Chapter 188: Crush Diary: Thanksgiving Extras (4)
43.
The things that his wife discussed with him were ridiculous......
She asked him to go to Professor An every day after class to have an academic discussion, and help her delay time for her to play games.
In return, the school confessed the content of Lou Ruan's wall, and she would control it.
β¦β¦
It's not that it's ridiculous.
It's just that this matter is a bit ridiculous to come out of the mouth of my wife.
Ridiculous, and a little tempting.
44.
After my wife took over, there was really a lot less content about her on the confession wall.
Xie Yanli didn't look at the school confession wall again, and tried his best to help his wife delay time every day after class until she got tired of that game.
45.
After college, there were fewer and fewer heart-to-heart blogs on her Weibo, and her works gradually increased.
A lot of things in the past are gone, and I don't know if it's hidden and only visible to me, or if it's been deleted.
The number of microblogs about the work is gradually increasing.
She's getting better and better.
Xie Yanli is sometimes happy, and the content about him in her Weibo is gone.
But sometimes I wonder if she will be sad when she deletes them one by one if she deletes them.
46.
Her Weibo has recently liked a lot of things with rose elements.
Most of them are paintings.
During the long holiday, the thanksgiving ceremony went to the country.
Originally, I didn't want to buy anything, but when I saw the ring with a rosette at the auction, I still spent a lot of money and auctioned it.
Rose element, she should like.
47.
All of the elective courses for Xie Yanli were selected in the art category.
He looked at the elective courses he had already checked, and he didn't know if he could apply.
Courses that are too popular are often reported, and sometimes they can't be selected.
He looked at the classes and prayed that he wouldn't be sifted out.
48.
After taking all the elective courses, Xie Yanli felt as if God had begun to favor him.
49.
A week had passed, and he had taken the electives, but he hadn't seen her in a single elective.
It doesn't matter, the classes are all in the Academy of Fine Arts.
It was also good to have classes in the place where she was taught.
50.
Since his wife took over the school's confession wall, Xie Yanli didn't look at the confession wall much, until his roommate Ji Jiayou held his mobile phone and looked at him like a ghost.
Xie Yanli sat in the cafeteria to eat, glanced at the person opposite, and his face was calm, "What's wrong." β
Seeming to be afraid of the other people around him, Ji Jiayou slowly put away his phone, "It's nothing." β
After leaving the cafeteria, when only the two of them were left, Ji Jiayou took out his mobile phone mysteriously, "Ah Yan, someone on the confession wall said that you had white moonlight in high school, is it really fake?" β
Xie Yanli raised his eyes to look at him, "You still look at the confession wall?" β
"I don't look at it, someone else sent it to me, you can look at it......"
Xie Yanli took the phone.
@εζΈ ε€§ε¦θ‘¨η½ε’: [Woooooo Because I like Xyl very much and want to know more about him, I went to see the official website of Jingbei No. 1 Middle School, and turned to a photo, does anyone know who this girl he has been looking at is?
He's got white moonlight, right? Woo woo fell out of love, fell out of love (crying) (yelling) (going crazy)
A sports meeting, a photo in the morning, a photo in the afternoon, how to do it all the time to look at the same person in one direction, this photo is so mushy, but the shadow of this girl is a beauty at a glance, crying
[Picture] [Picture]]
Ji Jiayou still said in his ear, "It's a coincidence, right?" You don't look like someone who has a girlfriend......"
Xie Yanli clicked on the picture and looked at it carefully.
It's a photo of the athletic day, taken casually by the school, and it's a photo of the spectator seats.
He looked at her from afar, two classes apart.
The second photo was taken in the afternoon, and her shadow is slightly clearer.
Xie Yanli lowered his eyes and saved the photo.
Ji Jiayou is still saying: "The comments below are still saying that you have a crush, is there any mistake, you are a thank you banquet, these people ......"
As he spoke, he paused, looking at Xie Yanli's action of saving the photo, he was stunned, "Ayan, you ......"
"And they were right."
51.
She doesn't seem to be living on campus anymore.
But I don't know if fate began to pity him or what's going on, when he went to the Academy of Fine Arts, he could always see her.
She went to class with her book in her arms.
She sat on a bench by the lake and watched the water ripple.
She sat under a tree and painted.
She leaned over and flicked the cat in the Academy.
She went to the library to borrow books.
She crouched down on the side of the bench and grabbed a small snowball.
β¦β¦
It seems that I want to build a snowman, but in the end I feel cold and give up again.
52.
Xie Yanli pushed the snow off the bench, put the book on it, leaned down to pick up a handful of snow, and slowly grabbed a small snowball.
The trees overhead were already frozen.
Strips of crystal clear ice hang right above your head.
The snow on his black scarf quickly turned into droplets.
Xie Yanli had never built a snowman before, and when he was halfway through the pile, he stopped again, sat on the bench and stretched out his cold reddish hand to search for how to build a snowman to look better.
This is a snowman piled up in the Academy of Fine Arts.
If it looks good, will someone send it to her?
After watching the tutorial for a while, he felt as if he was too utilitarian.
So I put down my phone and piled it up seriously.
53.
After the snowman was built, he called errands, bought a pink scarf and a box of paint, put a scarf on the snowman, and painted it with a pink face.
Finally, he stood up, thought for a moment, and wrote two letters under the snowman's neck with a branch: [LR]
- You're afraid of the cold, so I'll make one for you.
54.
I've actually thought about it many times.
I have thought about it many times, I met her in an elective class, met her in the library, took the initiative to approach, took the initiative to sit next to her, and said to her, you are also a middle school, right?
But in the electives, he had never met her.
The library had been encountered many times, and each time he sat in the most prominent position, but she didn't look at it.
A few times, he tried to come up and speak, but each time she would leave in a hurry with the book in her arms.
Completely, no chance.
55.
In his sophomore year, Xie Yanli went to Haicheng University to debate.
Originally, I was going back the next day, but that night, someone who hadn't posted a heartfelt blog for a long time updated a Weibo.
@Sour orange you follow posted on Weibo: [Do you like me or not, it's actually a little sad, why ......]
This is a push of particular interest.
Xie Yanli's eyelashes flashed, and he clicked in.
But when I clicked in, there was nothing.
That Weibo post has disappeared, and I don't know if it was deleted or hidden.
He didn't know why it was behind it, only that she was sad.
56.
Will go back tomorrow.
But when he thought of her sadness, he couldn't stay in Haicheng for a second.
57.
It was already late when Xie Yanli came back, and it was still raining heavily in Jingbei.
The wind is strong and the rain is heavy.
Even if you hold an umbrella, you will get wet.
There was not a single person in sight in the school.
Xie Yanli walked aimlessly around the school with an umbrella.
The rain was pouring down.
He looked down at the raindrops on the ground and pursed his lips.
When I came back, I didn't know where to look for her.
58.
New students are enrolled, and the club is starting to recruit new students again.
Xie Yanli joined the paper-cutting club and accepted new students on the last day of the club.
This club is very unpopular, there are very few people, when I was a freshman, the president also contributed to the confession wall, using Lou Ruan to publicize, saying that there are beautiful women in the club, and encouraging everyone to join.
Because of his deal with his wife, the propaganda message was hidden.
It seems that the paper-cutting club is still not very popular this year.
Xie Yanli joined the group of the paper-cutting club, and he held his breath and added her friend.
The attached message was deleted, written, and written, and only a few simple words were left in the end: [Paper-cutting Society Appreciation Banquet]
59.
She agreed to his friend request.
But didn't talk to him.
Xie Yanli typed in the dialog box, typed a lot, deleted a lot, and finally didn't say anything.
She probably didn't really have much interest in thanksgiving gifts.
60.
Xie Yanli followed behind Bai Ye and climbed the mountain in silence.
The person in front of him analyzed seriously: "Is it possible that she doesn't know about you?" β
Xie Yanli felt that it was impossible.
She was in the same class as him, and it was very unlikely that she didn't know about him.
Bai Ye walked in front and said while panting, "Actually, it's normal, we art academy people, we only like what we like, and what we like is the best." β
"What we like is the best, even if it's ugly, that's art. If others say that it is not good, then usually we will only think that that person has no taste and aesthetics. β
"And many of us who engage in art are backbones," he continued, "Let's just say, is it possible that she is more aesthetic niche, and she doesn't like you who are particularly popular, and she likes the kind that no one likes?" β
"Hey, it's okay, people~ I think she will not like that man one day, it should be soon, and it has been so many years, you see that the kind of people who have been in love for many years and have not married in the end are generally yellow, they have no results for so many years, they must be yellow!"
"Brother, your chance will come soon, wait patiently."
61.
Ashan, Jinhua Temple.
Bai Ye wrung a handful of water on his clothes, "I think you will definitely be able to make your wish come true today, really, it is all played like this in bitter dramas, and it can be done when you climb up in the heavy rain." β
The thank-you banquet was incense, and I took a piece of red silk and a pen, and I was going to write my wishes.
Bai Ye leaned over and asked, "What do you ask for, I hope she likes you too, just like you like her?" β
I didn't answer the thank you banquet.
He held the pen and wrote seriously:
[I hope she is safe and gets what she wants.] γ
62.
She liked a Weibo post of a male Internet celebrity riding a motorcycle.
I went home.
He posted a circle of friends that only she could see.
A few days passed, and there was no movement.
A month has passed, and there is still no movement.
He quietly deleted the circle of friends.
63.
She went to Zhou's for an internship.
64.
Graduated.
Jingbei is so big, Lou Ruan, can we still see it.
65.
After she officially joined the Zhou family, he saw her less and less, and could only glance at her in some commercial cocktail parties.
Ten years later, she will still stand firmly by that person's side at every dinner party.
Xie Yanli began to doubt his own judgment.
He suspected that she would not leave Zhou Yuetian at all, but even so, he couldn't help but participate in one drinking party after another with her and them.
Sink in sobriety.
66.
He looked at every picture she painted.
He will find and listen to the songs he shares.
She plays little games that he can play.
He will read everything she likes.
He will read her circle of friends and Weibo repeatedly.
He would be happy because she was happy, and sad because she was sad.
But all this, she didn't know.
67.
Ji Jiayou often asked him why he didn't try to get to know him.
Xie Yanli just smiled and didn't answer.
She was still standing beside that person.
Try to get acquainted, and then what.
Rejected, is it completely over?
He didn't want to.
68.
He thought they would always be like this.
Until an ordinary evening, he followed her not far away, and heard what Zhou Yuetian said in the banquet hall in the window.
At that moment, he knew she was going to give up.
But I wasn't happy, not as happy as I imagined.
Not happy at all.
69.
He watched as she calmly walked into the banquet hall.
He smiled at Zhou Yuetian from a distance through the crowd, and his smile was very faint.
Then, I watched her sit in the corner and drink cup by cup.
Xie Yanli's heart is stagnant.
He stopped one of the waiters and asked them to bring a bowl of sobering soup to the lady in the corner.
70.
Xie Yanli stood at the door of the banquet hall and stretched out his hand to open the window.
It was pitch black, there was no moon and no stars.
The night breeze poured in, and the coolness blew on the face, but the stuffiness in my heart became heavier and heavier, and it was not alleviated at all.
After standing for less than two minutes, he turned around and wanted to go back.
But as soon as I turned around, I saw the person who was worried staggering out.
The body has already reacted before the brain.
For the first time, he reached out to herβ
(Crush extra. ENDS)