Chapter 90: I'm Afraid of Losing You
Fortunately, the firefighters arrived in time, and the two were not in danger of life, but the crowd around them was frightened.
There was a noise below, it was the firefighters and the security team in the aftermath, and the first frost listened, his eyes focused from the void.
The moment she reacted, she saw the glass on the table, picked up the glass and walked to the balcony, looking at the man in the trench coat with a quiet gaze.
As soon as she raised her glass, a large hand was held in her hand, and a warmth surrounded her behind her.
"First frost."
Sheng Ting's low voice sounded in his ears.
Taking the cup in her hand, Sheng Ting hugged the person in his arms, and slowly stroked the back of her head with his palm.
Taking her back to the car, the man didn't rush to drive away, and played soothing soft music to help her unscrew a bottle of water.
Seeing that her hair was slightly messy, I brushed her hair.
Chushuang closed her eyes and rubbed her temples, her face too calm.
Like a dense forest in the sun, the surface is vibrant, but the inside is dark and cold with no end in sight.
There are so many ways to die, and he chooses the one that causes the most trouble. Why waste social resources. ”
The time of a song is not over yet, and she said this sentence very softly on her lips.
Sheng Ting stared at her, his eyes were obscure.
The first frost he knew, gentle and kind, had never said such heavy words.
There was silence in the car for a moment, and the corners of Chushuang's eyes were a little moist, and after a while, he realized what he had just said.
Sheng Ting is still beside her, and her emotions will affect others.
"Sorry......"
The man hugged her over and smoothed her back with his big hand.
The afternoon sun was good, slanting into the car window, it was very warm, and the first frost only felt pale.
Sheng Ting said gently: "Don't hold back, talk to me." ”
Tears in his eyes smeared on the man's chest.
"Ten years ago, my brother was trying to save people who jumped into the water......"
As soon as I opened my mouth, I choked up.
"At that time, it was less than a month since my parents crashed the plane, and there was a dead silence at home, and my brother was kind enough to take me out for a walk, who knew ......"
A man ran to the bridge to commit suicide after failing to start a business, Chu Wei persuaded him to no avail, and he jumped off the bridge when the man jumped down.
The river was 100 meters wide, and it was not easy for a person to swim back to the shore from the center of the river, let alone a strong adult man.
The man was emotional and did not accept the rescue, he hugged Chu Wei and pulled with him, the bridge was too high, and no third person dared to jump down to help.
When the rescue team rowed to the center of the river to rescue the people, it was a step too late, and both of them were not breathing.
Then the sky will fall.
When my grandfather and uncle heard the news, they saw Chu Wei lying wet on the shore, and Chu Shuang's tears turned into tears.
"I don't have a brother anymore, I don't have a brother anymore......"
"I don't have anything left......"
She couldn't hear a word of her family's questions, and only these two words were muttered in her mouth, and she lost three relatives in a month, and the little girl fell seriously ill after she went back.
"Jumping off a building and killing passers-by, jumping into the water and killing rescuers, and deliberately running onto the road to get hit by a car...... Every year, there are countless such news, how many innocent victims have been affected by these people who do not want to live. ”
"Why should someone else pay for his life if he doesn't want to live?"
"And those rescuers, aren't they stupid? Save a person who doesn't want to live, can you save a lifetime if you can save a while? It's really stupid to lose your life for someone like this......"
Emotionally, Chushuang didn't care about the image of the past, and said everything he wanted to say.
Sheng Ting patted her on the back, the pronunciation was obscure, "It's stupid." ”
The first frost eased for a while, and the mood gradually subsided.
"Sheng Ting."
She called out his name, and the words were soft, "Don't you do such a thing in the future?" ”
"Don't put yourself in danger to save those who want to take their own lives."
Looking at Sheng Ting's eyes, she was a little eager, "Promise me." ”
She couldn't afford to lose anyone she cared about anymore, and the mere thought of Sheng Ting's danger made her heart feel like she was going to suffocate.
"I promise you that I won't do anything dangerous."
may have just seen the suicide scene, Chushuang was not at ease, and he still felt uneasy after listening to his promise.
Reaching out to hug the man's broad chest, his voice was slightly astringent, "I just found out that I'm afraid of losing you." ”
"I haven't panicked so much when I suspect that you have an old love, I don't ask for your true feelings, I just want you to be safe."
"Peace is good......
The warmth and humidity on his chest spread to his skin through his shirt, and Sheng Ting's heart felt like he was burned.
It was the first time she had shown such an insecure side in front of him.
The pain that has accumulated over the years does not go away overnight.
Gently stroking the back of her head, Sheng Ting's throat rolled slightly, "Don't be afraid, we will all be safe." ”
"When I was a child, my mother found someone to see my fate for me, saying that I am blessed and long-lived, full of children and grandchildren, you are my wife, and Fulu must be the same as me."
The person in his arms slowed down and raised his eyes, "Really? ”
"Really."
Looking up at his handsome face, Chu Shuang couldn't help but reach out and touch the side of his face, and his heart was soft.
"A house full of children and grandchildren...... Also true? ”
Sheng Ting's cold eyebrows and eyes also warmed under the touch of the sun, and his eyes looked at her as if he was deeply affectionate.
Hearing this, he pulled his lips, "This depends on what Mrs. means." ”
I don't know if he deliberately comforted her, the haze in Chushuang's heart has indeed dispersed a lot.
Just looking at the man's face so closely, she leaned in and pecked him lightly, "Look at your performance." ”
In the end, without waiting for the sister-in-law and them, they sent a message and the two drove away first.
Sheng Ting deliberately took her to relax, and drove slowly through many beautiful places.
Seeing the eaves of the ancient temple flying out of the green mountain from a distance, the first frost moved his lips: "Tomorrow we will go to Daoqing Temple to ask for peace." ”
Nature is good.
When driving home, the setting sun pulled a long oblique shadow on the earth, and the first frost leaned against the window to blow the wind, and his eyes inadvertently swept over the pedestrians on the side of the road, as if he saw a familiar figure.
She looked back out the window, the crowd was bustling, and the woman's face was just blocked, so she couldn't see clearly.
"See what?" Sheng Ting asked.
Chushuang was also a little suspicious, "It's a bit like Sister Chaoyu, it shouldn't be her." ”
There's no way she'll be in Guiyun.
Following.
I was going to pray for blessings, and I had a vegetarian meal for breakfast.
The car can only drive to the foot of Yunli Mountain, and thousands of stone steps have to be stepped on foot to show the sincerity of seeking Buddha.
After parking the car, Sheng Ting took out some simple belongings from the car.
Today, they were going to stay in the wing room of Daoqing Temple for one night and have a fast meal, and it was cold at night, so they brought some clothes.
Yunli Mountain is high, the mountains are verdant, the scenery is beautiful, but the road is not easy to walk.
Fortunately, when you get to the mountainside, the road is a little steeper, and even so, there are many pedestrians on the road.
It's not all about seeking Buddha, the scenery on the top of this mountain is very good, and there are people who like to climb the mountain all year round.
The Yunli Mountain temple group is very old, the building scale is grand, there are several small temples from the halfway up the mountain, all the way up, you can slowly see the ancient temples hidden in the dense forest.
But their goal was the largest temple on the top of the mountain, Daoqing Temple, and they didn't stop at other small temples on the way.