Shen Er went to the manor and stayed in the parking garage for a long time to adjust his mentality, not wanting to bring negative emotions to his home.

He didn't know how long he stayed, and the negative emotions didn't suppress a little until the car window was knocked, and Ji Zhouye looked at him through the window.

Shen Er took a deep breath, opened the car door and went out, "I'm hungry, go eat." ”

He tried his best to make his tone sound steady, but the loneliness in his eyes couldn't deceive Ji Zhouye.

Today, Shen Er didn't let him pick it up, Ji Zhouye knew that he had something hidden in his heart, he didn't want to say it, Ji Zhouye didn't ask much, and gave him time to deal with it.

His wrist was warmly gripped, and Shen Er turned his head, "What's wrong?" ”

Happy that he couldn't pretend to be up, and he didn't want Ji Zhouye to see his embarrassment, so he kept holding on to his broken emotions.

"Not happy?" Ji Zhouye asked.

"I'm not unhappy, I'm too tired from work, and I want to take a break."

Ji Zhouye didn't ask any more questions.

For dinner, Shen Er, in order not to worry Ji Zhouye, symbolically ate two bites, he can usually eat for half an hour, but today it only took ten minutes, "I'm full, I'll go upstairs first." ”

He said hello to Ji Zhouye, and without waiting for Ji Zhouye to say anything, he went upstairs directly.

The divine power followed him, and he only glanced at it lightly, and did not make any moves to touch its head.

Shenli let out a "whine" sound in some disappointment.

Ji Zhouye called Divine Power, "Divine Power, come here." ”

Knowing that Shen Er was in a bad mood, Ji Zhouye didn't want his divine power to disturb him.

After returning to the room, Shen Er entered the bathroom, stood in front of the sink and kept washing his hands with his head down, the broken hair on his forehead swayed slightly with the action of washing his hands, revealing the wound.

Shen Er washed his hands like this for a long time, and the back of his hand was rubbed by him until it was red.

After staying in the bathroom for an hour, Ji Zhouye hadn't returned to the bedroom when Shen Er came out of the bathroom.

He lay on the bed and covered himself under the covers, his body curled up.

When Ji Zhouye pushed the door in, Shen Er heard the movement and exposed his eyes, still facing away from the door.

The position next to him sank into a place, Ji Zhouye reached out and pulled the quilt covering his mouth down, and then used his fingers to pull the broken hair on his forehead, revealing the wound on his forehead.

Shen Er's body stiffened, and he was a little at a loss.

Ji Zhouye said softly: "Hurt yourself again?" ”

"Hmm."

"It's so sad, I won't punish you today." Ji Zhouye's tone was soft, and he looked down at him, and there was obvious distress and tenderness in his eyes.

A small light flashed in Shen Er's eyes, looking directly into his eyes, grievances surging over, and his voice trembled, "Do you think I shouldn't be alive?" Is it that she will be happy when I die, why? She hated me so much that I gave birth to me. ”

"I don't know if she's happy or not, but if you die, you'll kill me." He won't go with him for the sake of his family, but he will be worse off than dead, "I don't allow you to die, and you are not allowed to have such thoughts." ”

"Her child is gone......," Shen Er paused, "I don't want to bring negative emotions home, I'm uncomfortable." ”

Zhou Lifen's eyes seemed to want him to pay for the child she didn't keep, and her look full of hatred lingered in his mind.

"You can bring it home and bring it to me, I've always been there."

Shen Er blocked his eyes with the back of his hand, "I suddenly feel sorry for you, you have done so much for me, I have never done anything for you." ”

"You've done a lot for me, but you don't think you can stay with me, I'm very happy."

He didn't want Ji Zhouye to look at him like this, so he stretched out his hand and pushed him, "Go take a bath and sleep." ”

"Okay." Ji Zhouye followed his wishes and let him relax as much as possible.

Waiting for Ji Zhouye to come out of the bath, he lay down beside him and hugged the person in his arms, "Shen Er, there are some things that have nothing to do with you, don't take the responsibility on yourself." ”

Ji Zhouye knows Shen Er best, and he must feel that the child's loss has something to do with him.

He asked Song Yan to check, the child itself is not so healthy, Zhou Lifen is an elderly pregnant woman, the doctor suggested that Zhou Lifen beat the child, she insisted on keeping the child, the child was lost, there is no other reason.

"I didn't take it on myself."

That being said, he had subconsciously taken it on himself, and even felt that he was the culprit who caused Zhou Lifen to not be able to keep the child.

After his father died, he forced himself to be hard-hearted, but in the end, he couldn't be as hard as Zhou Lifen's heart.

Because of Zhou Lifen's words, he fell into emotional internal friction and began to think that he was born a mistake.

It would be nice if he died before he met Ji Zhouye, but after knowing Ji Zhouye, he didn't want to die.

Ji Zhouye was here tonight, and he stabilized his almost collapsed mood.

It wasn't a good night's sleep, and he was glad that the boy was still by his side and accompanied him through the night.

The sun shines into the house through the cracks in the curtains, it is a new day, the negative emotions should be put away, the work should go on, and the life should go on.

Shen Er turned around and faced Ji Zhouye face to face, tracing his outline with his fingertips, and the fingertips finally landed on the Adam's apple, Ji Zhouye held his wrist and opened his eyes, "Not honest?" ”

"You touched me so many times, what's wrong with me touching you once." Shen Er looked at him provocatively, "If you have the ability, you can go to me, and if you don't have the ability, you can hold back and touch me." ”

He said this on purpose, in order to provoke him.

Shen Er is always like this, no matter how emotionally collapsed he was the night before, and the next day he looked cheap, like a nobody.

Ji Zhouye forcefully took the person into his arms.

Shen Er didn't stabilize his body, his lips knocked on the corners of his lips, Ji Zhouye just woke up, and his voice was a little hoarse, "Dry?" ”

"Brother Ji knew and asked me."

Shen Er's hands became restless, and after successfully igniting Ji Zhouye's lust, he was irresponsible like a scumbag, "I don't have enough time to work, I'm talking at night." ”

After speaking, he got up and ran to the bathroom, afraid that Ji Zhouye would catch up and lock the bathroom door.

He thought that Ji Zhouye would him hard at night, but he didn't think that Ji Zhouye was gentle this night, and he didn't make a single action that hurt him.

Shen Er knew that Ji Zhouye wanted to make him happy.

What he didn't know was that Zhou Lifen treated him badly once, Ji Zhouye would let Zhao Song bear a hundred times, Zhou Lifen was his mother, Ji Zhouye would not touch her, but he could move her lover.

Within a few days, Zhou Lifen was discharged from the hospital, her mental state looked better than before, she found Shen Er and apologized to him, "Xiao Er, my mother was so excited on the day of the hospital, she shouldn't have ...... you so much"

Shen Er knew what she was here for, and returned the few shops that had been closed before to her, "I will return the store to you, and you will also raise your noble hand and let me go?" Don't come to me again. ”

Zhou Lifen agreed.

After being discharged from the hospital, Zhao Song told Zhou Lifen that if the child is gone, he can ask for it again, and the store will come back first.

Zhou Lifen listened.

She really wants to have a child of her own with Zhao Song, she is already old, the more she pushes back, the more unfavorable it is, she is ready to take care of her body first, and it will take a lot of money to have children in the future, and the store must be taken back.

Zhao Song does not have a job, and all his living expenses will need the income of these stores to maintain in the future.