Chapter 106: I'm Weak! (Confidence)
Shen Shuangchen carried Shen Shuangyi and walked silently, and suddenly he heard a voice in his ear, it was Shen Shuangyi's voice without any confusion, "Did you come back this time to see me for the last time?" ”
Shen Shuangchen didn't answer, but talked about something else, "You're still so weak." ”
Shen Shuangyi's mouth is completely unforgiving on weekdays, but he can't say anything to his twin brother, even if he is sarcastically weak, he just readily accepts it.
He's not what he used to be.
When Shen Shuangyi was a child, he was said to be weak: (fried hair) (roaring) (meaningless threatening) You are weak! I'm not weak at all!
Now Shen Shuangyi is said to be weak: That's right, I'm weak. (Confidence)
"Anyway, I've been weak since I was a child, haven't you gotten used to it?"
Shen Shuangchen stopped talking, and even walked faster, obviously, he was not interested in the current topic, he just wanted to quickly complete the task given by the eldest brother and then move on to the next item.
Shen Shuangyi didn't seem to want to wait for Shen Shuangchen's answer, and after a while, seeing that he didn't speak, he continued by himself, "You still listen to your eldest brother so much, but do you treat your eldest brother as a family member?" ”
Shen Shuangchen: ......
"You're still running away."
Shen Shuangchen: ......
"Hey, Shen Shuangchen, although I have always been weaker than you, I am the one who helped you get the protection of the eldest brother, so I can also bear your second brother."
Shen Shuangchen: ......
The road to Shen Shuangyi's room was obviously not long, but Shen Shuangyi's constant chatter made Shen Shuangchen have the illusion that he seemed to have walked for three hundred years.
finally threw Shen Shuangyi on the bed, and covered him with the quilt as the eldest brother said, Shen Shuangchen turned around and left.
Shen Shuangyi grabbed his hand reluctantly, "I like this sister a lot, don't scare her later." ”
Shen Shuangchen's face was expressionless, but he was surprised that the second brother who had said to himself that he hated the world to death would say such a thing.
Coupled with the fifth child who was obviously very dangerous just now but put away his claws, and the fourth child who looked a lot stronger, Shen Shuangchen found that his misjudgment this morning did not seem to be an accident.
After he left, there were some variables in this family, and there is no doubt that the name of the variable is Shen Yue.
Although Shen Shuangchen quickly realized this matter, he didn't want to do anything about it, he just needed to complete the task given by his eldest brother.
Don't think about anything else, just complete the task.
"Got it, second brother."
……
Shen Yue memorized the question in the room.
To be honest, she couldn't believe that she was studying now.
If it was two years ago, for Shen Yue, he wouldn't even think about it, and he would have been done with sleep.
They're going to jail anyway.
So now, why has she changed?
Shen Yue had been thinking about this question for the past few days, and then, she remembered a sentence.
"A person is very weak, and if you close yourself off, then a small ant will also make you afraid. But when you go out and meet people you want to protect, people you want to work for, even the gods can't stop you. ”
I don't know who said this, but Shen Yue subconsciously believed in it.
She has now even come to the conclusion that the meaning of her efforts is that as long as she scrapes together enough money, she can live well in prison, so according to this sentence, it is inferred that there should be people in prison that she wants to protect.
Shen Yue actually began to think about why he never thought that he could work hard to have a future without going to prison, maybe not because he couldn't change it, but because he couldn't change it.
When she first had her memories, there were only a few important fragments that pieced together what seemed like a miserable life.
Fake daughter, abandoned, alone, prison, indefinite.
She was scared.
From that day on, she could dream of her eldest sister almost every day, and whatever the eldest sister said, she learned to do it according to the gourd painting.
And then...... She met people from the special class, and her dreams gradually became less.
After getting along with the fourth and fifth brothers, I haven't dreamed about prison for a long, long time.
When the second brother comes back occasionally, he even makes her feel that everything in the past is false, and only the present where she is true is true.
After she had such thoughts, the dream appeared again.
Everything that was clear about the prison made Shen Yue overthrow himself in an instant.
Everything is true.
At the age of 12, she is weak and incompetent, and she will only escape in the face of such unthinkable things, but now, after another two years, 14-year-old Shen Yue chose to make a lot of money when she encountered the same problem.
There are thousands of mistakes, only money earned will not be wrong.
And when Shen Yue no longer chose to escape, she easily discovered the law of dreaming, and the so-called memory is actually related to her mental state.
When she was scared, she dreamed of the eldest sister.
When she was fluttering, she dreamed of the cruel conditions of the prison.
It was like reminding her of something.
But really, nothing matters.
Shen Yue didn't care why she had these memories, and she didn't want to do anything to make them change, she just wanted to be herself.
Even if everything in the dream is true, but the special class, Zou Xuerong and Jiang Shiwen, these people must be different.
That's right, all in all, it's the current situation, and it's useless to guess it on your own.
It's come to this, let's go to bed first, anyway, wait until she wakes up and then memorize the question, others don't know, hehe.
Shen Yue had just laid down and there was a sudden knock on the door, although it only rang three times, but it was tapping with even force, and even the sound of the interval was the same, there was no doubt that it was Shen Shuangchen outside the door.