong's abnormality, and after helping her up, she put a pillow behind her waist for easy leaning, and began to feed Yao Rong spoonful.
Yao Rong said with concern: "Xiaoyun, didn't you eat either?" ”
"Ah, Mom, I ate it." Yao Shiyun said in a low voice.
"Just coax me, I don't know you yet. After feeding me the soup later, you go to the hospital cafeteria to pack the meal, and I will watch you eat and then rest. ”
Yao Rong knew that Yao Shiyun definitely had no appetite now, but his body was his own, how could he punish himself with other people's mistakes.
Besides, when a person eats and drinks enough, goes to bed early and gets up early, and then maintains daily exercise, the mental outlook and psychological state will become different.
Yao Shiyun opened her mouth, and there was no reason to refute: "...... Yes. ”
The meals in the hospital canteen are very healthy, the oil and salt are not heavy, Yao Shiyun made herself three dishes and one soup, barely ate a small half, and couldn't eat it anymore.
Yao Rong didn't force her to finish eating, but just said to Yao Shiyun: "Stay in the hospital tonight to rest." ”
Her ward has a companion bed, which is not too big, but more than enough to sleep one person.
Usually, the nurse she invited slept there, but now that the nurse is not there, she just let Yao Shiyun sleep.
Yao Shiyun nodded, she didn't worry about her mother alone.
Wash up briefly, and when Yao Rong finished hanging the last bottle of potion of the day, Yao Shiyun lay on the escort bed.
The lights in the ward went out, the curtains with good blackout properties were not closed, and the bright moonlight crept in from outside and fell mischievously on the back of Yao Shiyun's hand.
Before, she was only worried about Yao Rong, Yao Shiyun was not in the mood to think nonsense, but at this time, in the dead of night, memories came to her like a tide.
Obviously, when he was pursuing her, Lu Xinghua was so good to her, he would get up early every day and buy her favorite breakfast for her; He would sort out the study materials he had used before her big exam and give them to her; He prepares all kinds of surprises, is considerate and gentlemanly, and does not cause any trouble.
As the president of the department's student union, he is handsome and has an outstanding family background, and he has never lacked girls to pursue, but since he began to pursue her, he will righteously reject every girl who confesses to him, and will never let them misunderstand.
Not a month, two months, but a whole year.
Lu Xinghua chased her for a whole year, and she always did the same thing throughout the year. So she believed that Lu Xinghua was not acting, and decided that Lu Xinghua was her salvation, so she slowly let go of her guard and let herself fall in love with Lu Xinghua.
But why, just after a month of dating, Lu Xinghua has become so ruthless.
He grew so fast, so fast that she even suspected that her memory was wrong.
Is it because after dating, he finally found out that she was not as good as he imagined?
But......
But she's always been like this.
Is she unworthy of being liked?
Tears gradually spread into her eyes again, and Yao Shiyun covered her head with the quilt, not daring to make a move.
"Xiaoyun."
The familiar voice suddenly broke the silence, and Yao Shiyun was also startled.
Yao Shiyun hurriedly hid her tears, buried them in the quilt, and said in an urn voice: "Mom, what's wrong, do you want to drink water?" ”
Yao Rong pretended not to notice that Yao Shiyun was crying: "It's okay, it's just that I slept too much during the day, and I couldn't sleep for a while." ”
Her voice wasn't as weak as it had been when she first woke up.
After being stunned by Grandma Yun, the original body has been depressed, and the old illness has recurred, so he will die two months later.
Although Yao Rong received the memories and emotions of the original body, of course, the situation of "being depressed in the heart" would not appear to her. After hanging the potion for a long time, the body recovered a little.
"Then I'll talk to my mother." Yao Shiyun said.
"You haven't slept in the past few days, aren't you sleepy?"
Yao Shiyun sneered: "It's okay, anyway, there is no class tomorrow morning, so I can sleep more." ”
"That'll do." Yao Rong was still lying down, "Xiaoyun, did I tell you what happened when I was pregnant with you." ”
Yao Shiyun's tears have been completely suppressed: "I didn't say it." ”
Yao Rong smiled: "This has to start with your grandparents." The Yao Group is the lifelong work of your grandparents, and they have always hoped that my future children will inherit the Yao Group. When I first got pregnant with you, they were so happy that they gave all the staff a month's salary as a bonus. ”
Although her grandparents left early, Yao Shiyun had already begun to remember at that time.
The face of her grandparents unconsciously appeared in her mind: these two elders really doted on her very much, if her grandparents lived well, she and her mother would definitely live much happier than now.
"But it didn't take long for me to have a very strong morning sickness reaction, I had no appetite every day, I barely ate food, and I would vomit very quickly. But I still have to eat, and I'm just throwing up and eating at the same time. Later, when I went to the hospital for a follow-up, I was obviously pregnant, but I was much thinner than when I was not pregnant. ”
Yao Shiyun's eyes widened slightly, attracted by Yao Rong's words.
She didn't interrupt Yao Rong's narration, just listened quietly.
"You know, my health has not been very good, but when I was pregnant, I couldn't take a lot of medicine, and sometimes I had to get through it slowly when I was uncomfortable."
"Later, the older the month, the more you can toss. When I was six months pregnant, I often woke up in the middle of the night with cramps and pain. The doctor prescribed me calcium tablets but it didn't work. Sometimes I can't stand the pain, and I'm wondering if I'm pregnant with a demon king of the mixed world, otherwise how can I be so tormented. ”
Yao Rong tilted his head slightly and looked at Yao Shiyun through the hazy moonlight.
"Mom......" Yao Shiyun shouted in a low voice.
The corners of Yao Rong's lips were slightly raised, and his tone rose: "However, when I learned that I was pregnant, I felt you kick me in the stomach for the first time, and I saw your eyes and nose from the four-dimensional color ultrasound, I felt strong happiness." This happiness that comes from your coming outweighs all the suffering I have suffered. ”
"I'm telling you this to tell you something. You are the child I suffered a lot to give birth to, and you are the little princess of the Yao family held in the palm of your grandparents. I have never regretted giving birth to you, because of your existence, I have the identity of a mother. ”
She is herself.
She is also Yao Shiyun's mother.
Yao Shiyun suddenly wanted to cry again, she snorted slightly: "Mom, do you and your grandparents expect me to take over the company when I grow up?" ”
After all, her mother said just now that her grandparents hope that she can inherit the Yao Group when she grows up.
But with her clumsy appearance, how could she become a strong business woman.
Yao Shiyun couldn't make up for the appearance of becoming the chairman of the company.
"No, it's not." Yao Rong shook his head, "Our greatest expectation for you is that you can grow up healthy and peaceful." And you've done that. As for the rest, it's all up to you. ”
She herself was fed up with the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital.
She's also fed up with having to stay in the hospital for a long time.
She tasted it herself.
Yao Shiyun was speechless for a while.
She and Yao Rong rarely had the experience of lying together and talking like this, and this rare experience made her originally floating heart gradually become peaceful, and sleepiness also came up.
"Mom, I'm sleepy."
"Then go to sleep, have a good night's sleep."
Yao Shiyun leaned on the pillow, and after a short while, there was an even sound of breathing.
Yao Rong hummed a sleeping tune softly, thinking about the follow-up in his mind.
First of all, with her physical condition, if she wants to be discharged from the hospital, she will have to be at least half a month younger.
And even if you are discharged from the hospital, you will definitely have to recuperate for a long time.
However, there is actually an advantage to hospitalization.
- Who would be wary of a person who has just come out of the operating room and has not been in charge of corporate affairs or business management for decades.
As long as Yun Jun doesn't notice it, it's still easy for her to do something in secret.
In the original plot, Yun Jun was able to change "Yao's Group" to "Yun's Group", and a large part of the reason was because the original body died of illness.
Secondly, and most importantly, is Yao Shiyun's problem.
The self-denial value is 95......
This shows that Yao Shiyun has been denying herself, and when others treat her badly, she will always find problems from herself as soon as possible, blame everything on herself, and fall into a state of self-pity and self-pity.
Calculate the time, Lu Xinghua's first love will return to A University in half a month.
The university said that it was big and big, and it was small and small, maybe Yao Shiyun bumped into that first love and realized that Lu Xinghua had been using her as a stand-in.
With Yao Shiyun's current situation, if she knew the truth, she was afraid that she would fall into deeper self-denial.
[Let Yao Shiyun take a year off from school, and continue his studies when his state is adjusted? ] The system was lying down with Yao Rong, idle, and had a bad idea.
"No, you don't."
Taking a leave of absence is a means, but it is not the best way to solve the problem.
Why did Yao Shiyun avoid Lu Xinghua and that first love, what was really disgusting was the kind of person who didn't take feelings seriously, and had to find a stand-in for Bai Yueguang with Bai Yueguang.
Yao Rong can understand that a person's aesthetics may be similar.
It is possible that a person has always liked a type of person, but this kind of liking is to like the other person, not to find someone's shadow from the other person.
If Lu Xinghua was really so infatuated, why didn't he chase his Bai Yueguang abroad, and why didn't he spend all his thoughts on Yao Shiyun on Bai Yueguang?
He is just playing with Yao Shiyun's feelings in the name of infatuation.
Thinking of this, Yao Rong slowly had an idea in his heart. :,,