Chapter 521: It's hard to give up
Leng Ming lowered his head and looked at the ground under his feet, but his ears didn't listen to Luo Lan at all.
Seeing that he was absent-minded, Luo Lan tightened his brows and asked in a loud voice:
"Why do you stay at home and drink all day? What happened between you and Xena? ”
"Talk?"
"Talking ......"
Luo Lan saw that Leng Ming continued to be in a daze as if he hadn't heard her speak, and suddenly became angry, so his voice also raised a lot.
Realizing that Luo Lan's tone was wrong, Leng Ming came back to his senses, he raised his head, and squeaked:
"I didn't ...... It's nothing, fourth sister-in-law, you ...... It's easy for you to come to Mingwangfu, and now it's ...... It's already night, and I'll call for you...... Prepare meals for you. ”
"Do you know what time it is?"
Leng Ming glanced out, scratched his head with his hand and said in surprise:
"It's getting dark at night."
He's been day and night?
Looking at his confused appearance, Luo Lan looked at him with a cold face,
"It's morning, are you black and white? Leng Ming, Leng Ming, how do you tell me to say hello? You weren't like this before, how did you become like this now? Look at you, people are not like people, ghosts are not like ghosts, can you live like a person? ”
Luo Lan's insulting voice made Leng Ming stunned for a moment, and he suddenly collapsed on the rocking chair like a mess of mud, and said self-deprecatingly:
"Live a life? How to live? I feel that there is no sunshine in my life anymore, and I feel that I might as well be happy to die if I live like this. ”
Looking at his decadent appearance, thinking of what he had just said, Luo Lan sat on the chair opposite him, eased his impatience, and asked softly:
"Leng Ming, are you in a bad mood because of Xena?"
Leng Ming lay on the rocking chair, closed his eyes tightly, and began to be silent.
"Leng Ming, Xena is five years older than you, she is still a native of Chu, if you want to be with her, it will be difficult, or rather, it will hurt the two of you, have you thought about these problems?"
"I'm not afraid ......"
Leng Ming suddenly closed his eyes and smiled bitterly, and said leisurely:
"I'm not afraid of anything, I don't care if she's older than me, I don't care who she is, I'm afraid that she doesn't like me because she told me personally that she doesn't like me at all."
Speaking of this, he suddenly sat up and looked at Luo Lan with red eyes,
"Fourth sister-in-law, do you know? When I heard her say that she didn't like me at all, I felt like I could hear my heart being torn apart, I felt like my world was darkened, my sky was falling, and the meaning of my life was lost in an instant......"
"Leng Ming ......"
Listening to his self-defeating words, Luo Lan's face turned white and blue.
She looked at Leng Ming with a frown, and said in a deep voice:
"You are a man, you are the Ming prince of Daning Kingdom, how can you be emotional? To be a man, you always have to secretly swallow some grievances, and you have to do not mention the old things from now on, wipe away your tears and move forward, how can you be so decadent? ”
"No, I don't want to be such a righteous person, no matter what my identity is, I just want to be an ordinary person, I don't want to be like my father, I married hundreds of women, but no one is really opposite to him, I just want to find someone to live this life in peace and stability, and I only love her alone in my life, but as soon as I found this person, she didn't want me anymore, Fourth sister-in-law, what do you say I should do? Without Xena, I feel like I can't live anymore, my heart is empty, my heart doesn't seem to be in my body anymore, I feel ...... I feel like I don't know where the reason for life is......"
His words made Luo Lan stunned.
This feeling was exactly what she felt when she learned that Leng Yu had been killed in the ice and snow of Chu State.
Don't? The relationship between Leng Ming and Xena has really reached the point where she is inseparable before she knows it?
Thinking of this, she gasped, it seems that she thought things too simply, and she also thought about the relationship between them too simply.
Looking at the depressed Leng Ming in front of her, she didn't know how to comfort him.
She knows better than anyone else that emotional matters are not something that can be comforted by a few casual words from others, and she thinks it makes sense to tie the bell to the bell.
It seemed that it was useless for her to stay here longer, so she got up, looked at Leng Ming, and said softly:
"I'm very touched that you can have this heart for Xena, but I don't want you to spoil yourself with this, live well, maybe, there will be a time when the peaks and turns around."
With these words, she turned and walked towards the door.
Leng Ming looked at her back, thinking about the words she had left for herself, and suddenly smiled bitterly, "Peak loop? Hehehe......"
He continued to lie down in his rocking chair, picked up the flask, and began to pour it into his mouth.
Luo Lan, who came out of King Ming's Mansion, felt sad in his heart, and sitting in the carriage, Ah Cai asked curiously:
"Princess, what's wrong with Prince Ming? He wasn't like that before. ”
Luo Lan sighed, not knowing how to answer.
Ah Hong said cautiously:
"Is it because of the second miss? The day before yesterday, I saw him crying when he came out of the back garden, I greeted him and he ignored me, and later, I saw the second lady also come out of the back garden with red eyes. ”
Ah Cai blinked there, puzzled and asked,
"Because of the second miss? Could it be that the second lady bullied him again? But when the second lady bullied him before, he wasn't sad like this? ”
Ah Hong glared at her and muttered angrily,
"Elm head."
Luo Lan sighed silently and said slowly:
"You say, women are older than men, and they are together, will anyone stop them?"
Her question made Ah Cai and Ah Hong look at each other, and Ah Cai suddenly realized as if she had thought of something:
"Oh...... I know, is it possible that the prince likes the second lady? ”
Ah Hong glanced at her again and whispered blame:
"You're smart, who told you to say it?"
"It's nothing to say, there are no outsiders here, I'm just thinking, they want to be together, it's difficult, I originally thought that they just had that kind of ignorant relationship between them, and it was easy to give up, but I didn't expect that the relationship between them would be so deep, not only Xena hid in the room and cried all day long, Leng Ming also stayed at home all day and gave up on himself, I really don't know what I should do."
"Then let them be together, what's five years older? The second lady is as good-looking as the princess, and Prince Ming, who is ten years older, does not suffer. ”
Seeing that Ah Cai's mouth was fast, Ah Hong pulled the corner of her clothes and signaled her not to talk nonsense.
Luo Lan sighed indifferently,
"The age difference is nothing, as long as they don't mind, of course I won't have an opinion, I'm just worried that Xina's identity will cause the emperor's dissatisfaction, and then someone will use the topic to play, not only will they not be able to be together, but it will also affect my father and my mother and the entire Yuwang Mansion."
Ah Cai pursed her lips and muttered:
"The emperor is dying, and he still has the heart to care about this?"
"Don't talk nonsense."
Ah Hong scolded Ah Cai again, "Be careful to be heard, cut your tongue." ”
Acai nu nose, pouted:
"What I'm saying is the truth, besides, although the second lady is from Chu, she was not from Chu when she was born, she was forced to go to Chu, and she can't be blamed."