After Shen Wu's attempt to kill the dog, he obviously felt that everyone in his family was avoiding him.

Except for the eldest brother, others are not even willing to talk to themselves.

Shen Wu was indeed a little puzzled at first, but he didn't care about it for too long, they were just inconsequential people, and their attitudes had nothing to do with him.

Just like the eldest brother said, he has to start learning to live alone, and he can live well alone.

First of all, you just need to find something that interests you.

In order to find such a thing, Shen Wu came to the study at home, ready to find inspiration from the book and see if he was interested.

But when he arrived at the study, he found that there was already a person here, it was his fourth brother, Shen Jize.

Shen Wu didn't know much about this fourth brother, and he didn't want to know about it, so he ignored Shen Jize, who had his eyes on him, and looked for interest in the study through the names of the books without a trace.

But after reading it around, all the books are similar, bland and boring, just like his current life.

When Shen Wu was about to leave, his eyes suddenly saw "Human Anatomy" at the top of the bookshelf.

Speaking of which, he only understands the structure of dogs, but not people.

If you know what people are made of, won't it be easier for him to understand what is happening to him?

Shen Wu wanted to write like this, and reached for the book on the top floor.

It's a pity that his height is still far from the top, and even if he steps on a stool, he can't get the book.

Just when Shen Wu decided to give up, a very faint voice suddenly came from the side, faintly hesitating, "Which book do you want to take, I can help." ”

Inexplicably, Shen Wu heard everything Shen Jize said, and then nodded.

Shen Jize continued to whisper, "Then you come down first, and I'll step on the stool to help you get it." ”

Shen Jize was a little taller than Shen Wu, not too tall, but it was enough to take down the book, after getting the book, Shen Jize became serious, he stretched out his foot and tentatively moved down, carefully getting off the stool, until his foot touched the ground, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.

Shen Wu felt that his fourth brother was very strange, and his attitude towards him was different from others, but he didn't know what was different.

When he took the book from Shen Jize's hand, Shen Wu felt that his nails seemed to have accidentally scratched something, and at the same time, Shen Jize, who was just fine in front of him, suddenly burst into tears.

Shen Wu didn't understand.

But he thought that this fourth brother should not like him like everyone else to cry, and he had to leave quickly.

Thinking like this, Shen Wu had just raised his feet and was about to leave, when he heard a choked voice behind him, "Yes, I'm sorry." ”

Shen Wu's feet paused.

According to his understanding, the three words sorry should not come up in this situation.

According to his usual experience, Shen Jize should have yelled at him not to come over at this time, or yelled at you to go, so that it was reasonable.

So Shen Wu stopped, and he asked Shen Jize, "Why are you saying sorry to me?" ”

Shen Jize's tears kept falling down like beads of broken thread, but he still choked up and replied to Shen Wu's words intermittently, "I suddenly cried and scared you, but...... I'm sorry, I can't control it either. ”

And, it really hurts.

Shen Wu was stunned, holding the book and standing in place for a while before saying, "I'm not scared. ”

After saying this, only Shen Jize's cry remained in the entire study.

Shen Wu stayed quietly aside, not knowing what he was thinking, until he saw that the blood beads oozing from Shen Jize's fingers began to gather into a whole drop of blood and fell to the ground, smashing on the floor, making a faint but clear echo, he came back to his senses, endured awkwardness and asked the aunt at home for a first aid kit, and returned to the study.

Shen Jize is still crying.

Shen Wu thought that he had wanted to cry before, but he was quickly suppressed by him, so he came to Shen Jize next to him and taught him his experience, "You can ask yourself what there is to cry about, and then you will find that there is nothing to cry about." ”

Shen Wu's inexplicable words successfully made Shen Jize stop crying for 2 seconds, and then the tears couldn't help but continue to drip again.

Shen Wu was silent for a moment, and found that not everyone could stop crying in this way, so he could only close his mouth and silently start to help Shen Jize stop the bleeding.

The wound on Shen Jize's hand was actually very small, but it was an external injury caused by the nail cutting the flesh just now, under normal circumstances, even if it didn't matter.

Shen Wu didn't know why, from the moment he saw the inconspicuous opening just now gradually flowing blood that could drip out, he felt that he couldn't leave it alone.

But all he could do was take a band-aid with medicine and stick it on Shen Jize's wound.

"Thank you."

Shen Wu stayed by the side for a while, and waited until Shen Jize completely stopped crying before leaving.

In the following week, Shen Wu finished reading the book Human Anatomy, and when he went to the study, he met the fourth brother again.

This time, he was still crying.

Shen Wu walked over without squinting, put the book in his hand in a random place, and then began to look for the next thing that might be of interest.

He didn't expect Shen Jize to talk to him.

"Are you hiding here, too?"

"No, I just came looking for books."

After that, Shen Wu didn't hear Shen Jize speak again, until he found another book and was about to leave, he heard Shen Jize sigh and say to himself, "I want to be like you." ”

Like me? Why?

Shen Wu felt that his life was not worth looking forward to.

"Why?" Shen Wu wanted to know the answer, the reason why Shen Jize was looking forward to it.

"I think you're very strong, even if you're sad and painful, you won't show it, but I can't, I'll always cry, I can't stand it, so everyone doesn't want to get close to me."

Shen Jize didn't seem to need to answer, he just said to himself, "If I can control myself, won't I be hated." ”

Only then did Shen Wu understand that it was not that he was not interested in anything, but that he did not dare.

He listened to his eldest brother and became strong and wanted to live alone, so he restrained himself and restrained everything.

"I'm sorry, didn't I bother you, you don't have to worry about me......"

"Fourth brother."

Shen Wu interrupted Shen Jize's apology, and suddenly said to him, "I saw that the book said that everyone has something they are good at and what they are not good at, and if you are not good at restraining yourself, you don't have to force it." ”

Shen Wu originally meant well, but I don't know if his tone and expression were too cold and hard, but it made Shen Jize feel that he was sarcastic, so he couldn't hold back and cried again.

Shen Wu looked at Shen Jize who was shedding tears, and didn't know what to do, so he could only stand aside and watch, and didn't leave until Shen Jize stopped crying.