Chapter 19: Cry if you want to 5
Lu Jindong asked: "It's so late, why do you still have to put on makeup?" ”
Fu Shijin didn't speak, her emotions were critical to a certain point, and she was afraid that she would lose control as soon as she spoke.
Although she told herself to be strong, because if she is not strong, no one will be strong for her, she also told herself, don't cry, for Xi Yanhe's dog thing, it's not worth crying, but it's one thing to think, it's one thing to know, it's one thing to really do it, but it's not so easy to do.
When the tears are about to come, the control can't be controlled.
If there was no one to comfort her at this time, no one to help her, she stood up and survived.
But if someone came to comfort her at this time, someone came to help her, no matter who this person was, she probably wanted to cry.
Not for anything else, just for this most helpless moment, there is still someone who is willing to give her warmth, so that she can cry freely.
Her tears fell and fell on her coat.
She turned abruptly, covered her nose with her hands, blindfolded her eyes, and desperately controlled herself.
Lu Jindong sighed, and took a few steps forward to take her into his arms.
Her body trembled, and she resisted.
Lu Jindong said in a low voice: "If you want to cry, cry." ”
These four words are like tear gas, and like opening and closing the sluice, which led to all the tears hidden in Fu Shijin's heart at once.
She suddenly began to cry loudly, crying heartbreakingly, crying with great sadness.
Lu Jindong listened to her crying quietly, slowly turned her around, pressed her face in his arms, he patted her back again and again, and his eyes hidden in the darkness of the carriage were as cold as an abyss, and he was fishy.
I don't know how long I cried, Fu Shijin probably finished venting and began to cry one after another.
The crying was not so loud, and the whole person seemed to be much calmer.
Lu Jindong lifted her face and gently rubbed her with a tissue to wipe the tears on her face, the tears around her eyes, the tears around her nose, and the snot.
His movements were gentle and serious, as if she were the rarest treasure in the world, and a little heavier would hurt her.
Fu Shijin looked at the man in front of her in a daze, she had never felt such love.
Grandpa hurt her when she was a child, but after all, she was a grandfather, and it was impossible to do too many things that belonged to men.
Xi Yanhe has always been very good to her, but it is only good, he has never touched her, let alone treated her like this.
Fu Shijin's tears flowed down again, why is this man so good to her.
Fu Shijin stretched out her hand, hugged Lu Jindong's neck, and buried her face in his neck, her crying voice was a little hoarse, and she stammered a little when she spoke, and she also hiccuped, but she still intermittently said what she wanted to say.
"Mr. Lu, why are you so good to me?"
Lu Jindong hooked his lips, lowered his head and kissed her hair, and said in a deep voice: "You are my woman, it is human nature to be good to you, what's so strange." ”
Fu Shijin stepped back slightly and looked into his eyes.
His eyes, deep and dark, seemed like a bottomless pit with no end in sight.
Fu Shijin asked: "Are you so good to every woman you are?" ”
Lu Jindong chuckled, wiped the tears under her eyelids with his fingertips, and said lightly: "So far, you are the only woman." ”
Fu Shijin was stunned, probably didn't expect that Lu Jindong had only touched her.
She had a hot brain for a while, and actually asked: "Then will you be so good to other women in the future?" ”
Lu Jindong looked at her and didn't speak.
The carriage was dark, and his eyes were also in full swing, deep and difficult to understand.
Fu Shijin lowered his eyes, raised his body again, as if tempted, and kissed his lips with caution.
As he was about to put it on, he reached out and pinched her chin.
Her movements were forced to stop.
She didn't dare to open her eyes, for fear of seeing the disgust in his eyes.
She regretted why she was so impulsive.
Just because he gave her the most touching care when she needed it most, did she feel moved for him?
Or is she too traditional in her bones, thinking that he is her first man, so she prefers him from the bottom of her heart?
Fu Shijin didn't know, he just felt that this moment was more embarrassing than Lu Jindong seeing that she couldn't pay the fare during the day.
She stepped back, but her waist was slammed down by the man.
Lu Jindong suppressed his voice and said in a low voice: "You are in a bad mood, I don't want to take advantage of people's danger, if you want, let's go to the hotel." ”