Chapter 77 Man Desires to Live by Love, Desires to Die by Love
This is the first time that Chu Yi has been treated like this since he ascended the throne.
Meng Tang was also the first person who dared to hit him.
Chu Yi was silent.
Meng Tang's voice became sharper and sharper: "Your Majesty used to be very proud when you watched your concubines drink the tonic with a happy face?" ”
"Look at the concubines who were deceived by you, see the concubines show happy expressions because of the tonic you rewarded, and watch the concubines touch their lower abdomen and look forward to the arrival of the imperial heir, are you very happy?"
"You are the Ninety-Five! He is the lord of the world! There is a reason for what you do, the concubine is a little woman, even if you don't use this method to deceive the concubine, as long as you tell the concubine that you don't want the concubine's children, the concubine will know what to do, why not? Chu Yi, why is this so! ”
Chu Yi slowly let go of her, and he said, "Tang'er, I couldn't bear it when I saw you drink the tonic in the past, but I have to take care of the overall situation in the end." ”
Meng Tang laughed softly, and she said, "It's a good one to take care of the overall situation." ”
She closed her eyes, her haggard face was stained with wet tears, and she said: "Your Majesty, if the concubine had given everything and only got these false feelings, I knew that today, the concubine would have died that day, and she would not have entered the palace." ”
"Seven years ago, my father told the emperor that he had taken a fancy to me and wanted to make me the queen, the concubine was happy in her heart, and no one looked down on the concubine, the concubine only wanted the best man in the world, and the concubine entered the palace with full joy and became your person, and your neglect never made the concubine flinch."
"The concubine always thinks, you are the emperor, there are too many things you have to take into account, the concubine should understand you, the deep palace for seven years, how many grievances and trials the concubine has suffered, the concubine can't bear it, I don't want to trouble you, the whole heart is on you, what you want, the concubine will give you."
"The concubine always thinks that even if the emperor's heart is as deep as the sea, one day he will be moved by the concubine and treat the concubine sincerely, the concubine thought that the time had come, His Majesty had promised the concubine a lifetime, the concubine believed, the concubine thought, if the husband is like this, what more can the husband ask for?"
She slowly took two steps back, her face full of disappointment, and said a word to Chu Yi: "People live because of love, and die because of love, and the same is true for concubines, Your Majesty, it's getting dark, you should go back." ”
The sky outside is bright and the sun is scorching.
Where is it dark?
It was Meng Tang's heart that was dull, so it was dark.
"Tang'er." Chu Yi slowly closed his eyes, he clenched his fists, and said, "I failed Tang'er." ”
The woman who used to hold a sincere heart now has a haggard face, as if she will go with the wind at any time.
In the past, Meng Tang was gentle and virtuous, smiling and smiling, she always followed him when he said and did anything.
Chu Yi finally realized what he had lost.
Meng Tang can give him his sincerity without reservation, or he can take it back without reservation.
Chu Yi stretched out his hand and wanted to touch her.
Meng Tang said: "From the very beginning, the concubines should know that the emperor's favor is the most ethereal, Your Majesty, it is you who taught the concubines the meaning of this sentence." ”
How much love there was in the past, how happy he was when he took the tonics, how desperate and cold Meng Tang felt in his heart at this moment.
"In the past seven years since entering the palace, the concubines have been cautious, and now the concubines are finally free, the concubines don't want to be like that anymore, to be a gentle and generous, knowledgeable and reasonable queen, who thinks about His Majesty everywhere, is really tired and tired."
"The concubine is physically and mentally exhausted."
Her resistance to him was written on her face.
The hand that wanted to touch her slowly retracted, his heart seemed to have been stirred with a knife, Chu Yi said, "Tang'er, you have a good rest." ”
Meng Tang looked at the favorability value that had risen by four points, and saluted her softly: "The concubine sends your majesty." ”
It's up four points, it's 68, and it's one step closer to going home.
Don't look at the rise of only four points, this wave of goodwill has not been brushed up, she has not forgiven Chu Yi for a day, Chu Yi has been thinking about her for a day and thinking about her and heartache for her.
Chu Yi stepped out of the house and subconsciously looked at the sky, the scorching sun.
It was clearly a scorching summer day, but Chu Yi was cold.
He turned his head and looked at Meng Tang.
The room was dark, the windows were closed, and the dazzling and hot sunlight of summer could not shine in, Meng Tang stood quietly in the dark room, looking at him from afar.
She stood barefoot in the middle of the room, so pale and weak, her face was visibly wet, and the autumn eyes that had been smiling in the past were now extremely dark.
Chu Yi froze suddenly.
He felt he couldn't just leave.
When he leaves, maybe from now on, he will really lose her completely, the woman who once came to him with a sincere heart.
Chu Yi turned around, hurriedly walked into the house, and then hugged her delicate body into his arms.
Her body is so cold, her slender waist is not in her hands, and she is so thin that she is about to lose her appearance.
Chu Yi warmed her with his warm and hot embrace.
He said: "Tang'er, I have committed many wrong things in the past, I don't ask Tang'er for forgiveness, I just ask Tang'er to take good care of herself, don't fall ill because of this, from today I will let the Tai Doctor of Tai Hospital come to Kunning Palace to take a turn, Tang'er, I beg you, don't abuse your body because of me." ”
Meng Tang narrowed his eyes, there was no sadness or joy on his face, and said: "Your Majesty, don't worry, the concubine's crippled body can't die for a while." ”
How can Chu Yi rest assured?
He let go of her and said, "Tang'er, you have to remember that Meng Yan and Meng Yun are now officials in the court, even if it is for them, you have to take care of yourself." ”
Chu Yi really had no choice but to move out of the Meng family, hoping that Meng Tang would be able to recuperate well for the sake of his father and brother.
"The concubine knows, Your Majesty, that day, in the Inspiration Temple, after the concubine was in a coma after being hit by an arrow, what you said to the concubine, the concubine actually heard it, and you said that if the concubine died, let everyone be buried with her."
Chu Yi's body shook violently.
Meng Tang smiled slightly, she smiled so sadly, "The concubine will drag this sick body to survive, it doesn't matter if the concubine is dead, how can she affect her father and brother?" ”
"Tang'er, what I said that day was all bastard, don't take it seriously!"
Meng Tang said: "How can I not be serious? Your Majesty's golden mouth and jade words, to say one thing, the life and death of everyone in this world are in the hands of Your Majesty, what is the Meng family? It's just a dog that has lost its momentum and needs to rely on His Majesty's alms to survive. ”
"I promise you! I promise you! I won't threaten you with this anymore, Tang'er, at this moment I just want you to be able to ...... well" Chu Yi looked pained.
The pain is right, which means that her sixty-eight favor is not in vain.
Meng Tang said the most hurtful words in the calmest tone, "Your Majesty, do you think the concubine will still believe it?" The concubines have already seen the moodiness of the Son of Heaven. ”
Chu Yi looked at her like this.
She really wouldn't trust him anymore.
Her sincerity was hurt by him.