Chapter 380: Starry Sky
Another five minutes or so passed.
Whether in terms of appearance or taste, the level of this roast rabbit has obviously risen to a higher level.
Zhao Gongdao quietly tore off a piece of meat and put it in his mouth, chewed it gently, and finally looked a little silent, not saying a word, but the speed of eating rabbit meat became faster.
The same is true for Taibai.
It's as if a silent war is being waged.
Only Jingwei, who didn't know when he would return, surrounded the bonfire, looked anxious, and kept turning around.
Time passed minute by minute, and in the end there were only bones left on the ground.
Su Yang got up, stretched his waist, walked to the flat ground in the distance, fell into the grass, looked at the stars in the sky, and didn't know what he was thinking.
Jingwei looked curiously in the direction where Su Yang was, with a little curiosity in his eyes, but finally took his gaze back, but kept muttering in his mouth: "I'm so hungry, I want to eat too..."
But in the end, she was still rare, she didn't harass Su Yang, and chose to 'sit' by the bonfire, looking at the constantly burning flames, and fell into a state of trance.
Zhao Gongdao slowly wiped off the oil stains in his hands, and then slowly came to Su Yang and sat down, learning Su Yang's posture, lying in the grass, looking at the starry sky.
"Something?"
Zhao Gongdao said softly.
"Hmm, obviously?"
Su Yang smiled.
Zhao Gongdao pondered for a few seconds: "It's not obvious, but I think I still know you better." ”
"For example?"
Su Yang turned his head and looked at Zhao Gongdao.
Zhao Gongdao looked at Su Yang's eyes: "Although your smile is no different from the past, or even brighter, I feel sadness in it." ”
"Feel the sadness from the smile..."
"He deserves to be the second cultural person in the black street."
"Shhhhh
"I'm going to write this down and look very high."
Su Yang was quite shocked, and said to himself, still looking a little crazy.
And Zhao Gongdao just looked at Su Yang silently, and after a long time, he said softly: "Sometimes, you don't have to carry everything by yourself." ”
"No matter how powerful a person is, there is a desire to talk to him, and there are times when he needs to be protected."
"Maybe that's what your personality is."
"But now, I am your sword..."
Zhao Gongdao's voice paused, and he didn't continue, but just looked at Su Yang sincerely.
Looking at Zhao Gongming's eyes, the smile on Su Yang's face gradually faded.
"Confide..."
"But I'm used to talking to myself."
"But it's really comfortable to be protected."
"At least you can be lazy."
Su Yang retracted his gaze, looked at the night sky again, and whispered softly.
"But sometimes, when the emotions of sadness are suppressed for a long time, it can be devastating."
"It's just a matter of time."
"For example..."
"Even if I just sit next to you now, I can feel that your smile is fake."
"Try to vent, maybe..."
"When you look at the starry sky again, it will become even brighter?"
Zhao Gongdao's expression was very serious, and he spoke slowly.
"My catharsis is different from normal people."
Su Yang shook his head.
Zhao Gongdao chuckled: "Kill?" ”
"But in my opinion, killing people is just a manifestation of the most cowardly and incompetent."
"You're just running away..."
"With one killing, come with another."
"Maybe it will make you numb to the idea that you're doing the right thing in the short term."
"But after all, every drop of blood will be poured back into your heart, constantly accumulating and coagulating!"
"Turn into obsessions to rot your nerves and destroy your will."
"Finally..."
"You're going to be a real madman..."
"Get caught in the circle you drew for yourself and turn it into a cage!"
"No sunshine, no joy or sorrow."
Zhao Gongdao's tone gradually became a little serious.
And Su Yang just looked at the night sky silently.
"Before the night wandering god died, after all, a seed was planted in your heart."
"Who killed the people in the village?"
"Him, or you?"
"What if you're the one who did it?"
"Is everything I've been looking for all these years really valuable?"
"Should we apologize for our sins with death?"
"Suddenly I feel dirty?"
"Sticky blood on your hands, and a fishy smell on your clothes?"
"So, you're scared!"
"You want to escape!"
"Use a smile to pretend to be strong and hide everything that is in your heart?"
"Until one day, I can no longer suppress the guilt in my heart, curl up, like a wild dog, and die in a corner!"
"Rotten, stinking!"
"In the end, even bones can't be buried in the dirt!"
"You think that's cool?"
Zhao Gongdao's mouth became more and more poisonous, and the words of reprimand were clearly audible in the night sky.
Taibai was still sitting by the campfire, motionless, not squinting, as if all this had nothing to do with him.
It was Jingwei who shuddered inexplicably, looked at the positions of Su Yang and Zhao Gongdao, and drifted away silently, posing as if he didn't dare to eavesdrop at all.
"Hmm..."
"I'm really sad."
"But what saddens me is that the Night Wanderer dies too quickly."
"As for Sioux Village..."
"I will die eventually, maybe tomorrow, maybe in the future, the moment I die, all the past will naturally die."
"So I don't really care about that."
"Anyway, I've been trying my best to die, but if I can't die, I can't help it."
Su Yang finally came back to his senses, looked at Zhao Gongdao, and said with a smile.
"Your train of thought is Qingqi."
Zhao Gongdao was thoughtful.
Su Yang's smile became brighter and brighter: "Of course, after all... I'm crazy, and the way a madman thinks differently is of course. ”
"Besides, you shouldn't have come to comfort me."
"You're done shouting..."
"Jingwei has already gone into hiding."
Su Yang didn't look back, but as if he knew everything, he said casually.
Zhao Gongdao nodded lightly and returned to his breezy appearance: "Well, she followed a little too closely." ”
"You suspect she's playing dumb?"
Su Yang said lightly.
Zhao Gongdao looked at Su Yang and slowly showed a smile: "Aren't you the same?" ”
"It's different."
Su Yang shook his head slightly: "I'm not suspicious. ”
"I asked him a few times about the time of the fortune telling, to confirm my headache."
"But on one occasion, the timing was wrong."
"That time my head started hurting the day before, but I endured it for a day."
"And the time she gave me was a day later."