Marriage Hearts Section 52
Zhou Rin had no expression on his face, and every word was cold and hard, like an emotionless repeating machine: "You think I lied to you?" betrayed the ...... between us Camaraderie? So what about Fu Wenzhou, do you dare to go back and ask him in person, why did you marry you? ”
"Don't say any more!" Xu Xintong seemed to be about to leave, but hit the corner.
Zhou Rin's face changed, and he hurriedly stepped forward to support her, and his voice was fierce: "What are you doing?!" Don't look at the road? ”
Xu Xintong waved him away, his nerves were numb for a while, and he could hardly feel the pain.
Her chest heaved and she couldn't help but hug herself, feeling a chill in her body.
Seeing her like this, Zhou Rin hated that iron could not become steel, and he felt that his heart was like a knife, he clenched her thin shoulders, and insisted that she look at him: "You listen well, Xu Xintong." The reason why he married you is because he promised my dad that he would take care of you for the rest of your life, and that he would take you back and call him 'Daddy'. You idiot, how much do you think he likes you? You're just a tool he used to flatter my dad, something he used to make friends and exchange interests! You fool, and you still dig out your heart and lungs for him?! ”
"If you weren't Zhou Zhenyuan's daughter, would he look at you more? Do you really think he is a good man and a woman? People who have no use value, he is simply too lazy to look at it. ”
Xu Xintong's ears were buzzing, and at that moment, he seemed to be deaf.
She opened her mouth, but she couldn't make a sound, as if she couldn't speak at that moment.
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Xu Xintong didn't remember how he came back, and when he came back to his senses, the car had already driven downstairs.
At this point, the lights around Yintai are bright, and people come and go.
She sat in the car, as if trapped in a narrow glass cover, watching the smiling or bright faces in front of her fleeting, like an outsider outside this world, and all the excitement seemed to have nothing to do with her.
"Are you alright? Do you want me to send you up? Zhou Rin looked at her, and stopped talking, but her heart was still like a needle prick.
There is hatred for her, hatred for Zhou Zhenyuan, and hatred for Fu Wenzhou.
The most hated is Zhou Zhenyuan, why let him know her before telling him who she is.
But he could only force himself to calm down and not think about it.
Reason told him that no, no, no, no result, even thinking about it would fall into a bottomless abyss, unable to break free.
He made his choice many years ago.
Xu Xintong didn't answer, as if she hadn't heard his words, and after a while, as if she had returned to her soul, she reached out to pull the car door.
The door opened, and she went down with vague steps, looking up at the towering cold building, and her heart felt cold.
When Fu Wenzhou came back, it was already late at night, and to his surprise, the light in the living room was still on.
Xu Xintong was lying on the sofa facing him, hanging his head, holding his knees with his hands, as if he was in a daze.
"Why don't you go to bed so late?" Surprised, he walked over and reached out to pick her up, but his hand stopped in the air.
When she got closer, she saw that her face was full of tears, which had long since dried up.
Both eyes were red and swollen like peaches.
Fu Wenzhou chuckled in his heart, and inexplicably had some unlucky premonitions: "...... What's going on, Hitomi? ”
Xu Xintong didn't seem to hear his voice, but he still sat there and didn't move.
Fu Wenzhou squatted down and held her cold hand: "Pupil ......"
"Why lie to me?" Xu Xintong finally heard his weak voice.
She thought she would be angry, angry, and disappointed, but all she had was endless exhaustion and weakness.
Her eyes made Fu Wenzhou's heart skip a beat, and she felt impetuousness for no reason. This shouldn't be, he's always been calm and self-conscious, and this emotion shouldn't be on him.
He avoided her burning gaze and asked calmly, "Did anyone tell you anything?" ”
"You answer me first, why are you lying to me?"
"What did I lie to you?"
Xu Xintong looked at him in disbelief, this person was simply immortal in the heart of the Yellow River.
If she doesn't take the initiative to say everything, he won't take the initiative to have a showdown with her.
This is his determination, as he said, if the other party does not show his hole cards first, he will not play his cards, and he will always make himself invincible.
But she was not his enemy, and he had to do the same to her.
Xu Xintong's heart was sour and depressed, but also had an unspeakable resentment.
"Fu Wenzhou, what do you think of me? Who do you think you are to play with others like this! Her eyes were like torches, as if she had endured for a long time, and finally burst out, "You married me because of my father, right?!" If I weren't Zhou Zhenyuan's daughter, you wouldn't have looked at me at all, would you? ”
Fu Wenzhou only felt as if a white light flashed in his mind, and something was out of his control.
Xu Xintong didn't speak again, as if to calm his emotions.
There was a dead silence all around.
It was only after a while that he forced himself to compose, no matter how she knew, she already knew.
Fu Wenzhou thought for a while and said, "I like you, Hitomi, don't listen to the wind and rain......"
"Like? Do you like kittens and puppies like you? Xu Xintong interrupted him suddenly, his emotions almost out of control, "You are always so high and arbitrary!" Everything keeps me in the dark! You're proud, aren't you? As long as you give a little warmth, I will come up with my fart and pour out my heart and lungs for you! Why am I so cheap?! ”
She finally couldn't restrain herself, and tears flowed down her cheeks.
Not wanting to be embarrassed in front of him, she reached out and wiped it a few times, but the result was more and more.
A heart seems to have been drilled into holes, and it is terrifying.
In addition to the anger and sadness of being deceived, there is also an unspeakable sense of shame.
People just tease her, and when they are idle and have nothing to do to tease her to have fun, she thinks how much people like her.
If he really likes it, why is he always so calm?
Counting all the things since the two got married, he seems to always be so calm and self-controlled, even if there is really anything dirty, he will not take the initiative to contact her, leaving her alone to sulk over there, and the next time they meet, he is still well-dressed and talking and laughing.
It made her feel like a deflated ball, and all the anger she had before was a joke.
She was angry over there, and people didn't take it to heart at all.
Fu Wenzhou couldn't see her tears, and in the face of her accusations, he was just silent, and his face was still calm.
But his heart was not so calm.
He stood up and took two anxious steps around the living room, trying to calm himself: "I admit that it was a decision to marry you at the beginning, but it doesn't mean that I am just taking advantage of you. Hitomi, I really like you......"
"Like?" Xu Xintong almost laughed out loud, but in the end he just laughed miserably, his face was ashen, "You like it, but how much does this like have?" ”
His liking is more based on the foundation of "she is valuable".
If she wasn't Zhou Zhenyuan's daughter, he wouldn't marry her at all, and he wouldn't even think about it.
Xu Xintong used to feel that he didn't know Fu Wenzhou very well, but now he feels that he doesn't know him so much.
At least, her code of conduct and style of doing things can be so clear.
She was so chilled that she only felt that she had fed the dog with all her true feelings. Thinking about the unreserved trust in him before, and the tricky and obedient in front of him, I can't wait to immediately pull off the mask and wrap myself up.
Never before has it been so embarrassing.
Zhou Rin is right, these two people are half a catty and eight taels, a raccoon dog.
Fu Wenzhou asked himself if he was a person with a strong heart, and he could not change his face even before Mount Tai collapsed, but at this moment, he felt a little powerless.
It seems that no matter what is said, it is superfluous.
He once thought that there would be such a day, he never denied that he married her with a purpose, liking is true, and pursuing profit is also true, the only difference may be that the liking at the beginning is only three points, and then it gradually evolved into a situation beyond his control.
At that time, he thought, even if she knew, he didn't really care.
Now he felt that he couldn't get out of it.
He wasn't at all free at all.
He tried to calm down, wanting to make a final salute: "I admit it, I'm cold, I don't have a heart, I'm selfish, I'm not a good person, but Hitomi, I'm sincere to you." I've never cheated on you when it comes to liking you. ”
He held up three fingers, "If I lie, let me go out and be hit by a car......"
"You're insane!" Xu Xintong interrupted him suddenly, and his heart was pounding.
Her gaze met his, and she jerked her away.
She was confused, she didn't want to see him, or rather, she was afraid to see him.
She didn't know which of his words was true and which was false.
This person, true and false, is really difficult to distinguish.
Gradually, her anger subsided, and only a hole was left in her eyes, as if the last of her strength had been drained.
She took a deep breath, made up her mind, and turned to walk towards the room.
Fu Wenzhou's heart was in turmoil, and he hurriedly grabbed her: "Where are you going?" ”
"Let's separate for a moment, you let me think about it."
"And where do you live? You live outside, I'm not at ease. I'm moving out, and until you think about it, I promise not to bother you. ”
She shook her head firmly: "I don't want to stay here, here, I will think of you." ”
He was stunned for a long time, but he couldn't say anything to refute, and the strength in his hand was loosened by two points.
He smiled bitterly, feeling lonely as he had never been: "Do you know Hitomi? People say I was born well, but I grew up in the countryside when I was a child, and I was only taken back after my adoptive parents died. I didn't have a good relationship with my dad, he always made me do things I didn't like to do, I didn't have any freedom and dignity at all. ”
It was hard for Xu Xintong to imagine that such a dazzling and proud person as him would say such a thing.
She forced herself not to look at him, for fear that she would be soft-hearted.
She maintained indifference on her face: "Are you selling miserably?" ”
He shook his head: "I don't say this to ask for your understanding, I'm just ...... I just want to say that I'm not a great person, and I have moments when I have powerlessness and have to bow my head. I'm sorry, Hitomi. ”
"But those who have made mistakes have a chance to turn back, right? Can't you forgive me once? ”
Chapter 34: Is it ripe?
This night, Xu Xintong basically didn't fall asleep much, and his mind was messy, like a mess of cotton wool stuffed into it.
Fu Wenzhou didn't come over to disturb her, he slept in the study, kept his promise, and gave her space to think.
But after a night, Xu Xintong didn't think about it.