Chapter 30: It's me who is despicable
Shen Er pushed Ji Zhouye away, his body was shaky, and he was a little unstable, but he stubbornly didn't let Ji Zhouye help him.
"You're Ji Zhouye." His voice trembled.
Shen Er frowned, not knowing if he was uncomfortable after drinking too much, or if he remembered something sad.
Ji Zhouye took a step forward, and he took a step back.
Ji Zhouye had no choice but to stop where he was.
Shen Er: "Am I cheap in your eyes?" Otherwise, why do you say that Jiang Qing's cooperation was exchanged for my body, I didn't, Ji Zhouye, I didn't! I haven't slept with anyone but you. ”
His voice became more and more choked, it was the grievance that Ji Zhouye had stabbed him with his words.
He didn't mention those things, but it didn't mean that he didn't care, sometimes he remembered that his heart was torn apart and he was depressed for too long, and he said it through the wine, "You say I'm empty, and I can't say that I don't have a man." ”
Ji Zhouye's fingertips moved slightly, his eyes were full of distress and remorse, at that time, he was emotionally out of control, and said something that he shouldn't say or can't say, and he regretted it when he calmed down.
He also remembered it for so long, if it wasn't for this drunkenness, he might have buried it in his heart for a longer time, and it was uncomfortable to be alone.
He stepped forward, but this time Shen Er did not retreat.
Ji Zhouye gently hugged him into his arms and coaxed him in a low voice, "Our family Shen Er is not such a person, can I apologize to you?" It's me who loves and can't talk nonsense, it's me who is mean, it's me who is a bastard. ”
Shen Er buried his face in Ji Zhouye's shoulder, his shoulders trembling slightly.
Ji Zhouye: "It's okay if you don't remember tomorrow, when you wake up, I'll apologize to you again." ”
He didn't know what he said, Shen Er listened to it, and just patiently coaxed him.
Shen Er's voice was very muffled, "You don't even want me anymore, why are you apologizing to me?" ”
Ji Zhouye asked softly, "Why do you think I don't want you?" ”
"You don't want to sleep with me in the guest bedroom, and you won't let me pick you up from work......" Shen Er complained aggrievedly.
"I don't sleep with you to make you so sad?" Ji Zhouye's eyes were gentle, "Then don't sleep separately, will I sleep with you?" ”
Shen Er rubbed Ji Zhouye's shoulder, and said angrily, "Just sleep with me tonight." ”
"Okay, I'll sleep with you tonight." Ji Zhouye's voice doted, "Shen Er, it's not that I don't want you to sleep separately from you, it's because I want to be with you too much, I want to chase you again, I want us to have an equal relationship, I don't want you to be a lover, I want you to be my boyfriend, do you understand?" ”
He said so much, Shen Er only heard the words "I'll sleep with you tonight".
Ji Zhouye let go of Shen Er, his eyes fell on his eyes, and there was a tear hanging from the corner of his eye, this time it really made him sad.
He sighed silently, gently kissing away the tears from the corners of his eyes.
Shen Er only felt a warm feeling in the corners of his eyes, and when he opened his eyes, he was already in the car.
There are some relationships that are not absolutely equal, and it is better to do what you want.
Ji Zhouye fastened his seat belt and started the car to go home.
Shen Er was quite honest when he was drunk, he fell asleep after getting in the car, when he got home, and how he got to bed in the bedroom, he didn't know anything.
When he woke up the next day, with an arm around his waist, he didn't know why Ji Zhouye slept with him.
After a hangover, his head hurt a little, and he only remembered that Ji Zhouye picked him up last night, and he had no memory after leaving the bar.
The force in Ji Zhouye's hand tightened, "Wake up." ”
Shen Er: "Why are you in my bed?" ”
There was a thin layer of fabric between the two, and Shen Er could clearly feel Ji Zhouye's body temperature, and his heart couldn't help beating faster.
When he asked this sentence, Ji Zhouye knew about last night, and he didn't remember it at all, "You held me last night and didn't let me go." ”
Shen Er: "......"
He desperately thought, but he still couldn't remember a little bit about last night, "Have I done anything else?" ”
"You hold me and kiss me." Ji Zhouye hooked his lips, "Say you like me, you can't do without me, you have to sleep with me every night." ”
Shen Er: "......"
Is it too late to die now?
"Drunk gibberish, you don't have to take it seriously."
Shen Er got up in a panic and got out of bed to wash his face to calm down, but before his feet touched the ground, he was dragged back by Ji Zhouye, "Shen Er." ”
Ji Zhouye half pressed on him, his expression serious, "I apologize for the bad things I said to you, it's me bastard, despicable who wants to seriously hurt you with those bad words." ”
If it weren't for Shen Er's drunkenness last night, he might not have known that these words hurt him so much, and he only cared about venting his emotions at that time and ignored him.
Shen Er blinked at him, his breath was full of his breath, "Why did you apologize suddenly?" I'm fine. ”
"An apology is as it should be." Ji Zhouye's fingertips swept across the side of his face, "Do you accept my apology?" ”
Shen Er looked at Ji Zhouye and was stunned for a long time, "Hmm." ”
Ji Zhouye: "I'll live with you after that." ”
Shen Er: "......"
He's just drunk, and everything has changed since he woke up.
When he went downstairs for breakfast, the divine power hid when he saw him, as if he had seen a plague god, even if he tempted him with food, it was useless.
Ji Zhouye's smiling expression made him sure that it was definitely not that simple for the divine power to avoid him.
He asked Ji Zhouye, "Did I do anything to it last night?" ”
The fact that he could ask this sentence already showed that he already had a bad premonition in his heart.
Ji Zhouye: "You lie on the carpet and sleep on it as a pillow." ”
Last night, when he was taking a bath, the drunkard was gone, and when he looked out, he saw a man lying on the carpet, his head resting on the dog's belly, and his two hands grasping the dog's front paws, and clutching the dog's hind paws.
The divine power has no love on his face, and he doesn't dare to struggle.
Shen Er: "Anything else?" ”
He didn't want to hear anything more explosive than this, it was a shame to be drunk, and it was even more shameful to be drunk in front of someone he liked.
Shame on the to open the door for shame, shame on the person to get home.
"You snatch it from dog food to eat."
This sentence was like a thunderbolt from the sky, Shen Er almost dug a pit on the spot and got into it, and he asked the last question, "Have I eaten?" ”
"No, I'm in the way." Ji Zhouye's eyes were dyed with a strong smile.
Shen Er threw a grateful look at him, "Thank you for coming to the rescue." ”
"No thanks, yes."
It's embarrassing.
It was so embarrassing that Shen Er's posture was the same as that of an ostrich when he ate, he didn't dare to look up, he didn't dare to look at Ji Zhouye, the things he did were only worthy of his posture to eat.
After breakfast, Shen Er coaxed Shenli for two hours and opened several cans before coaxing it.
Shen Er received a photo from Tang Qinian.
The photo is two people hugging each other at night, it is him and Ji Zhouye.
So what's really going on outside the bar?
Judging from the photo, it is obvious that Ji Zhouye is holding him, why did Ji Zhouye hug him?
The question in his heart could not be answered, and Ji Zhouye didn't say a word about what happened outside the bar last night.