"Right?"

"I don't really like it either."

"Actually, I've been thinking about this question all this time, but I can't figure it out."

"Until a few days ago, I saw the rest of my life, time."

"I'm actually curious, logically speaking, they should be more nostalgic than I am, why they live more interesting lives than me."

"So I made a point of observing them."

"They seem..."

"It seems that I have found something called a goal, or an ideal, or something."

"Heart... It's really the most complicated. ”

"After they left, I kept thinking about it for a year, wanting to find a goal for myself, to work hard and live tenaciously like them."

"But I can't..."

"I seem to have been born with no goals."

When Xiao Nan spoke, he always looked at the sky, his voice was not loud, it was more like talking to himself, and his hands were on the city gate: "From the time I can remember, I found out... Everyone is trying to live, so I don't know how to live with you. ”

"Then, I found out that everyone was very nervous about food and weapons, and I went to earn food and weapons..."

"But I really don't feel happy."

"Perhaps, Sister Time chased me for a day and a night... It's the only time in my life that I've had an emotional upheaval. ”

"Gradually, I'm getting tired of..."

"Everyone wanted to go out of the city, and I chose to go out of the city, and I succeeded easily."

"But when I got out of town, I found out..."

"There are more things that people are looking for."

Speaking of this, Xiao Nan's face was a little distressed, and his brows furrowed slightly: "They want money, they want to cultivate, they want peace, they want happiness, and even... I've seen a guy who just wants an answer..."

"You say, these things are really heavy?"

"I tirelessly chase their pursuits, I really want to be like them, cherish my life, but every time... Every time I'm on the run, I don't feel fear, even if it's me... It's really scary. ”

"Uncle Hei... I'm tired, really tired..."

Xiao Nan chuckled, his temperament at this moment was completely different from before, free and easy, out of the dust.

If Xiao Nan before could always see the shadows of too many people in him, then at this moment, he is him, Sikong Nan.

"Just yesterday, I suddenly figured out that I have my own goals!"

"Sin City is my home!"

"The black market is our industry!"

"I... I want to maintain this inheritance, and I am not afraid of death, no matter what the cost..."

"When I had this idea, it was really... I'm really happy! ”

"I've been... I haven't been happy for a year. ”

"So, Uncle Hei... Do you see what I mean? ”

"In my life, I have always been chasing the footsteps of others in a daze, but at this moment, I just want to be myself."

"Do what I really love."

It seemed that the sunlight was a little dazzling, and at this moment, Xiao Nan lowered his head slightly and looked at Lao Hei in the air.

His eyes were as clear as water.

It feels a little familiar and a little unfamiliar.

Unconsciously, Lao Hei suddenly felt a little bitter in his heart, perhaps, he had never really paid attention to this child over the years, and he had not entered his heart.

After all, what he shows is always so optimistic, cheerful, and refuses to admit defeat.

Who would have thought that he is the most worry-free person on weekdays...

is the one who has the biggest problem in his heart in the city of sin.

"Perhaps, I was wrong..."

"I actually hated you before, because in my eyes, you are a person without emotions."

"Selfish, you can sacrifice everything for the sake of profit."

"But..."

"You just don't know how to use emotions, so you can only keep them to the bottom of your heart and clumsily imitate others."

Lao Hei breathed a sigh of relief, stood up straight, and looked at Xiao Nan solemnly: "Thank you for leaving a way for the black market..."

"Black market..."

"I owe you."

As he spoke, Lao Hei bowed to Xiao Nan seriously, and finally dragged his fat body, turned around and left, never looking back.

"The black market... Do you owe me..."

Xiao Nan whispered softly, as if he was seriously thinking about something, but in the end, he had no result and could only give up his idea.

"I'm now..."

"It's so easy."

"Time..."

"You... Do you feel the same way when you find your purpose? ”

Xiao Nan raised his head again, as if he was asking the sky, and as if he was asking about some ethereal existence, but it was an inquiry that could not be answered.