"Actually, it's nothing, you know. I went to the art troupe, and because I could play the piano, I was successfully admitted. Then every day is to go to work, get off work and lose weight. ”

Ye Ning said very easily, now that he thinks back on the hard work in the past, it has become a good memory.

"And before that?"

Gu Feng's question made Ye Ning stunned for a moment.

"Before you said you went to the art troupe?"

That's not when she first became "Ye Ning".

"Huh. Did you do it on purpose? ”

At that time, didn't she just count on Gu Feng to live.

Gu Feng didn't go home, she couldn't even eat.

Then she went to the army to make trouble, Gu Feng was afraid of her, and if people didn't come back, he would trouble others to bring food back from the army.

Sending food home from the army to feed his daughter-in-law and children is probably unique in the entire military region.

"I wonder how you made up your mind to change?" Gu Feng asked very seriously.

Ye Ning looked at him blankly, "I really want to know?" ”

"Hmm."

Naturally, she can't tell the truth, otherwise she will be treated as a monster in the next second, and she will be taken away and sent to study.

But she didn't really want to lie to Gu Feng.

"I was too much in the old one and did a lot of more excessive things. There's only one thing in that world, and that's you. I want to be favored by you, I want to be able to do whatever I want because of who you are, and then I get the retribution I deserve. Ye Ning thought of the ridiculous things in his memory, and he still felt too ashamed until now.

"Then all of a sudden, one day I was alone in an empty room, surrounded by a mess of garbage, and no one wanted to say a word to me, and I was like a rat crossing the street for everyone to avoid. At that time, I realized that if I continued like this, the rest of my life would be completely over. ”

Ye Ning's expression became much more serious in the end.

At that time, her situation was really embarrassing, and she even sold her hair in order to be able to feed and wear.

If it weren't for the fact that she didn't want to live on someone else anymore, she wouldn't have gone to the Red Sea.

But even the most difficult days have come.

"I'm sorry." Gu Feng's voice was very deep, and there was a certain chaotic emotion floating under his lowered eyes.

Ye Ning shrugged his shoulders indifferently, "I don't blame you for what happened at that time." ”

He just reacted the way any normal person would have been.

"You must have suffered a lot to lose weight, right?"

Gu Feng forcibly suppressed the remorse and pity in his heart, and admired her perseverance in the end.

When it comes to weight loss, Ye Ning opened the conversation, "I have to go out for a run every morning, and I have to use it for exercise whenever I have a little time, and I must not sit if I can stand, and the sweat that has flowed is better than the bath water I have taken." And the hardest thing is to keep my mouth shut, in fact, I am still a person who likes to eat, and I haven't even touched meat in the year I decided to lose weight. ”

Beauty comes at a price, and it's the same for everyone.

Gu Feng looked at her relaxed appearance now, and his hands were clenched into fists.

In that case, she could have resented his indifference and ruthlessness, but she didn't. When his father was seriously ill and needed money to save his life, she sent the money back without hesitation.

At that time, she should have been singing in the Red Sea, otherwise how could she come up with such a large sum of money at once.

Maybe that's why she chose to go to the Red Sea.

If he had cared more about her at that time and insisted on asking about the origin of the money, she might have told him the truth, and there would have been no such thing as being threatened by Mu Wenhao now.

Thinking of this, Gu Feng really wanted to slap himself directly.

"Thank you."

In their marriage, he still owes her.

His apology just now had already surprised Ye Ning, and the current "thank you" made Ye Ning feel even more inexplicable.

"Thanks for what?"

Aren't they talking about her weight loss?

Gu Feng showed a bitter smile, "Thank you for everything." ”

Ye Ning raised his eyebrows, still not too understanding.

However, she sensed that Gu Feng's mood seemed to be something wrong.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I'm fine. Xiao Ning, I finally understand why you rejected me. ”

Gu Feng was not truly relieved until this moment, he really didn't deserve her love.

In this marriage, he did not do what a husband should do.

And in the relationship he wants, he is not the one who really gives.

Now he understood it all, but it seemed too late.

Ye Ning's breath stagnated, although she didn't know what he understood, it was definitely not what she thought in her heart.

"Gu Feng, you're also very good."

It's just that she is a coward and is not psychologically prepared to become a real military wife.

She's selfish and just wants the way she is.

Have a stable marriage and can help each other, but not lose yourself because of a man.

Gu Feng didn't know how to describe his mood at this moment, and reached out to touch Ye Ning's head.

"What a silly girl."

The really good person is her.

Ye Ning didn't resist Gu Feng's active contact, and she didn't know if it was her illusion, she always felt that Gu Feng looked a little ...... now Sadness?

Sadness?

How could a man like Gu Feng have such emotions.

She must have been mistaken.

"Big brother, will you buy a flower for your beautiful sister?"

The little girl carrying the flower basket came to the two of them and looked at Gu Feng expectantly with cautious eyes.

The flowers in the basket were colorful and varied, apparently picked by the girl herself from the ground.

Ye Ning looked at the girl's patched clothes, and her little face that was a little dirty and full of anxiety, even if Gu Feng didn't plan to buy it, she still wanted to buy it.

But in the next second, Gu Feng picked it up from the flower basket very seriously.

Ye Ning originally thought that Gu Feng would either only pick one, or he would buy the whole basket. But what she didn't expect was that Gu Feng was in the mood to form a small bouquet of selected flowers.

Ye Ning looked at the bouquet composed of various wildflowers and was still a little beautiful, and couldn't help but sigh that an iron-blooded man like Gu Feng would also have such a good aesthetic for flowers.

The girl's flower basket was half empty all of a sudden, and she took Gu Feng's money and smiled and bent her eyes.

When the girl left, Gu Feng handed the arranged bouquet to Ye Ning.

"For you."

Ye Ning was obviously stunned.

Although she knew that Gu Feng bought these flowers to help the little girl, but now that he was sending flowers so solemnly, it made her feel that he wanted to buy them for her.

"Thank you."

After coming back to his senses, he took the bouquet of flowers, and even thought about putting the first bouquet of flowers of spring in a vase and placing it somewhere in the house.

"It's funny, this is the first time you've given me something since we got married."

Ye Ning liked to fiddle with the bouquet and teased casually.

Now they are more and more like husband and wife.