Spring rain and after the rain Li Mubai
When she said these words, she didn't even dare to look up.
After a long time, the boy's voice floated over, "Are you serious?" ”
Qin Xi stared at the small pebbles on the ground, tears rolling in his eyes, covering the world with a thin layer of mist.
“…… Well. ”
The young man's tone was angry and anxious, "Qin Xi, what you said is not true at all. ”
Li Mubai almost never called her by her first name.
Qin Xi's nerves tensed, and he raised his eyelids stubbornly, "It's true." ”
In her life, she didn't know what the meaning of existence was. She seems to have been living for other people's expectations, and when her father was there, she tried to be the first and be the so-called good girl.
In fact, she is not a good person in her bones.
Qin Xi thought at that time that as long as there were still people in the world who were willing to be good to her and cared about her, it didn't matter if she pretended to be good for the rest of her life.
Now that her father is gone, what if she becomes bad and bad, no one cares about her anyway.
Lin Huan bullied her, insulted her, trampled on her, and even posted her private photos.
In fact...... So what?
Even if Lin Huan posted her Luo photos to the world, Qin Xi would be able to stand it.
But why? But there is another person who wants her to be good and wants her to be the way she was.
Up to now, hatred is like layers of thorns, entangled her breathlessly.
Her personality makes her never do something halfway.
The boy's voice was a little hoarse, "If this is your true words, then tell me, why are you crying?" ”
Qin Xi's eyelashes trembled slightly.
She took a step back, her fingertips slowly lifting, brushing her cheeks.
The girl felt a touch of warmth in her fingertips, and after a second, the tears finally mixed with the coldness of autumn.
Human nature is always so greedy, it is obvious that she gave up Li Mubai first, but she secretly expects in her heart that he can not take back the umbrella that covers her from the rain.
How could there be such a selfish person as Qin Xi in the world......
She sniffed, trying to raise a faint smile to push back the tears.
In the dark, the teenager got off his bike and walked over to her.
Qin Xi was pressed on the shoulder by Li Mubai.
The smell of earth and blood could never hide the clarity that belonged to him.
Qin Xi thought, Li Mubai is really a very good person......
She was silent, because she felt guilty, and she didn't have the courage to look at Li Mubai's eyes.
With tears in his eyes, Qin Xi could only gaze at the young man's meticulous and upright school uniform shirt.
In the next second, a large hand brought forward his shoulder.
The zipper of Li Mubai's school uniform became more and more enlarged in front of his eyes, until it was blurred closely.
Since his father's death, Qin Xi has suffered all kinds of slaps and ridicule.
This is the first time someone is willing to hug her.
They were so close that the tip of Qin Xi's nose was close to Li Mubai's heart, so close that she could hear the sound of his heart beating faster.
Li Mubai hugged the girl according to his heart, and after a short impulse, he was also stunned.
He didn't know what position this hug was coming from.
Adolescent teenagers and girls are emotionally ignorant, and they don't dare to touch other people's hands when they hand each other a pen.
This action is out of bounds.
It seems to be true...... Something is slowly changing.
"In the future, I will definitely work hard to protect my sister and never let today's incident happen again."
Qin Xi closed his eyes, and after a few entanglements, he finally pushed Li Mubai away hard.
She is not worthy of being treated well by others.
"Don't do that."
She opened the mezzanine of her schoolbag with trembling fingertips, took out the ginkgo umbrella, and handed it to Li Mubai.
But the other party did not move, nor did he answer.
"There are a lot of things you don't understand, and if you knew, you'd regret being so nice to me."
Her suffering was originally self-inflicted, and only this fool thought she was innocent and said that he wanted to protect her.
"What the hell are you...... What's hiding from me? Why can't it be said? ”
The girl's entanglement and pain have always been seen by Li Mubai, she is like a moth thrown into the fire, a lifeless puppet.
Qin Xi bent down and put the umbrella on the ground, she didn't explain,
"I'm sorry."
Li Mubai, I'm not a good person, stay away from me, I'm just pretending.
She lowered her eyes and passed by the boy standing in the autumn wind.
……
Having said that, no one will continue to insist.
Qin Xi refused Li Mubai's words to lend her a bicycle to ride.
The ginkgo umbrella was returned to its rightful owner, and from then on, her world fell back into a thunderstorm.
Since that day, Qin Xi has completely cut off contact with Li Mubai, and even if they pass by, they have not said a word.
When she was at home, she occasionally opened the bedside cabinet and stared at the few pieces of candy that Li Mubai gave her in a daze.
September passed in a hurry, and at the end of September, the first monthly examination was held in the third year of the high school attached to the high school.
After the exam, it happened to be an eight-day holiday.
Qin Xi packed his schoolbag and walked through it in front of Yu Yang's seat.
After that incident, perhaps he also felt ashamed and transferred to another school within two days.
Now there's another girl sitting here.
Because Lin Xing stood up for her, the matter of the "indecent photo" seemed to pass like this, and no one mentioned it on the surface.
But Qin Xi knew that in private, her reputation must be very bad.
I'm afraid there are all kinds of ugly things.
She walked to Lin Xing's table, "Lin Xing, are you going now?" ”
Lin Xing didn't speak, he was still calculating the problem with the paper. Qin Xi closed his mouth and waited silently for a while, until he stretched his waist, moved his elbows, and stood up.
"Cleaned up."
Qin Xi pursed his lips, nodded, and under the gaze of more than forty classmates, carefully cleaned up his books, test papers and pens, sorted them into categories and put them in his schoolbag.
Then he followed behind Lin Xing like a fart, with his schoolbag on his back and Lin Xing's schoolbag in his hand.
It's very difficult, and it's naturally funny in the eyes of others.
So—
As soon as Qin Xi walked out of the classroom door, a few girls began to complain.
"To be honest, this Qin Xi is really patient and determined, Lin Xing looks down on her so much, and she can still chase her so desperately, so shameless."
"Anyway, the psychological quality is really strong, her kind of photo leaked some time ago, these days like a nobody, what should I do, cow!"
"If it were me, I would definitely jump off the building, just this kind of greedy and vain girl......"
"Bang!"
The girls were halfway through their conversation, when the sound of a loud bang was heard from the table not far in front of them.
Several people raised their eyes and found that Li Mubai was looking at them, and his eyes were no longer as kind as before.
The young man's fingertips clutched the book hard, and he turned slightly white.
……
Qin Xi chased Lin Xing very hard, and he was out of breath after a while.
It's just that Lin Xing is not the kind of person who likes to wait for, the soles of his feet were windy all the way, Qin Xi trotted, barely able to keep up.
"Lin Xing, you...... Where do you want to go now? ”
"Go home."
“…… Good. ”
He didn't mention the schoolbag either, it seemed that he wanted to give it to him.
Fortunately, the Lin family is not far from the attached middle school.
Qin Xi followed behind the young man, looking at the familiar road, remembering the only time she had been to the Lin family.
The past experience is revisited in my mind like a movie.
Every time she remembers it, her hatred for Xu Chun always deepens a little.
One day, she will make Xu Chun's rich life a mess and make her poor again.
Thinking like this, Qin Xi's fingertips silently fell into Lin Xing's schoolbag straps.
After walking for a while, the boy suddenly turned to the fork in the road.
Qin Xi pulled out from his memory, and because his brain had not yet turned around in his thoughts just now, he blurted out without thinking,
"Lin Xing, you are wrong, the direction of the Lin family is here."
The boy stopped, first stunned, and then impatiently pointed to the sign not far away.
"Buy water."
Qin Xi let out a "hmm".
She hugged Lin Xing's schoolbag to her chest and stood at the intersection for a few minutes.
After a while, Lin Xing took two bottles of lemonade, one for himself and the other directly on the schoolbag on Qin Xi's chest.
She silently kept her balance, for fear that the water would fall.
Lin Xing unscrewed the cap of the bottle, "Gu Dong Gu Dong" half a bottle down, and rarely took the initiative to speak, "You seem to know the Lin family very well?" ”
Qin Xi's heart was suffocated.
"In August, during the rainstorm, you were holding a box at that time, did you just come out of the Lin family?"