10.

There are a lot of people in the school, but Lou Ruan seems to have a hard time making friends.

She seems to be slow to react and can't pick up on other people's words.

Lou Ruan didn't know if it was her own problem, she was very sensitive and had a strong sense of emotion.

When talking to someone, she will notice a very small movement from other people, such as frowning or pursing lips, very clearly and quickly.

Usually at this time, she thinks as if she has upset others again.

She really doesn't seem to be very likable.

Xu Xuze's birthday was also the same, she passed by his room several times before and saw him watching the moldy tofu video, and when she went to buy a can for him, he didn't seem to be very happy......

He still slams the door hard at home.

But strangely, he would lend her a novel.

Lou Ruan hadn't read that kind of novel, and he was very careful when he read it, and he was worried about getting dirty and damaged, but fortunately, it was still clean after reading it, and he returned it to him immediately.

But Xu Xuze seemed to be even more unhappy, he seemed to be unhappy every time he saw her.

11.

On the way home, I met a person who didn't know what his name was.

He chased away the people who were running after her for her.

He told her to scold back, and let her grab one and bite her to death.

Lou Ruan listened a little confused, not knowing what to say.

He chased after he was gone, and bought him a box of milk he liked at a roadside convenience store.

But not her favorite strawberry flavor.

Only the banana flavor remains.

12.

That person's name is Zhou Yuetian, and he is from the class next door to her.

Zhou Yuetian is the only person in the school who doesn't say anything about her family, and doesn't look at her with pity.

Oh, and he'll listen to her.

On the way home, she would say something that she didn't have, originally just casually, but when she stopped and didn't say anything, Zhou Yuetian would suddenly ask, and then.

13.

Xu Xuze gave her a cup of milk tea.

She saw that he still had a cup in his hand, and he probably couldn't finish it.

14.

When it's boring, Lou Ruan will scribble on paper.

She found some videos and watched them learn by herself.

One day when she was watching a video in her room and learning to draw, there was a slight noise behind her.

Lou Ruan held the pen and looked back, and her mother's figure flashed through the door.

She tilted her head to look at the empty doorway, turned her head again, turned the video down a bit, and continued to doodle.

15.

Mom found her a teacher, a teacher who taught her to draw.

I also bought her a drawing board, paper, and paints.

16.

High.

There are 21 classes in the first year of high school in Jingbei No. 1 Middle School, with a total of more than 1,000 people.

Lou Ruan arrived in a new environment and had many new classmates.

There are not only many local students in Jingbei in their class, but also many schools from other places, such as Lou Ruan's tablemate.

Her name is Zhao Yuan, and she comes from a small mountain village where Lou Ruan has never heard a name before.

I heard that Zhao Yuan and her family didn't even have a bus, so they had to wait for a shuttle bus that took two times a day, and after three hours of riding on the mountain road, they could only get to her house by their local car for more than 40 minutes.

She came to Jingbei No. 1 Middle School because the teaching director of No. 1 Middle School was invited by the car from the mountains and rivers.

No. 1 Middle School exempted Zhao Yuan from tuition and accommodation fees for three years.

The school values her.

These are all things that Lou Ruan heard from others.

Lou Ruan turned her head to look at her, she was very quiet, she was very serious in class every day, and she was also serious after class.

Zhao Yuan can't read English, only something very simple.

She only talks to Lou Ruan when she asks how to pronounce English words, and asks her how to pronounce them.

17.

Although Zhao Yuan can't read English, she has a good score in English.

Not only the English scores, but also the scores of all subjects are against the sky in their class.

She is a very good learner.

She was still seventy years old in the first monthly exam when she entered the school, and she was already the second in the second monthly exam in the first semester of the first semester of high school.

In front of her is Zhou Yuetian.

The overall score is second, and the single subject score of physics has surpassed Zhou Yuetian and is firmly in the first place in the grade.

Zhou Yuetian grew up in Jingbei since he was a child, his family is well-off, and Zhao Yuan has educational resources that cannot be compared at all.

Lou Ruan sat next to Zhao Yuan, how hard Zhao Yuan worked and how hard she worked, she saw it most intuitively and clearly.

18.

Zhao Yuan said very little, very little.

In the past, she would ask Lou Ruan in English, but then she bought a very small old mp4 and never asked Lou Ruan again.

The two people at the same table talked pitifully.

Lou Ruan sometimes wanted to speak, but he didn't know what to say, so he could only stay quietly.

She looked down at the physics problems in her books, slightly distressed.

Originally, I wanted to wait for the end of school to ask Zhou Yuetian, but the person next to me suddenly pushed up a piece of paper.

Lou Ruan looked over.

It was the problem she was looking at, and she wrote three solutions, each of which was very clear and clear.

She turned her head in surprise, but the person next to her was already bowing her head and writing the question.

Lou Ruan paused and whispered, "...... Thank you. ”

The people next to him didn't react.

19.

Lou Ruan's physics is too poor.

She went to the bookstore and picked up several physics books and prepared them to study.

The multiple-choice booklet was placed on her table, and she opened it from time to time, but she didn't notice that the person next to her turned his head and looked at it several times.

Lou Ruan looked down at the multiple-choice booklet until Zhao Yuan's very small voice came from his ears.

She lowered her head and her heavy bangs hung down:

"Can you lend me this?"

20.

Zhao Yuan didn't buy the booklet herself, even though it only cost nineteen yuan.

Lou Ruan wanted to show her all the extracurricular materials he bought, but he didn't know how to say it, and he was afraid of hurting her self-esteem.

She knew that Zhao Yuan did very well in physics, so she found a lot of questions that she found difficult, and asked her in a low voice, "Zhao Yuan, how to do this, can you tell me about it?" ”

21.

When I got home that day, the house was still quiet.

My aunt told her that the new paint, brushes and paper had arrived, downstairs.

Lou Ruan followed her gaze, and sure enough, she saw the box on the side.

The TV wasn't turned on, Xu Xuze leaned on the sofa motionless, not knowing what he was thinking.

Lou Ruan went over and hugged a box and went upstairs with a schoolbag on his back.

When she went out again, Xu Xuze was already standing in front of her drawing paper.

He kicked her drawing cardboard box, "Something, it's in the way." ”

"What does it look like here?" Lou Ruan stood on it and watched Xu Xuze turn his head to look in the direction of the kitchen and scold, "Can you just get it for her next time, it's tripped me!" ”

22.

Several boxes were opened, containing brand new paper, brushes, and paint.

In this, the price of a plate of pigment is already more than 1,500 yuan.

Brushes are also good.

Add up......

Lou Ruan suddenly thought of the two art teachers who had been teaching her small lessons, she searched for their names on the Internet, and both of them were registered in training institutions, and the cost of a small class was about 2,000 yuan per hour.

23.

After sorting out his things, Lou Ruan pushed open the door and went out, ready to go downstairs to eat, and Zhou Ran, who was wearing a skirt, quickly came up from below.

Lou Ruan raised his eyes, "Mom, thank you, I'll draw it well......"

Zhou Ran frowned and passed by her, didn't turn his head to look at her, said a cold "um", and disappeared into the aisle.

24.

She used to seem to be always immersed in negative information, caring too much about other people's opinions, and taking other people's annoyance, other people's frowns, and displeasure too seriously, and magnifying them too much.

Mom and brother didn't seem to hate her much, but they were used to getting along this way.

25.

There is a transfer student in the school, who is very powerful and famous, called the Thanksgiving Banquet.

After the thanksgiving ceremony came, Zhao Yuan's grade ranking changed from 2 to 3.

Every time Lou Ruan looks at the rankings, he can see the words thank you in front of Zhao Yuan's name.

26.

Lou Ruan and his family still maintain the same mode of getting along as before.

Xu Xuze still slammed the door at home and didn't speak well.

Mom still doesn't pay much attention to them.

It's the same at school, she and Zhao Yuan sit together, and they don't have a few words a day.

Only on the way home from school, Zhou Yuetian will listen to her.

27.

Before going to participate in the art camp, the school hung a bright banner:

[Congratulations to Zhao Yuan, a student from our school, for winning the gold medal in the National Physics Olympiad for Middle School Students!] 】

No. 1 in the country and No. 1 in Kyohoku.

The fresh high school graduates who were selected for the training of the international Olympiad national team were sent to the Department of Physics of Jingjiang University.

Lou Ruan was very happy for her.

After the liberal arts and sciences were separated, they hadn't seen each other for a long time.

She thought about it, but still didn't go to her.

After school at noon, Lou Ruan went to the teacher with a leave note to sign and ask for training leave.

By the time I left the building, there were few people left in the school.

The sun is poisonous at noon, and she meets a man.

The man was wearing a white-washed T-shirt and carrying a large cloth bag, which was heavy and he didn't know what to put in, he walked up to the sun and asked, "Hello, classmate, how to get to the 12th floor?" ”

Lou Ruan stopped, and there was a road sign in front of her, which clearly stated the direction of the teaching building, the direction of the dormitory building B and the direction of the dormitory building A.

"I'm here to look for a child, and I can't find a way ......," he smiled, "Your school is so big." ”

Lou Ruan immediately nodded, raised his hand and pointed him in the direction, "This way, go this way, and then ...... ahead"

There are road signs ahead.

But he didn't seem to recognize the signs.

"I'm just going over there, I'll take you there."

28.

Lou Ruan took the man to the dormitory building, found the B12 floor, and accompanied him to find the dormitory manager's aunt.

When the dormitory manager aunt went upstairs to find someone, the man was sweating on his forehead, "I'm really embarrassed, I don't know how to thank you, do you eat apples, I have ...... here"

Zhao Yuan, who was wearing a school uniform, ran down from upstairs, "Lou Ruan? ”

The man also had two apples in his hand, large and reddish in his hand.

He turned his head to look.

Zhao Yuan's eyes fell on him again, and he ran over and said, "Dad, why are you here now, didn't you say that I will pick you up tomorrow......"

The man lowered his head and said in a low voice, "I was afraid that your classmates would see it, so I came in advance, but I couldn't find the way, and you didn't answer the phone." ”

"What's wrong with it," Zhao Yuan stretched out his hand to take the things in his hand, looked at Lou Ruan again, paused for two seconds, and introduced, "This is the classmate I told you before, Lou Ruan." ”

The man raised his eyes, as if he was a little surprised, he reached out for the apple, and was about to open the bag to get something else, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you before, thank you so much." ”

Lou Ruan was a little confused, this is Zhao Yuan's father, she told her family?

He carefully took out a bag of potatoes from his bag, "Do you like to eat potatoes, I grew it myself, this ......"

As if afraid that she wouldn't like it, Zhao Yuan stretched out his hand and pulled him, and suddenly said, "Dad." ”

Lou Ruan woke up from a dream, and immediately reached out to take the apples and potatoes, "Thank you, uncle, I love potatoes very much!" ”

"This apple looks delicious, too."

The man's hand was empty, and his movements paused slightly, as if he was very happy, "It's good if you like it, thank you for taking care of Yuanyuan." ”

Take care......

Lou Ruan hugged something and raised his eyes to look at Zhao Yuan, "...... Everywhere, she took care of me and gave me lectures. ”

29.

When she left with the potatoes, Zhao Yuan suddenly stopped her: "Lou Ruan." ”

Lou Ruan looked back at her.

She stood downstairs in the dormitory, the shadow of the tree fell on her face, and she couldn't see any expression clearly, "Come on, come on." ”

Lou Ruan hugged the potatoes and nodded, "Hmm." ”

30.

Lou Ruan hugged the potatoes and walked in the direction of the classroom.

When she took Zhao Yuan's father to the dormitory building, the man would talk to her from time to time.

【Keihoku Shindai】

[Your school is so big, it's so good]

[Is there twenty classes in one grade, no wonder it's so big]

[My daughter won a very powerful award, the state gave a scholarship, she insisted that I come to Jingbei to see, our place, people who have been out of the province can count their fingers]

……

Before I was a teenager, I had never walked out of the mountains, I had never taken a high-speed rail, a plane, a subway, I had no unique conditions, and I had not enjoyed the best educational resources in the country before I went to high school, but I was able to come here on my own and become the first in the country.

Zhao Yuan is so powerful.

Her dad was very proud of her.

So did she.

Lou Ruan posted two Weibo posts.

[I'm so lucky]

Received encouragement and blessings from the first in the country!

[I'm so happy today, I hope everyone can have a good future]

She also has to work hard and study!

31.

When he went to the training camp, Lou Ruan hardly used his mobile phone, he spent all his time painting and studying, memorizing knowledge points when walking on the road, reading books when eating, and completely lost contact with the outside world.

Every time I feel tired and don't want to paint, I will think of those expensive paints and brushes, I will think of my small class fee of thousands of yuan, I will think of Zhao Yuan bowing her head to do the question, and I will think of Zhao Yuan standing downstairs in the dormitory and saying come on for the joint entrance examination.

32.

The effort was not in vain.

Whether it is the art joint examination, the school examination or the college entrance examination, Lou Ruan has obtained satisfactory results.

For the art category, you can apply for two parallel volunteers in advance.

Lou Ruan filled two schools, Huaqing University and Jingbei Academy of Fine Arts.

33.

In September, she went to Huaqing University.

34.

In the past few years of college, she has gained a lot.

During her senior internship, Zhou Yuetian asked her if she wanted to go to Zhou's.

Lou Ruan thought about it and went.

35.

To be honest, she was very unhappy in Zhou.

It is inevitable to socialize in business, and Lou Ruan is really not a person who is very good at socializing.

At the wine table, there will always be strange people.

Lou Ruan raised his eyes and looked at the man opposite.

He raised his glass and leaned in front of the new intern in their company.

"Does Little Money Drink Alcohol?"

“…… I'm sorry Mr. Zhang, I don't know how to drink. ”

"It's okay, the amount of alcohol is practiced, young people just exercise more, have a drink!"

The man had already raised his glass, and the little girl beside him had a sad face.

"Mr. Zhang, I really won't ......"

The man looked at her, and sent the wine glass in his hand forward, to the little girl's mouth, and said with a smile, "Then you lick it." ”

Lou Ruan closed his eyes, raised his hand and poured a full glass of wine into the empty wine glass in front of him, "Mr. Zhang, she just came, I respect you." ”

The man turned around, and the first thing he saw was Zhou Yuetian beside her, not her.

After the atmosphere of the box froze for a few seconds, he withdrew his wine glass and smiled, "Hey don't, I'm joking with Xiao Qian, just kidding." ”

"There's no need for wine, let's drink some drinks, hahaha......"

Lou Ruan turned his head to look at Zhou Yuetian, who didn't react and calmly lifted the cup full of orange juice.

Since entering the Zhou family, she doesn't seem to have encountered all kinds of difficulties and obstacles that college graduates will encounter.

She seems to be luckier than most people in the world.

Whether it is a living environment or a working environment, it is relatively comfortable and comfortable.

Except for feelings, there doesn't seem to be anything unpleasant......

Lou Ruan sat down and thought, it's normal, God can't give her everything, that's so unfair to others.

36.

Lou Ruan stood outside the window and listened to Zhou Yuetian inside.

Listen to him say "It's just the adopted daughter of the Xu family", and then continue to walk forward without expression.

In fact, when Zhou Yuetian asked her to help him arrange a blind date for the first time, she foresaw that there would be such a day.

37.

Since a long, long time ago, some people will keep saying to Lou Ruan, what do you like Zhou Yuetian, he obviously doesn't like you, why don't you change someone to like it.

Xu Xuze will also tell her to stay away from Zhou Yuetian.

She'd heard that many times.

It seems that everyone doesn't understand why she likes Zhou Yuetian.

She doesn't really know how to talk to them sometimes.

Should I say that only Zhou Yuetian will listen to her, or will Zhou Yuetian wait for her to go home, Zhou Yuetian will give her the key points of the exam, Zhou Yuetian will remember her birthday, and will light candles for her......

She is a human being, she has all the emotions that people should have, she will also have people she hates, she occasionally speaks ill of others, only Zhou Yuetian will listen to her quietly speak ill of others.

Others can't see this, what they see is that Zhou Yuetian doesn't like her very much.

They look at theirs, and she looks at hers.

She hadn't seen it before, she didn't care.

Now she sees it, hears it, and of course cares.

38.

Lou Ruan used to be troubled by the relationship between people, until one day, she was selling Dongdongle blind boxes at the school gate.

A large box is divided into many small boxes with wrapping paper on them, and five cents can be poked once, and there are many small notes inside, sometimes small gifts worth less than five corners, sometimes large gifts worth more than five corners, and sometimes, nothing.

The relationship between people and people is complex.

It's not that you want to eat small snacks and spend five dimes to buy a bag of small snacks.

It's the same as opening a blind box, you pay money and energy to open a blind box, and it may be something beautiful, ugly, or nothing.

The relationship between people is never about giving and getting something in return.

She and Zhou Yuetian, who is the one who opened the blind box?

She is, and so is Zhou Yuetian.

It was Zhou Yuetian who opened the blind box first, it was Zhou Yuetian who looked at her first, and it was Zhou Yuetian who paid first.

So, she also chose to be the one who opened the blind box.

As for whether the blind box she opened will be good-looking, ugly or nothing, it doesn't matter so much.

Since you choose to open it, you must bear the result of opening ugly blind boxes and empty blind boxes.

39.

Obviously, the blind box she opened was not very pretty.

Lou Ruan drank two more glasses of wine, looked at the crystal chandelier in the banquet hall that was getting more and more blurred, and thought to himself, it was still a little sad that the ugly blind box was really opened.

Let's drink two more cups and digest it, there is still the next blind box to open......

(Lou Ruan grows to the outside. ENDS)