During this period of time, the entertainment continued, every day lived a drunken life of life and dreams, red wine and green, three twilight and four paper fans, and the weight increased by 20 pounds, only to find that the pants in the closet were put on and the crotch became tight, and I happily thought that the second development, who knew that the amount was measured after rubbing the road, well, it seems to be a little shorter, and suddenly the mood to go to the grave is there.

The first time I drank can be traced back to my freshman year, when the five majestic and high-spirited men in the dormitory directly thirty-seven bottles of two pot heads in order to enhance their friendship with each other, and then screamed and used a trolley to push the fattest dormitory chief back to the dormitory, which became a lifetime of memories for us, of course, the dormitory leader's frustration is a lifetime of shame.

Three years of college, countless lovelorns, only drinking can relieve the depression in my heart, to sleep all night, can only silently open the computer D disk from countless folders to find the girl who let me climb the Elysian realm and forget the past and present life, and then drunk myself fiercely, silently read in my heart that I must find a flower-like little family Jasper as a daughter-in-law, and after the most lull between reality and illusion, I was half-asleep and half-awake, and fell asleep, and when I was in the next day, I would look at the girls' dormitory opposite and smirk. The past is like smoke, I still remember the stack full of beer crates and wine bottles piled up everywhere under the bed, if a relationship can be forgotten with four beer crates, it is almost to catch up with the Simmons mattress comfort cardboard box, how can I be embarrassed?

Maybe it's because I'm too picky, I always like the feeling of stepping on dozens of boats to ride the wind and waves, but the skills are limited, every time I take a small boat and sail to the sea of love to find the ethereal fairy mountain for the end of life, and then because of another skin and jump into the sea, the so-called love love, but that's it.

I once asked a psychology tutor at the university why I want to drink because of my broken love?

The tutor looked at me and smiled, "Love is away from you, the intermittent pain is everywhere, and if you want to numb yourself, the most effective way is to get yourself drunk and give others a chance." ”

Indeed, using alcohol to forget a relationship, using alcohol to find a new relationship, using alcohol to end a relationship, using alcohol to celebrate a relationship, as long as it is a relationship, in the dictionary of men, there is absolutely alcohol.

Just because of us, we can't let ourselves forget the heart-wrenching love.

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Now that I am working, most of the drinks are for entertainment, occasionally drinking red wine at home to pretend to be tasteful, and I don't spend a little money every month to buy a few bottles of wine to show off at home, and I feel that I am not a successful man. Actually, I didn't succeed at all, I wish I could bring mineral water to my house every day, at least then I would be able to live a little more freely.

March 27, 2014 essay, commemoration of this week drank four days of the rhythm of stomach bleeding.