The voice fell, the star lights wrapped around the trees lit up, and Si Xingran pushed the cake cart out, looking at Qin Ye with soft eyes.

Through the long night, the starlight is scorching.

Si Xingran's eyes reflected the cluster of firelight.

As if to set him on fire.

Qin Ye's body froze slightly, how many years had he not had a birthday?

He can't remember the earthquake many years ago, after his father was crushed in the rubble to save him from going to the Internet café with his classmates, he never had a birthday.

The day my father left happened to be his birthday.

His classmates asked him to go to an Internet café to open a black, and he went, no one thought that he would lose his father forever on that day.

When the mother, who had been husband and child at home all her life, found them, she didn't cry or make trouble.

just silently sent his father away, and then got up early and went to work in the supermarket to pull him up, and the next year on his birthday, a girl gave him a birthday cake.

He wanted to refuse, but the girl slipped into his hand and ran away.

He was reluctant to throw it away, and wanted to take the cake back to his mother, who had not eaten these desserts and snacks for a long time since his father left.

He happily put the cake on the table, and when his mother came back and saw the cake on the table, she rushed to him like crazy, grabbed him by the neck, and slammed his head against the wall.

"You still have the face to eat cake, if it weren't for you, your father wouldn't have died."

"Why wasn't it you who died that day, why!"

His mother's voice that day was hoarse, her eyes were scarlet, and her flushed face reminded him of the evil spirits in hell.

He had never seen his mother like that.

From that day on, he found out that his mother was already abnormal, she would yell out the window at night, and would stand by his bedside in the early morning and watch him faintly.

But she also has good times.

When she was good, she would cook meat for him, she would sew clothes for him, and she would call him by his nickname softly, as before.

In the past two years, my mother's spirit has returned to normal after taking medicine, and she has never grabbed him by the neck to let him die, nor has she said that he is a broom star.

Si Xingran picked up the birthday hat on the table from the table and walked to Qin Ye.

"Brother Ye, happy birthday."

Everyone looked at Qin Ye, but Qin Ye didn't react, and his attitude was cold and indifferent.

He took the hat from him.

"Thank you."

Si Xingran felt a little aggrieved in his heart, he took his hand, "Let's go set off fireworks." ”

Qin Ye frowned slightly, but he still suppressed the emotions in his heart, "I told you, I'm not a birthday." ”

Today he stayed in the cemetery for a day, and in the evening Si Xingran called him with great interest and said that he wanted to come to the hot spring villa with his friends, and he saw him so happy that he couldn't bear to refuse and came with him.

I didn't expect him to prepare this one for him.

The atmosphere is somewhat subtle.

Su Qing and Ran Sisi glanced at each other.

This, what's the situation?

Qin Ye suddenly got up, "Let's eat the cake, I'm very sorry that I still have something to go back today." ”

Si Xingran stood in place, a little at a loss.

"Susu, Sisi, you guys play with me and ask him what's wrong."

Su Qing waved his hand, "Go quickly." ”

Si Xingran chased Qin Ye for a long time before he caught him, and he has always been the passive side in this relationship.

But for the sake of love, he is also willing.

Si Xingran chased Qin Ye into the bedroom, he grabbed his arm, "What the hell is wrong with you." ”

Qin Ye turned around, "Si Xingran, let's break up." ”

Si Xingran looked at him, he chased him for so long, he had never said three words together, but he broke up with him today.

"Tell me why."

"We're not suitable."

Si Xingran laughed, "You've slept with me for so long, and you didn't know it was suitable today?" ”

"I'm leaving."

Si Xingran grabbed him, directly pushed him down on the bed, and pressed the whole person up, "Qin Ye, I'm not a duck, I don't want to sleep and shake him off, you'd better make it clear to me, otherwise Lao Tzu will tonight...... Kill you! ”

"What more reason do you need to break up, you go down."

"Play with me, don't you, you want to run after sleeping, right?"

"Si Xingran, aren't you also comfortable? It's not very good for each of us to take what we need, talk about love, it's okay to go to bed, I don't have time to play true love games with you. ”

Si Xing was so angry that he clenched his fist and smashed it directly into Qin Ye's face.

"Don't want to play a game of true love? Okay, then we'll be bed mates, aren't you happy too? ”

Qin Ye spat out the blood foam in his mouth.

"I'm tired of playing man, get up!"

Si Xingran refused to move.

"If you want to break up, you can't break up before you break up...... Cannon? He tore his pants open and leaned down.

Qin Ye dragged him up, "You want it, right?" Here you go! ”

He pulled out his belt and tied his hand and pressed him to the window, "Remember, Si Xingran, don't look for me again tonight." ”

They don't have a future.

There is no ending either.

This kind of love will not be accepted by the world.

He didn't have the courage to take him by the hand and walk into the sun, he didn't have the courage to take him to his mother, he didn't have the courage to face his mother's disappointed eyes.

I was also afraid of stimulating her again.

When he didn't do well in exams, when he didn't do as well as she wanted.

She would always hold him by the neck and say why it wasn't him who died.

Every time she finished pinching, she would cry and apologize, "It's my mother's mistake, my mother shouldn't treat you like this, but you exchanged your father's life for it, you can't let him down." ”

He knew she was going on blind dates for him these days.

Whenever she asked him how the girl was, he wanted to tell her that what he liked was a man.

But every time he met her expectant eyes, he was timid again.

is such a coward, he is not worthy of Si Xingran at all.

After the clouds and rain.

He walked away, not thinking about it.

Si Xingran looked at his back and scolded, "Qin Ye, if you walk out of this door, you will never want to go to Lao Tzu's bed again." ”

Qin Ye didn't look back.

He's as ruthless now as he is in bed.

Always poke him straight in the heart.

The barbecue party broke up unhappily, and Su Qing and Ran Sisi went to see him in Si Xingran's room.

He lit a cigarette and smiled, "Come on, you guys, I'm not unloved anymore, isn't it just a man?" Master, I went out to hook my fingers, and there were many beautiful men.

Go back, I'm fine. ”

Su Qing took out a bottle of wine.

"Cry if you want to, we're not anyone else."

"Yes, we're not others, why are we still acting in front of us."

Su Qing patted Si Xingran on the shoulder, "Even if the whole world doesn't want you, the two of us will always be by your side." ”

Si Xingran's eyes turned red.

"Susu, Sisi, you say...... Am I really abnormal in the eyes of others? Is it really wrong that I like men? ”