Si Chengyou is crying.

It took Shen Yue a full 10 seconds to accept this fact.

What kind of person is Si Chengyou.

If someone asked Shen Yue this question before tonight, she would definitely say that Si Chengyou was a dangerous person, he was too perfect, he could do anything, and he couldn't find the slightest flaw.

But now, she's not sure.

She suspected that the scene in front of her now might be Si Chengyou's calculation, or Si Chengyou deliberately wanted her to see it, but when her eyes fell on the red mark on Si Chengyou's arm that she had just scratched, she couldn't be sure.

Si Chengyou's body seems to be too squeamish.

Last time, his hands were cold too.

Shen Yue looked at the corner of Si Chengyou's eyes, and finally didn't say anything, just turned his head and went to the utility room to find the medicine box he accidentally saw before.

When Shen Yue turned out this medicine box that time, he found that the frequency of use of the things in it seemed to be a bit high, I thought it was Si Chengyou for someone else, but now judging from the wound on his hand, it is clear that Si Chengyou is using it himself.

When Shen Yue returned to Si Chengyou's bedroom with the medicine box, the wine bottle in his hand was already half empty, and there was a new wound on the arm of his left hand, and the red color of blood was particularly piercing on his skin, slowly dripping down his arm.

Shen Yue approached him silently, grabbed his hand forcefully and began to apply medicine and bandage.

Si Chengyou didn't speak, but after Shen Yue let go of his hand after bandaging, he rudely dismantled the gauze, tearing the wound even more, and letting the blood flow again, as if he was demonstrating with Shen Yue.

Shen Yue looked at Si Chengyou, who seemed to be a completely changed person in front of him, re-restrained his movements, bandaged him, and threatened, "If you dare to dismantle it again, I will throw away your lacquer bracelet." ”

Si Chengyou's right hand, which was about to move, stopped after Shen Yue said this.

He lay back, as if he had given up completely, and sighed, "I won't dismantle it, are you satisfied, can you go?" ”

Shen Yue heard that there was still crying between Si Chengyou's words, she wanted to do something, but she didn't know what to do.

She can calculate, she can manipulate, and she is good at peeling back other people's disguises and seeing through that person's heart.

But when a heart appeared naked in front of her, she would be at a loss.

The current Si Chengyou is like this, there is no tough disguise, only a broken inside.

Shen Yue opened his mouth, hesitated for a while, and still asked, "Did you deliberately let me see it?" ”

Si Chengyou was lying on the bay window, not looking at Shen Yue, not knowing what he was thinking.

It was a long time before he whispered, "Deliberately...... Shen Yue, you underestimate yourself too much. ”

"How could I have calculated the current you, I have already gambled everything I have just by getting close to you."

Si Chengyou's words were a little strange, which made Shen Yue frown unconsciously, "You can also not approach me." ”

"No, you're my last hope."

Si Chengyou seemed to be drunk, and said a lot of information that Shen Yue couldn't ask no matter how he talked on weekdays.

But Shen Yue couldn't be sure of the authenticity of the information, so he didn't reply easily.

After a while, it seemed that he didn't hear Shen Yue's reply, Si Chengyou thought that Shen Yue had left, and finally sat up.

Unexpectedly, as soon as he stood up, he met Shen Yue's gaze.

There was nothing in those eyes, but it seemed like there was everything.

Just like what Si Chengyou judged when he saw Shen Yue at the beginning, Shen Yue can be molded into any appearance.

Si Chengyou retracted his gaze and asked, "Why don't you leave?" ”

Shen Yue was already sitting on the sofa in Si Chengyou's bedroom, and said as a matter of course, "You said, you want to spend Chinese New Year's Eve with important people." ”

Si Chengyou smiled mockingly, "Am I an important person?" ”

Shen Yue asked rhetorically, "You have taught me a lot. No matter what your purpose is, I still appreciate you, and you said it, and you should be courteous. ”

Si Chengyou didn't expect that one day the exchange of gifts would be used in such a place, so he lowered his head and smiled.

is different from the restrained and perfect smile on weekdays, and now Si Chengyou's smile is contaminated with a chilling anger.

He walked to the table, opened another bottle of wine, and asked Shen Yue, "If you don't leave, will you drink?" ”

Shen Yue shook his head, "Don't drink it." ”

Si Chengyou didn't force it anymore, sat down on the edge of the bed again with the wine bottle, and began to pour wine.

Shen Yue didn't speak.

Si Chengyou didn't speak.

There was only the strong smell of wine, blood, suppressed cries, and the sound of swallowing wine in the throat.

"Si Chengyou, what do you want to do?"

Si Chengyou had already finished drinking another bottle of wine, staring out the window blankly, hearing this, he turned his head to look at Shen Yue, his eyes flashed with a light that he had never seen before, "I want to ...... Be a hero. ”

"Heroes?"

"Yes, hero, I want to be a hero. But...... Not everyone can be a hero, a person like me, just to get this far, I've done everything, no matter how many times I come again, how many times, I'll only be like this, I can't be a hero, I'm too weak......"

"You're not weak." Shen Yue stepped forward and took the wine bottle from Si Chengyou's hand, "Don't drink it." ”

Si Chengyou let Shen Yue take away the wine bottle in his hand, he didn't struggle, just looked at Shen Yue, with a strong persistence in his eyes, "You are different, you are different from me, you are a natural hero." ”

Shen Yue didn't know what Si Chengyou was crazy about, she never felt that she was a hero, but she didn't refute it, she just took Si Chengyou's hand and took him to the bedside, "Well, you go to sleep." ”

Si Chengyou held Shen Yue's hand with his backhand, but Shen Yue, who was weak but light, could break free casually.

He asked, "What about you?" ”

Shen Yue glanced at the dumplings he had brought over and hesitated for a long time.

"I'm here with you."