Chapter 695: The years are merciless

"Faith!"

"You madman, you can't be surprised if you do anything."

"Even if you say that you are going to carry a knife now, come to the gate of Lingxiao Hall to find me, and fight a decisive battle in advance, I will believe it."

"So you see, I didn't keep this doppelganger specifically to sit next to you and be responsible for calming your emotions."

Haotian said with a smile, his voice was very gentle.

Su Yang looked at him with a strange expression, and only after a moment did he ask the question in his heart: "I don't understand a little..."

"Do you and Rulai have any special habits?"

"Why do you get a doppelganger for yourself, or the identity is clean and can stand up to inspection, it is obviously commonly used."

Hearing Su Yang's inquiry, the smile on Haotian's face unconsciously disappeared a lot.

"Because..."

"Be lonely..."

"Have you ever experienced that loneliness?"

"Sitting in the cold hall, everyone looks at you with only awe in their eyes, and when they turn their backs to you, they have ghosts in their hearts and there are many factions."

"As if your role is just a tool in their power struggle..."

"In the endless years, you have no friends, no relatives, occasionally in a bad mood, when you want to say a word, look around, but don't know who to talk to."

"At first, I was able to adapt, I felt that this was in line with the identity of the Emperor of Heaven, high up, if you want to do it, you have to be a lonely person!"

"But after all, I still can't resist the erosion of time..."

Speaking of this, a self-deprecating smile appeared on Haotian's face, and he continued: "There is an attendant who has served me for more than five hundred years, and I think we are quite familiar with each other, so I made a few jokes with him, and as a result..."

"He was so frightened that he knelt in front of me, kept kowtowing, and asked me to spare him, but he didn't hear anything."

"Do you know how I felt?"

"Raising a dog for five hundred years is emotional, not to mention that this attendant is smart, clever, and sensible..."

"My heart hurts..."

"Just a knife, a knife, stabbed him to death with his own hands, and the body was dragged out and fed to the dogs."

"From that moment, I also understood a truth, Haotian can't have friends, everyone... Nor can you become Haotian's friend. ”

Haotian's expression gradually returned to flatness, as if he was not narrating his own life.

He propped his hands on the ground, raised his head, and looked at the heavens.

A heavenly court of its own.

"Later, I thought of a way, they didn't dare to contact Haotian, but they could make friends with Jia Ming..."

"So there is one more Jia Ming in the shadows..."

"But because of this, I saw the bloated inside the Heavenly Court, unbearable..."

"It's like a mess of mud, it's disgusting."

When he said this, Haotian's eyes were almost undisguised disgust.

"So, you are still a good person who cares about the people in the world?"

"Then why am I going to kill you?"

Su Yang couldn't help but ask.

Haotian smiled and shook his head: "I haven't been hypocritical enough to put gold on my face, Heavenly Court is just a machine in my eyes, and all living beings are my nourishment." ”

"But now, the machine has its own ideas, and is still coveting my nourishment, so I can only change to an obedient machine."

"As for the nourishment..."

"Stubble after stubble, harvest after harvest."

"Look at them now, united, strong, not afraid of power, dare to resist!"

"But give me a hundred years..."

"Their juniors will kneel in front of me honestly again..."

"So all this you are doing, in my eyes, is nothing more than a joke."

"I've never claimed to be a good person, but I don't consider myself a bad person either, if I had to..."

"I'm supposed to be a..."

"Lonely, boring, thrill-seeking egoist."

Haotian pondered for a long time and gave himself a general positioning.

"I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of loneliness..."

"So you see..."

"In order to be happy, I created this situation with my own hands!"

"When the world is messy, there will be countless fun, watching them fight for survival and justice, or fight for their own future and future."

"I'm stirring up the storm behind the scenes, spending a thousand years to play the next game of chess, and even a chess player like Rulai to play against me!"

"This is the life I seek!"

Haotian smiled wantonly, this smile was a little sickly, and the madness inadvertently revealed in his words was not inferior to Su Yang at all, or even better.

Su Yang thought thoughtfully: "But in this game, you are also in the game, and there is a possibility of death." ”

"Then die..."

"The skills are not as good as people, of course damn it."

"I've never been afraid of death, and I don't mind living, life and death are already a very boring thing for me."

"Kill you and Rulai with my own hands, and I will go to find the next chess player who can play against me."

"But if death is at your hand..."

"It's actually very exciting."

"The game itself is all about paying a price and chips."

Haotian shook his head with a smile, not caring about what Su Yang said.

Perhaps, as he himself said...

After standing at the top of the Three Realms for a long time, no matter how beautiful the scenery is, you will get tired of seeing it.

"But the chips you pay for your game are more than just your own life..."

"In the years of more than a thousand years..."

"Underworld..."

"Heavenly Court..."

"Lingshan..."

"Including that monkey, and all living beings, too many people's lives have become tools in your game."

Su Yang pondered for a few seconds and slowly spoke.

Haotian was a little surprised: "So what? ”

"So..."

Su Yang was stunned.

Haotian smiled and asked, "Will you be sad for their deaths?" Do you think I'm a tyrant? Or did you ever hate me for them for a moment? ”

"I..."

"Nope."

After being silent for a long time, Su Yang finally shook his head.

Haotian smiled even more: "So, we are all the way, you have no heart, so there is no need to imitate others and pursue the so-called morality, the only difference between us is our position." ”

"Whether it's you or me, the only thing you need to do is to play the game in front of you."

"That's what we love best."

"As for human life..."

"Who cares?"

"You? I? Or is it as it is? ”

"Oh, no..."

"Zhao Gongdao cares."

Speaking of this, Haotian shook his head with a smile, with a slight sarcasm in his tone.

"I don't understand and I can't empathize, but at least I don't feel like I'm qualified to laugh at these people who have a sense of justice."

Su Yang suddenly raised his head, looked at Haotian seriously, and said very seriously.

Haotian was stunned.

After a long time, he shrugged his shoulders: "You're right, I'm really not qualified to mock these 'fools'. ”