30.

The two thoughts of saving me and wanting to die kept tugging.

At night, Zhou Ran would cry while banging his head against the wall, again and again.

During the day, she will cooperate with the treatment and take medicine well.

31.

Zhou Ran threw away the knife in his hand.

The blade left only a shallow, shallow wound on her arm, oozing a little blood.

Only a little blood oozed out, and she began to be afraid.

What if she had just moved a little heavily?

As she watched in horror at the knife thrown out and the wound on her arm, the door opened.

At the door are equally terrified parents.

Zhou Ran was sent to a sanatorium.

The two children are at home and are cared for by an aunt.

32.

The aunt often went to the hospital to talk to Zhou Ran about the child's situation.

She often sat in the sun and watched the sky outside in a daze until her condition stabilized a little and she left the hospital.

Xu Xuze didn't know her at all.

Lou Ruan still knows each other, and will stand in the corner carefully, calling out to his mother in a small voice.

33.

In order to avoid the revenge of the He family, Xu Junyan went abroad and did not contact Zhou Ran again.

Zhou Ran didn't bother to inquire about him anymore.

34.

Xu Junyan returned, and he also met Lou Ruan once at a café near their house.

It was the aunt at home who saw it.

It's time to get out of school.

Zhou Ran was about to go out when he saw Lou Ruan coming back with a schoolbag.

She wore a white autumn school uniform with red trim, her hair tied back at the back of her head, and she looked clean.

She walked in and looked up at them a little dazedly.

Zhou Ran pulled her over and looked her up and down, "What did he tell you?" ”

"Don't see him again!"

35.

Zhou Ran contacted Xu Junyan first.

On the other end of the phone, Xu Junyan said with a smile, "I knew you would contact me first, Ran Ran." ”

Zhou Ran wanted to vomit.

She hears this person's voice now, and she can't help but want to vomit when she hears this person's name.

She listened to Xu Junyan's voice and felt that the world was spinning.

"What do you want?"

She asked.

The person on the other end of the phone smiled happily, "Ranran, what are you talking about, what can I want, I just want to meet my children." ”

36.

The people of the He family still held on to Xu Junyan.

After leaving the Xu family's company, Xu Junyan could only rely on the stocks, funds and other money in his hand to survive.

He is quite investment-minded, and he has a lot more money in hand in the past few years.

Xu Junyan said very nicely on the other end of the phone, saying that he was careless in making friends, that he already knew that he was wrong, that he had only played that game with them once, and that he really fell in love with her in the process.

He said he really wanted to have a home and would love to come back and take care of them.

Zhou Ran didn't believe a word.

37.

Xu Junyan returned home.

Zhou Ran looked at him and Xu Xuze standing together, their faces faintly similar.

The blood seemed to be flowing backwards.

The smile on Xu Junyan's face was particularly dazzling.

Just as Lou Ruan came home and walked in.

Zhou Ran didn't know how she moved her steps, she walked over and dragged Lou Ruan behind her, "You go up." ”

38.

Xu Xuze was very aggrieved.

He shed a lot of tears and was still calling that man daddy.

Zhou Ran couldn't help but tremble every time he heard a word of "Dad".

Father?

What kind of dad, which kind of dad?

He had never seen it before, why would he call Dad so easily?

She was very angry, her voice was shaking, but she didn't know what to say to him, she could only say over and over again, stay away from him, he was not a good person.

Stay away from him, he's not a good guy.

Over and over again, I don't know if I said it to myself or Xu Xuze.

39.

Zhou Ran wanted to take Xu Xuze to change his surname.

But she didn't know what to tell him.

40.

Lou Ruan seemed to be painting.

Zhou Ran's energy was not good, so he asked people to find some teachers.

She was not in good spirits, and the resumes and materials of the teachers were read intermittently, and it took half a month to select two teachers.

One is from Huaqing Academy of Fine Arts, and the other is from Jingbei Academy of Fine Arts, both of whom are female professors, both over 50 years old.

41.

Xu Xuze went home much later than before, and he had to play football outside every day after school.

I came back with the ball every day.

Zhou Ran originally wanted to find a teacher for him, but Xu Xuze stopped playing football before the teacher was found.

42.

The cousin said that the contract with the Xu family had expired, and the Xu family wanted to renew the contract.

The last contract was signed when she and Xu Junyan got married.

Their family will not renew the contract.

43.

Xu Junyan found her again and asked for a contract renewal.

Zhou Ran is still the same as before, her request is very simple.

Divorced, left the house, and could not see the children in the future.

Xu Junyan disagreed.

Although he left the Xu family's company, he had a lot more money in his hands through investment and other channels, and of course he was unwilling to give her his hard-earned money.

44.

After the contract expired, Unicredit Auto and Xu began to compete fiercely.

Zhou Ran invited a teacher and began to learn investment intermittently.

Some of the money she allocated was invested, and there were losses and gains.

45.

Xu Junyan went home once, this time, he didn't say anything about his mistake and wanted to return to the family or something, he wanted to divorce.

Zhou Ran's conditions are still the same as before.

46.

The struggle between Xu and Unitrust seems to have come to an end.

With the help of his parents and two cousins, Zhou Ran used the investment money to buy Xu's shares and became one of Xu's major shareholders.

47.

Xu Junyan came home with a woman and a child.

The woman cried sadly, tearfully saying that she and Xu Junyan were true love, that they were married anyway, and begged her to fulfill them and give the children a home.

Zhou Ran raised his eyes expressionlessly and looked at Xu Junyan, who was sitting opposite.

Xu Junyan looked calm, and he didn't look like he wanted to help her at all.

The woman cried more and more sadly, and even began to talk about her sweet past with Xu Junyan.

The children around Xu Junyan were a little timid, and they didn't speak from beginning to end.

48.

Zhou Ran called Xu Xuze and Lou Ruan.

Lou Ruan's phone didn't get through.

Zhou Ran didn't care, and continued to listen to the story after putting down the phone.

49.

Xu Xuze is back.

As the woman sat on the floor and burst into tears.

Zhou Ran let him go up without letting him listen to a few words.

When Xu Junyan left with someone, Zhou Ran stopped the woman and asked for her contact information.

She didn't know what Xu Junyan meant by bringing people, whether it was to stimulate her, or if she wanted her to be soft-hearted and let him go in front of women and children.

Either way, she wouldn't let him get his wish.

50.

Zhou Ran asked someone out to meet.

"You think you're true love?" She looked at the woman with red and swollen eyes, "What did Xu Junyan tell you?" ”

"Marriage, husband and wife have no feelings, two people get married just for the sake of the family, and they haven't seen each other for many years?"

"I'll tell you a story."

51.

Although Zhou Ran is not a person who is very good at talking and telling stories, fortunately, she has left a lot of things on her hands.

It was a message from the chat room of the old mobile phone many years ago, one after another, and the photos were not so clear, but before their relationship broke down, there were also a lot of sweet messages.

Those were all sent by Xu Junyan himself.

Zhou Ran's tone was calm: "That person's name is He Lan, you can search for the news of his arrest." ”

52.

Zhou Ran received a mobile phone, Xu Junyan's.

Xu Junyan's password is still the same as many years ago, and it has not been changed.

Zhou Ran found a lot of things in his mobile phone.

There is an intimate photo of a popular male star in it.

There was also a message exchange between Xu Junyan and the actor in the text message, and the other party asked him when he would take him to dinner with the others.

Xu Junyan...... seems to be a pimp, introducing the second generation of chaebols to the male star in exchange for resources.

Although with the current situation of the Xu family and the shares in her hands, Xu Junyan can already be easily handled, but with these things, it is even more convenient.

53.

The woman who went home with Xu Junyan that day ran away, with the child and money.

When Xu Junyan appeared in front of Zhou Ran again, he was angry.

It was the first time Zhou Ran had seen him so angry.

Zhou Ran looked at Xu Junyan's hideous face, and said in a calm tone, "Before talking to me, it's best to think clearly about what to say and what not to say." ”

"If you say something you shouldn't say and I don't like to hear it, your big star friends and chaebol friends are all because you are unlucky, can you afford it?"

Involving a bunch of people, of course Xu Junyan can't afford it.

He could only grit his teeth and calm down, and said to her in a good voice, "Ranran, I know it's wrong, give me a chance, I'm Aze's father after all......"

"I know you want me not to see the children in the future, I don't see them, I must not see them, as long as you give me a way to live, I only want Hongluo Winery and the branch under the Xu family ......"

Zhou Ran looked at him and suddenly laughed, "You negotiate conditions with me?" ”

Xu Junyan stopped and paused, as if he was a little unwilling, but immediately lowered his head and said, "Then as long as the Red Luo Winery, as long as the winery is okay, one day husband and wife Bairien, do you really want to see me die?" ”

Zhou Ran looked at him with some surprise: "So you know?" Then why haven't you died to show me? ”

Xu Junyan's conditions, she did not agree to any of them.

Zhou Ran contacted the popular actor and also contacted the biggest financier behind the actor.

In less than a day, Xu Junyan appeared in front of him, gritted his teeth and signed the contract, and sent all the jewelry he had bought to the woman who ran away, and gave her the cash that was taken away.

54.

Zhou Ran asked the lawyer to divide the property, sold No. 17 Yulin Road, and moved to a secluded house in Jingjiang.

She was quiet for a while, Xu Junyan never appeared again, but Xu Junyan's father didn't know how to find the door.

The elegant man he had seen before became popular, stood at the door and scolded, scolding her for ruining her son's life and ruining their Xu family, and asking her to return all their family's money.

In the end, they scolded her for being vicious, not letting them see their grandchildren for more than ten years, scolding her for being neurotic and a crazy woman, no wonder they couldn't keep men.

55.

Zhou Ran moved again.

She sat by the window, her head banging against the wall until the sky broke.

She knew that she was in a different mood in the morning and evening.

Symptoms are severe in the morning and mild in the evening.

Zhou Ran thought in a trance, as long as he stayed up until the evening.

It's good to stay up for a few hours.

She banged her head against the wall, slowly stood up and opened the window.

In order to prevent her from doing anything harmful to herself, there were no sharp weapons in her room.

You can only jump.

You can only jump from here.

56.

Zhou Ran climbed up the window, she looked down, afraid and wanted to be relieved.

The phone was placed on the bedside table to be charged, and suddenly it shook and shook so much that people had to look back.

Zhou Ran looked back, got down from the window again, went to the bedside and picked up the phone.

Xu Xuze's messages appeared on the screen one by one.

There are a lot of words.

[Mom, Luanshan is so beautiful, come and climb the mountain! ] [Picture]]

[The fog has cleared, it's super beautiful! ] 】

[After climbing up, I really feel that our trivial emotions are nothing at all! Mountain climbing! Mommy is here to climb the mountain! It's so much fun to climb the mountain! If you have any troubles, you can eliminate them by climbing a mountain, and you can't climb to suffer losses and be fooled! 】

……

Zhou Ran took the mobile phone and lay down, she clicked on the mountain cloud map in the chat dialog box, and looked at it for a few seconds before reaching out to type.

I didn't type a few words and deleted them all.

Mountain climbing...... She didn't want to go, she couldn't, she couldn't climb the mountain.

Zhou Ran looked at Jin Xu Xuze's circle of friends with an expressionless face, and when he saw that he posted a mountain climbing circle of friends, he quietly liked it.

Forget about climbing the mountain.

57.

During the day, Zhou Ran had a manic attack, and she felt that she could do anything.

So I had people prepare climbing supplies and medicine and set off.

58.

Zhou Ran stood at the foot of Luan Mountain with a mountaineering bag on his back, having a depressive episode, and he didn't want to go up.

She wanted to go back, but felt tired to go back, so she stayed in a hotel at the foot of the mountain for the day.

After feeling better the next day, Zhou Ran and the people who came to accompany her at home took the cable car up the mountain.

The cable car rises little by little, and the mist is shrouded in the mountains, ethereal and misty, like a fairyland.

59.

After getting off the cable car, Zhou Ran was squeezed into the flow of people.

The people around were wearing red caps with the name of a travel agency written on them.

Most of them were uncles and aunts in their fifties and sixty years old, all carrying heavy bags and walking up in high spirits.

"It's foggy today, and I don't know if I can see the sunset when I go up at this time."

"Look at fate, in fact, it's a matter of a gust of wind, the fog will disperse as soon as the wind blows, and there will be no wind today."

"If there's no wind, we'll stay in the mountains for a day."

"Well, it's all here, and it would be a shame if you didn't see anything......"

……

Zhou Ran silently followed them up and climbed up.

She was not physically strong, she climbed for a while and rested for a while, and for a while she wondered why she wanted to come up, but she couldn't do it at all, she was tired after not taking two steps, and then she felt that she could reach the top all at once.

The two opposite extremes kept alternating, and she didn't even know how she had climbed up.

60.

Zhou Ran climbed very slowly, but still climbed to the highest point of Luan Mountain before the sun set.

The observation deck at the highest point of Luan Mountain was already full of people.

There are people who come to take pictures, there are mountain climbing enthusiasts, there are college students, and there are also people who come to live broadcast......

Zhou Ran stood in the corner and looked at the layer of mist, the mist was permeated in the mountains, and he could only faintly see the peaks.

She stood in the corner looking at the mist and the mountains, looking dull.

Just when Zhou Ran felt that he couldn't see anything and was ready to leave, someone in the crowd suddenly shouted:

"The fog has lifted!"

Zhou Ran, who had already turned around, turned his head.

The mist lifted, and the distant mountains continued.

The sun is slowly setting, and the sea of clouds that lingers in the mountains is dyed orange, and the mountains are verdant and verdant, and the breathtaking.

Zhou Ran looked at the scenery in front of him in a daze, and even forgot to breathe.

In the face of nature, people are really small.

(Zhou Ranfanwai. ENDS)