Chapter 220: Big Brother, Tie, Rub
Shen Yue remembered everything, she also remembered the plan, and even more remembered what role she should play in this plan.
When she was in the ward, she had just woken up, and the subconscious in her memory still had the upper hand, and she was in a state of leaning towards reason, so that when she knew that she had been calculated by herself, she only had such ordinary feelings in her heart.
But now, she and Shen Wu are taking the elevator down together, and the weightlessness and her reflection reflected in the elevator door in front of her are telling her the truth of where she is and who she is.
She is Shen Yue, who is just 15 years old this year, and she is a junior high school student who is about to take the junior high school entrance examination.
She originally had only one goal, to eat and sleep and get admitted to the high school closest to home, but now she was told that she was going to save the world?
Isn't that ridiculous?
Intellectually, she would rather believe that Sailor Moon can run out of the screen and save the world than she is a junior high school student, but her sensibility and her heart are telling her that everything is true.
Otherwise, why would she be so distressed when she remembered the figure of those people?
The pain of her memories mixed with the pain she was feeling now, making it impossible for her to tell which one was the real her.
Just like just now, when she first brought Shen Wu out, she just didn't want him to continue to be uncomfortable there, but in the end, she unconsciously let Shen Wu enter the calculation.......
If everything is calculated, then are all the emotions she has felt so far fake?
At this moment, instead of getting along with Shen Hui according to the plan, Shen Yue was faced with a problem that needed to be solved more first.
Who is she at the moment, and what are her feelings?
"Shen Yue, what's wrong with you?" Shen Wu saw Shen Yue looking at the open elevator door and there was no movement, and he awkwardly opened his mouth to care.
Shen Yue was pulled back to his senses by this sound, subconsciously hid his eyes, and said softly, "It's okay, let's go find the eldest brother." ”
Shen Yue knew what kind of situation she was in now, and after accepting a lot of memories, she was no longer the carefree Shen Yue who couldn't understand herself.
On the contrary, she knows herself too well now, so she will know that the only person who can pull herself now is Shen Yichen.
To find the big brother.
Shen Yichen and Shen Hui were guarding the door of the ICU at this time, and the two of them were sitting on the stool, chatting with each other.
After the first day of conflict, the relationship between the two men now seems to have eased somewhat.
"The doctor said that the emergency measures were handled in a timely manner, did you do it?"
Shen Hui's expression was very flamboyant, and his face was undisguised arrogance, "It's me." Big brother, how are you going to thank me, how about driving out the other dove that occupies the magpie's nest? ”
Faced with Shen Yue's malice in Shen Hui's words, Shen Yichen seemed to be used to it, and he directly refused, "Impossible, you will all be children of the Shen family in the future, and I will protect you." I know the hardships you have had there, but Shen Yue used to ...... too."
"Don't talk about this, I didn't come back to be miserable with this fake thing, I want the laboratory, are you ready?"
Shen Yichen rubbed his eyebrows, this new sister gave him a headache that was almost catching up with Shen Wu at the beginning.
But when he thought of the life of this true sister described in a few words so far, Shen Yichen felt that Shen Huineng was already very good at this character.
He sighed and said to Shen Hui, "Get along well with Shen Yue, I will prepare your laboratory." ”
Shen Hui agreed quickly this time, "Don't worry, the laboratory has given it to me, and I will never disturb your love for each other." ”
As soon as the words fell, the figures of Shen Yue and Shen Wu came from not far away, and Shen Hui closed his eyes directly, pretending not to see.
Shen Yichen thought about it, and didn't pay attention to Shen Hui anymore, but walked directly to Shen Yue.
Shen Hui half-squinted at the back of Shen Yichen leaving, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a mocking smile.
At the end of the day, not all people are like that.
It doesn't matter, anyway, she went back to the Shen family just to use the Shen family's resources to continue the next research, if the Shen family knew that they were spending money to die, the expression would be very exciting.
Shen Yichen walked to Shen Yue's side, with undisguised worry on his face, different from Shen Shuangyi's concern for the reprimand, the first thing Shen Yichen paid attention to was Shen Yue's uneasiness.
But this uneasiness is strange, like uneasiness, like something else.
Shen Yichen couldn't see it, he only knew that the current Shen Yue was definitely not normal.
Especially when he saw Shen Yue holding Shen Wu's hand, he was even more sure of this.
Shen Yue must have been under extreme mental pressure to make such an outrageous move as relying on Shen Wu.
I don't know why, obviously Shen Yichen didn't say anything, but Shen Wu still felt inexplicably that someone was slandering him, so he glanced at Shen Yichen.
Shen Yichen had a weak heart, but he pretended to be calm.
Just when he was about to pretend that he couldn't go any longer, he heard Shen Yue say to him, "Big brother, I found out that I am a very terrible person. ”
Shen Yichen immediately sniffed an unusual taste from Shen Yue's words, he looked at Shen Yue and said softly, "Why do you say that?" If it's because of Shen Hui's matter, it's not your fault, you don't have to have any burden. ”
Shen Yue didn't answer this question, but continued to ask, "Big brother, if the original intention of a relationship is to start with use and calculation, is this kind of relationship real?" ”
Shen Yichen was stunned by Shen Yue's question, with his understanding of Shen Yue, it was absolutely impossible for Shen Yue to ask such an in-depth question, so there was only one answer left.
Shen Yue really began to doubt himself because of Shen Hui's appearance!
In fact, Shen Yichen also thought about this kind of thing when he was 10 years old when he experienced adolescence, and he was relatively experienced, so in the face of Shen Yue's "youthful" question, he knew very well how to answer.
Don't ask why Shen Yue's adolescence is 15 years old, his adolescence is 10 years old, it is the prerogative of the eldest brother to ask.
"Shen Yue, your question is at the tip of the horns, how should the so-called relationship be defined from the beginning of use? Strictly speaking, the beginning of all feelings is not pure, and all feelings are sought to fill the lack in my heart, just like me, taking care of my younger siblings, taking care of you, can make me feel the meaning of existence, this is the reason why I pay to you. I'm using you to fill myself.
But even so, can you say that my dedication to you is fake? Can you say that the care and love you feel is fake? Can you say that the time we spent together was fake?
Shen Yue, although I don't know what you're thinking, don't pursue the truth too much, you are Shen Yue, you just need to be Shen Yue, just like before. ”
"Leave the rest to my brother, don't you have five brothers?"
Shen Wu was rare to be insightful, and helped on the side, "You called me Fifth Brother today, and you would ask such a stupid question." ”
Shen Yue opened her mouth, instinctively letting her know that what to say at this time could best control the two people in front of her, but the vision that was gradually blurred by tears also engulfed her instinct that had been carved into her bone marrow at the same time.
At this moment, just like Shen Yichen said, she is just Shen Yue.
Just like before.
So, Shen Yue wiped a bunch of tears and big snot on Shen Yichen's expensive suit.
"Big brother, tie, wipe your nose ......"
"Shen, Yue."
"Woo woo woo ......"
"Just this once...... Here you go. ”