Chapter 223: Self

[Xiao Yue, from the moment I escaped from that place, I was destined to die. 】

[Are you willing to die with me?] Haha, I'm so happy, then come to me after you have admired my masterpiece. 】

I allow you to regret it. It's just Shen Yue, if one day you regret it and go back to the past, don't come to me, let alone try to change me, otherwise I will definitely kill you without hesitation in the past, remember. 】

[Did you know that a different choice can bring about a completely different ending. If you are not like me, if I no longer feel sorry for you, then the me in your memory is no longer the me in reality. 】

[Don't understand? It doesn't matter if you don't understand, you just need to know that memory is not the soul, and that's enough. 】

[Never confuse memory with reality.] 】

Shen Yue didn't know why, and suddenly remembered what Shen Hui had said to her in her memory.

In fact, Shen Yue has been thinking about her since she woke up this time, who is she?

Is it the Shen Yue who knows everything in his memory, or the Shen Yue who finally realized what family affection is.

Is it Shen Yue, who has no communication with his brother, or Shen Yue, who has established a connection with his brother.

Is it Shen Yue who has relied on calculations to get to where he is now, or has handed over Shen Yue, who is sincere and has gained sincerity.

She was confused.

She had two memories in her head, and sometimes she couldn't even tell which one was reality.

At the same time, these two memories are separated.

She remembered everything in prison, but it was like watching a movie, although she knew the development of the incident and the cause and effect, she didn't feel it, for her, it was like something else went through.

Shen Yue understood why Si Chengyou didn't change anything when he first transmitted his memories back to the past.

Because memory transmission is not soul transmission, the first problem that people have to face is the self.

Is it to stick to the self in reality, or is it willing to accept the memory and become another "me".

Shen Yue was willing at first, perhaps because her energy was strong enough when she died, and the moment she woke up, she even completely abandoned herself in this life, and only merged with the "me" in her memory.

However, Shen Yichen pulled her out.

The eldest brother said that everything they experienced in getting along was not fake.

Yes, she knew that her former brothers treated her badly...... No, it shouldn't be said to be bad, after all, he is desperate enough, how can he save another person who is also desperate.

So Shen Yue actually didn't blame them.

Si Chengyou often said for a while that the culture of the Xia Kingdom pays attention to Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism, Confucianism talks about the pursuit of happiness, and the Buddha talks about what causes and what effects, and Taoism pursues the balance of yin and yang, Taoism is natural, follows the rules, and pays attention to the laws.

Everything can be done, everything can be done.

The brothers in my memory are strangers to me, so the fourth and fifth brothers died in prison in the end, and they didn't feel the slightest feeling, and they wouldn't help.

But in all fairness, if it was her current self and her current fourth brother and fifth brother, would she save it.

The answer, of course, is yes.

The ending has actually changed, so don't be too attached to the previous ending, but look to the future.

……

When Shen Hui walked to the door of Shen Yue's room, what he saw was a light hidden in the darkness.

It was dark all around, only Shen Yue's room was still lit and the door was open, as if he was waiting for someone.

Shen Hui looked at Shen Yue who was standing by the window, and suddenly spoke, "You know I'm going to come to you?" ”

After the Shen brothers had dinner together, the eldest brother was guarding in the hospital, while the others returned home, and it was early in the morning, and everyone was asleep.

Shen Yue looked over, it was early in the morning, and the surroundings were very quiet, and because of this, Shen Hui's voice was extremely clear.

Shen Yue said softly, "Close the door, don't make noise to others." ”

Shen Hui paused, hesitated for a moment and closed the door.

Shen Yue had already taken out a stool for Shen Hui and motioned for her to sit there.

It's very strange, obviously Shen Yue's movements are not abnormal, but at this time, Shen Hui inexplicably wants to do what Shen Yue wants, she feels that Shen Yue feels very comfortable for her.

Whether it's expressions, movements, or smells, it's very comfortable.

Shen Hui sat on the stool, finally understood something, she looked at Shen Yue, and spoke, "This is how you control the five brothers of the Shen family?" ”

Shen Yue shook his head, "It's not control, it's just conforming to people's hearts." ”

Shen Hui was noncommittal, leaned back, and began to take the initiative, "My parents don't seem to be very good to you...... No, they are not good for all their children. But even so, it's miserable for me to drive you away as soon as I come back, you're like an unwelcome bedbug in this house now, and if I were you, you wouldn't have this face and stay here. ”

"Can you take me in, then?" Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's provocation, and with a change of voice, he snatched control back into his hands.

Shen Hui was stunned by Shen Yue's question, she provoked Shen Yue like that just now, isn't this person angry?

"I just called you an unwelcome bedbug."

Shen Yue nodded, "I heard it, it's not good for you to be so mean, as your sister, I will help you correct this bad habit in the future." ”

It was the first time Shen Hui had met someone like Shen Yue, and she felt that Shen Yue was the same kind as her, but not completely of the same kind.

"Aren't you curious about your parents?" Shen Hui realized that he seemed to be being led by Shen Yue, and threw out another topic to interrupt Shen Yue's rhythm.

She kept observing Shen Yue's expression, trying to see something from it, but she failed.

Shen Yue was as calm as if she didn't care about her parents at all.

Shen Hui saw Shen Yue looking at him with gentle watery eyes, and said softly, "As long as I look at you, I don't need to ask to know that you are not having a good time over there." ”

Hearing this, Shen Hui suddenly became quiet.

Shen Yue didn't speak again.

A thread was wrapped between the two, and they didn't say anything, but they seemed to have said everything.

I don't know how long it took before Shen Hui said, "Do you know that you were abandoned by your biological parents?" ”

Shen Yue nodded, "I know, I peeked at my eldest brother's information." ”

In fact, Shen Yue saw it in his memory, the truth about the true and false daughters.

"From the current point of view, I am an existence abandoned by both sides, and you are an existence chosen by both sides. However, who can be sure that the chosen ones will be happier. ”

Shen Hui listened to Shen Yue's words, and inexplicably, a little grievance appeared in her heart, but it was only for a moment that she came to her senses.

Shen Yue is a person, and his ability to let people off guard without a trace should not be underestimated.

She looked at Shen Yue and looked again.

"You are very different from the first time I met you." Shen Hui's eyes suddenly became dangerous, "The first time we met, I could guess what you wanted, but now, I can't see through you." ”

Shen Yue saw the danger in Shen Hui's eyes, and the sentence [I will kill you] suddenly sounded in her head, but inexplicably, she didn't feel scared at this time, and even subconsciously knew what she should do.

Shen Yue ignored Shen Hui's words and got up from the bed, came to Shen Hui, stretched out and rubbed her head, "That's why I'm my sister." ”