Chapter 169: What Am I?

Staring at the news for a moment, the first frost's eyes darkened, and his finger clicked on his number before he paused.

A few seconds before the screen was about to turn off automatically, a telepathic phone call suddenly popped up.

After watching for a few seconds, she got up and went to a quiet place to pick it up.

"Bubbles."

The man's voice came down the microphone, close to his ear as if he was in front of him.

Chushuang looked into the distance, there was still a little red on the horizon after the sunset, and a few strands of hair on her cheeks were ruffled by the evening breeze, she slowly moved her lips, "Haven't you slept yet?" ”

At this time, it is already late at night in other parts of the country.

"I can't sleep, I just went to the backyard to walk the dog for a while."

It looks like he's home.

"Is the hamster still good?"

Sheng Ting: "Not very well-behaved. ”

"It's been a little restless all day, probably because it hasn't seen you."

There was silence on the other end of the line.

Sheng Ting said, "Do you want to open a video to see it and bubbles?" ”

First Frost: "It's too late today. ”

The man paused slightly, and then spoke again: "Where are you playing today?" ”

"Didn't play, always on the plane."

"Is it time now?"

"Here we are."

"Where are you?"

First Frost: "Korla, tomorrow I will go to the Taklamakan Desert to watch the sunset." ”

She's gone so far.

Sheng Ting looked at the photo of the two in the bedroom frame, she was as bright as the moon in the photo, smiling delicately, but he looked at it and felt like a scene from a long time ago.

Between them, they came to this field, and it was all caused by him.

She had just begun to learn to face life calmly, and she had just shaken off the painful fetters of the past to start anew, and it was he who caused her to panic again.

Everything was lost.

Every time I thought of seeing her dejected appearance on the beach that day, Sheng Ting's heart felt like being cut by a sharp blade.

In the end, it was he who hurt her the most.

"How long are you going to stay?"

"There are friends here, let's see the situation."

There was a voice calling for the first frost on the other end, and she said into the earpiece, "My friend called me, you can go to sleep when it's not early." ”

Hanging up the phone, Sheng Ting stood alone in the garden for a long time.

The stars shone brightly in the sky, and the stars weaved into a large web that could not be seen, and darkness swallowed the world silently.

In the past, when I saw such a good starry sky, I must have sighed at the weather, but now I only feel depressed.

It's been too long since I've had such loneliness, even to the point where I can't bear it, staring into the abyss, Sheng Ting's dark eyes are dark, and my fingertips are unconsciously rubbing.

At the moment when he took out the cigarette case, he paused his knuckles, put the original item back, and clicked on his mobile phone to check the ticket.

……

After finishing work, the director of the crew invited everyone to eat roast whole sheep, but Lin Su didn't eat it, but brought a small plate to Chushuang.

"It's tiring to travel and travel, you eat more meat, if you don't eat enough, I'll add it to you."

Under Lin Suliang's expectant eyes, Chushuang took the first bite while wearing disposable gloves.

"How?"

Chushuang nodded again and again, "It's so fragrant, this is the best roasted whole sheep I've ever tasted." ”

"Haha, it's authentic, right? I was also amazed last time I ate it. ”

Chushuang lifted the meat and put it in front of Lin Su, "Do you want to eat a little?" ”

Lin Suhong's lips were closed tightly, "I don't eat at this point, this is my quality as an actor." ”

The crew's lighting shone some light, and the eyelashes just left a shadow on the eyelids when Chushuang lowered his eyes and ate meat, and the whole person was very quiet and overly vivid.

Lin Su looked at it.

"Does travel make people happy?"

Hearing this, the first frost turned sideways.

Lin Su has the conciseness and wisdom of a science and engineering girl, and her smile is so beautiful, she gently raised her chin and looked at the crowd.

"Did you see the guy who roasted the whole sheep?"

Looking along, Chushuang saw an uncle about fifty or sixty years old, who was roasting the second sheep on the grill.

At first glance, there was nothing special, but when I looked again, I realized that he only had one hand.

"When he was 12 years old, his right hand was wrenched by a sanding machine, and his family had no money to send it to a big hospital for treatment, so he only found a local doctor to treat it with herbal medicine."

Lin Su said slowly: "That kind of condition can be imagined, without anesthesia, his wound was inflamed and painful to the point of high fever, and he finally picked up a life, but the brain tissue was partially damaged, and some speech barriers were not very good." By the age of 14, his family thought he could support himself and kicked him out of the house to fend for himself. ”

Chu Shuang listened, frowning inadvertently.

"Why?"

"It was a difficult time, and there were many people at home, and if there was no labor, adults might think he was a burden."

"But he's only 14 years old, after all, it's his own child."

Lin Su smiled lightly, "Is there less of a frying of flesh and blood?" What's more, he has many sisters in the family, and his parents don't expect him, and people are often maintained by interests, and family members are no exception. ”

Even though there are a lot of such things, the first frost still can't take the perspective of that kind of parent.

She looked at the uncle who was thin on his back, his skin was tanned over the years, but his clothes and hair were clearly taken care of, and he had a feeling that even if life was hard, he couldn't lose his dignity.

"He must have tasted all the hardships of the world over the years." The first frost has a light voice.

"Is he alone?"

Lin Su: "Alone, no one looked down on him in the first half of his life, he finally married a wife at the age of thirty-five, and gave birth to a daughter the next year. ”

The first frost was speechless for a long time.

"And then?"

"His wife couldn't accept the blow, dived, and he was the only one left, and he had nothing left when he reached middle age."

"He's been living hard, but life doesn't seem to let him go."

The sound of the first frost blends into the night.

"What am I?"

There are so many suffering people in the world, what is she?

Sheng Ting received a message from the first frost before going to bed.

He set up an exclusive prompt sound for her, knowing that his heart rate was out of balance for a moment when she took the initiative to send him a message, but the man paused for a while after clicking in.

[I want to walk around alone, you don't have to worry about me, and don't buy a ticket to come with me, give me some personal space and time, okay? 】

After being silent for a long time, Sheng Ting pursed his lips and typed.

[Okay.] 】

She was so perceptive that not long after he booked his ticket, she bluntly said that she would not let him follow.

In a simple sentence, he heard her seriousness and persistence, she really wanted to be alone.

So, she really didn't want to see him now.

There was no light on in the dark bedroom, Sheng Ting lost his mind in the dark for a moment, and as if he remembered something, he suddenly picked up his mobile phone and called An Jingyu.

After learning about the cause and effect, there was silence for a long time.

"Objectively speaking, you're not wrong about this, and she's not wrong about it, but she's hurt because of it."

Sheng Ting's voice was hoarse, "It's wrong for me to hurt her, in the final analysis, it's irrational to rush to save people regardless of her own safety and the feelings of her family." ”