Every day I was so busy that I was dizzy, Mr. Liu came to help as long as he rested, he didn't let me move too heavy goods, he got along very well with the three guys in the store, and the three guys admired him very much.

"Teacher Liu, why don't you join the gang and do it together?" I asked.

"Don't call me Teacher Liu, call me brother, we are public officials, we can't do this on the job, I am a deputy class, I am not busy after work, and I will come over to help you on weekends when I am idle."

With the help of Mr. Liu and Sister Zhang, my business is doing well.

"I think this Teacher Liu is a good person, don't you think about it?"

"Consider what?"

"What a lifelong event!"

"How can a cultured person take a fancy to me? Besides, Zhang Xiaoning has been gone for a few years, what about my two children? ”

"It's not a thing, Mr. Liu knows your situation, I think he really likes you, or how can he be so good to you?"

"Sister Zhang, don't make fun of me, he's my brother."

A lady walked in, dressed fashionably, carrying a bag in her hand, and wearing delicate makeup, which was very beautiful, but I don't know if she was good-looking or good-looking.

"Are you Zhao Lingling?"

"I am. You are? ”

"Don't ask me who I am, let me ask you, do you know that Liu Xuanyang has a girlfriend?"

"I don't know, but if he has a girlfriend, what does it have to do with me?"

"Authentic green tea, what to pretend? Liu Xuanyang ran to you every day, shouting your name when he was drunk, and said that it had nothing to do with you? ”

"How do you curse?" Sister Zhang said.

"What's wrong with me scolding her? Is it honorable to be a third party? Don't let people say that if you look like a person, you won't do personnel. ”

"What do you say, who doesn't do anything, you find out if you don't come here to sprinkle." Sister Zhang said.

"Sappo? The old lady will show you a sprinkle. ”

She picked up the stick that was standing behind the door and smashed it against the egg stored next to the table.

Sister Zhang picked up the phone and wanted to call the police, but I immediately stopped her, "Forget it, if it's really Mr. Liu's girlfriend, it's also my future sister-in-law, isn't it?" ”

The door was full of people watching the excitement, and a few young men working in the store were so angry that they wanted to go up and fight. "Would you like to calm down, can you solve the problem by countering violence with violence?" I said hoarsely.

The eggs flowed from my desk to the door, and I sat down on my own, thinking what to do?

"You bitch, let Liu Xuanyang come to you next time, I will come again."

Walk outside the door. "Let's take a look, there is a third party who robbed someone else's husband, pretending to be innocent" shouted and walked away.

The wholesale market is full of people watching the excitement.

Guy Xiao Li: "Sister Ling: You are too cowardly, let a girl bully us like this, if you don't resist, people in this market will think that you are really a third party." ”

"Those who clear themselves will clean up, and clean up the mess!"

"It's all my fault." Sister Zhang said regretfully.

"How can I blame you, sister? You are upset for me at a critical time, only if you really love someone, you don't want to see her suffer any grievances, don't you? It's okay, this must be another catastrophe in my life that I can't escape. ”

Sister Zhang called Teacher Liu. He came in a hurry.

"Sister: I, I'm sad, I didn't expect this to happen, I'm sorry, but I promise you, I don't have a girlfriend, she's a psychopath, my colleague's sister, she said she likes me, I made it clear to her a long time ago, I'm not the same person with her, she's not the type I like, but who knows that she follows me."

"I don't care if you have a girlfriend or not, I will keep in mind your great kindness to me, and I will try to repay it, but I can't stand it if it goes on like this, so don't come in the future."

He turned around in pain and walked away lonely.

Looking at his departing back, my heart was torn apart.

The people in the market began to whisper.

I went home, tired, sad, and exhausted, and I slept with my head covered for days.

"Lingling, no, our eggs can't be sold." Sister Zhang said anxiously.

I hurriedly got dressed and ran to the wholesale market.

"Recently, there was bird flu, and everyone stopped eating eggs, and eggs couldn't be sold. There was not much sent out today, and the kindergarten and several unit canteens also called to say that eggs would not be eaten for the time being. ”

Looking at the eggs I put in two warehouses, I entered the ice cellar in an instant.

This time, all the blood money was staked.

The busy life was idle all of a sudden, there was nothing to do in the store, I asked the nanny to go home and rest for a few days, and I cooked for Binbin, who was in his second year of junior high school.

After school at noon, Binbin entered his room as soon as he entered the door, and closed the door.

"Binbin, come out to eat, what do you see your mother cooked for you?"

Walked out of the room, didn't speak, ate a few bites of food, and entered his room again, I just wanted to follow up and ask him what was wrong, he directly locked the door.

What's wrong with this kid?

I wonder if he is in a bad mood, go to school in the afternoon, play with his classmates, and maybe come back in the evening.

It was nine o'clock in the evening, and I hadn't seen anyone yet, so I stood downstairs and waited for him, and after a long time, a figure appeared under the light, smoking a cigarette while walking, and when he approached, he saw that he was polite.

"Binbin, why did you start smoking?"

He looked at me coldly, "Can you handle it?" ”

"I'm your mother, why can't I take care of it?"

"Joke, who's my mom? My mom died a long time ago, my dad died, and I was an orphan. ”

I barely stopped, as if someone had stabbed me in the heart, and there was chaos around me. I staggered down the steps, and he didn't look back to go upstairs.

I rested for a while, went upstairs, the meal was not eaten on the table, he locked himself in the room again, I knocked on the door: "You get out, get out of ......"

Yiyi went to a private school, ate and lived in the school, and went home on weekends.

What can I do?

I checked it on the Internet and said that 14-18 years old is the child's adolescence, which is prone to mood swings, irritability, impulsivity, anxiety, irritability, rebellion, low self-esteem and other phenomena, and in severe cases, depression can occur.

What did I do, the two children were thrown to my father-in-law first, and then to the nanny, and I was busy making money, although I let them live a good life, live in a big house, and have a lot of money to spend, but I forgot that I am still a mother, and I have less company for my children, and the role of a mother is irreplaceable for anyone.

I found a polite homeroom teacher.

"Binbin's mother, you came just in time, Binbin's recent academic performance has declined, and he is particularly impulsive, I want to observe two more days to call you, you came just right, children at this stage from the second to the third year of high school, the family should accompany them more, children at this stage are prone to problems, they will have self-awareness enhancement, sexual consciousness changes, etc., we parents should pay attention to observation at home, communicate with children with an equal and respectful attitude, find the contradictions in the children's hearts in time, and we will take corresponding measures together, Promote the development of children's psychological health. ”

Back home, after so many years, I have survived one hurdle after another, but can I survive this hurdle?

I try to keep the house as clean and comfortable as possible, and every day he does whatever he wants, I don't intervene, I just silently watch him.

I checked a lot of information every day, consulted many experts, and consulted a psychiatrist, but all kinds of methods were exhausted, but there was still no improvement.

His most common remark: "Get out, you don't have to worry about it." ”

How can my politeness, how sensible, how kind, and what a manly son I once was, how can this be the case today? I've reached the point where I'm exhausted.

I came to Zhang Xiaoning's grave.

"Brother, I feel like I'm going through, can you help me? I wasn't knocked down by any blows, but we knocked me down this time, I didn't guide and educate him well, I'm sorry for you, what should I do now? ”

I sat down, a flock of birds flew by, the surrounding scenery was still the same, Zhang Xiaoning's smile on the tombstone was still the same, but my tired heart was drenched, dripping blood.

Sitting straight until dark, I got home, cooked and waited for Binbin to come back.

Entered the door, still entered his room, locked the door.

"Binbin, shall we eat first?"

Half a day "don't eat!" ”

My despair had reached an indescribable level, and after countless sleepless nights, I heard that Binbin's homeroom teacher had changed, a male teacher, and had studied psychology. I hurried to ask him, a handsome big boy with clear eyebrows and a movie star, and I described to him how Binbin behaved at home.

"Adolescent children will experience this, because their range of activities is narrow, the study pressure is high, there is no place to release emotions, although you were short of materials at that time, but there are many brothers and sisters, and you play with your brothers and sisters, or run outside to go crazy, all emotions are released, and now there is only one family, and you feel that there is a generation gap in communication with your parents, so you hold everything in your heart, and after a long time, the problem will come out."

"I observe him more at school and find a suitable opportunity to have a good chat with him, this kid is not bad, I have noticed him a long time ago, does he have the habit of writing a diary?"

"Don't know?"

He looked up at me in surprise.

"I was so busy making money that I neglected to accompany and educate my children."

"It's understandable, it's hard for people to have both, one end must not take care of the other, I probably know some of your family's situation, Binbin's problem is not very serious, as long as the intervention is timely, there will be no problem. I'm also an only child, my parents are busy, and I have rebelled in adolescence, so it's good to guide me through this stage. ”

I walked out of the teacher's office gratefully.

The next morning, after Binbin went to school, I went to his room and took a picture of the room with my mobile phone, fearing that he would not be found out if he was in a mess.

I finished reading books, dictionaries, and notebooks, and I didn't get anything, and when I was about to leave, I thought about looking under the quilt and pillow.

As soon as the quilt was lifted, the sheets were full of circles of marks, did this child wet the bed at night? Lift the pillow again, and there is an unlocked notebook underneath.

On a certain day, I was an orphan, a real orphan, and other children had their parents come to the parent-teacher conference, but I didn't.

On a certain day, I have no one to care about, so lonely, people are my stepmother, not my own mother, why should I care about me?

On a certain day, I had a fight with so-and-so today, and he said that I was a child without a father and a mother, and I beat him, but people were right, I was a child without a father and a mother.

On a certain day, I hated her more and more, even my sister, my only relative, was sent to a private school by her, and rarely came back, I hated and hated, hated you.

On a certain day, I am so happy to see her in pain these days, hahaha......

I put his journal back in my trembling hands, oh my! The child's heart is so fragile and sensitive, why don't I know it? It turns out that I have been hurting him.

In the evening, when he entered the door of the room, I stood at the door and said: "Binbin, mom is sorry for you, it's mom who is not good, just knowing how to make money, not taking into account the feelings of you and your sister, mom solemnly apologizes to you, but mom will definitely change it in the future, can you give mom a chance to make corrections?" ”

Still silent.

"I'll discuss something with you, it was my mother who didn't accompany you and my sister before, it's my mother who is wrong, and now my mother wants to make up for it, let's take my sister back and transfer her to the school where you used to go to elementary school, do you think it's okay?"

He opened the door and walked out.

"Can you take a day off and go with me to go through the formalities for my sister and pick her up?"

"Yes."

It was the only gentle thing he said to me during this time.

Yiyi returned, and the two closed the door, chattering endlessly

I feel like I have another reason to live.