Lin Shanshan went over to break corn, but Li Hongying was holding her chin in place, and when she was talking to Lin Shanshan just now, she kept paying attention to Lin Shanshan's reaction.

She felt that Lin Shanshan was very strange, especially every time she mentioned Gao Tie Mountain, Lin Shanshan was very nervous, and when she mentioned her aunt Li Xiangyu, Lin Shanshan would also show the same abnormal expression, not at all like she didn't know those two people.

The more Lin Shanshan behaved, the more she suspected that Lin Shanshan had something to do with Gao Tieshan.

After getting off work, Lin Shanshan returned to Zhiqing Point alone, she suddenly chased after her, ran to Lin Shanshan, and said, "I know, you are the daughter of Gao Tieshan and Li Xiangyu, you can't fool me." ”

When Lin Shanshan heard her words, she wanted to kill her.

Once her true identity is revealed, she will be arrested and imprisoned.

She pushed Li Hongying away: "I'm not, I have nothing to do with them, don't talk nonsense." ”

Li Hongying is unrelenting, she must test Lin Shanshan's true identity.

"You still don't admit it, I already know it, you're their daughter, for sure. Eh, do you know who I am? I'm ......."

"I don't care who you are, I'm annoyed."

Lin Shanshan pushed her away and ran away, no matter who Li Hongying said about herself, it could be a lie, it must be used to deceive her, to induce her to admit her true identity.

She ran back to the Zhiqing point in a panic, thinking about Li Hongying's words, will others soon know her identity, and when she thought of the fate of her parents, she couldn't help but feel chills all over her body.

For fear that others would find out that she was the offspring of a spy, she lay down on the kang and covered herself tightly with a quilt, which was impermeable, even if she covered the quilt, her heart could not be calm for a long time.

Until Chen Yuling came in and called her to eat, "Shanshan, it's time to eat." ”

She lifted the quilt and was sweating profusely, both on her head and face.

Chen Yuling asked, "Shanshan, are you feeling unwell?" It's not cold yet, how do you cover yourself under the covers? ”

"I, I. It's nothing, I was a little uncomfortable just now, I covered it and sweated, and I felt much better. ”

"Oh, then hurry up and eat, after eating, your spirits will be better."

"Okay."

The educated youth eat in the courtyard in spring, summer and autumn, and only eat in the house when it is cold in winter.

It was not dark at this time, Lin Shanshan's hair was messy because of the quilt, and some of them were sticky to her face with sweat, her sloppy appearance was very different from the past, and it was also very different from other educated youths, so it attracted the attention of other educated youths, and they all cast their eyes on Lin Shanshan.

It was these naked gazes that gave Lin Shanshan the illusion that her true identity was exposed.

Her parents are traitors, she is the daughter of traitors, these people know her true identity, they will definitely arrest her, let her stay in the dark prison forever, they will beat her, torture her, make her worse than death.

Probably because she was too scared to imagine, she felt so cold on her body, and subconsciously hugged herself with her arms.

Sun Tiantian looked at her as if she was sick and asked, "Lin Zhiqing, are you very uncomfortable?" Why don't you go to the village doctor and take a look? ”

Lin Shanshan suddenly came to her senses again, she shook her head: "It's okay, I'm not sick, I don't need to see a village doctor." ”

When she went to bed at night, she closed her eyes and saw what she saw was the death of his father.

Bang.

Her father had been shot through the skull, and bright red blood spurted out of her face, and her vision was a hideous and terrifying red.

"Don't, don't!"

"What's wrong? Lin Zhiqing. Someone next to her asked her.

Lin Shanshan opened her eyes and found that she had just been caught in a nightmare.

"It's okay, it's okay."

She lay down again, but as soon as she closed her eyes, the tragic and bloody scene appeared before her eyes, and the picture of her mother waiting for her to be saved in prison.

All night, Lin Shanshan couldn't sleep.

The next morning, when she got up, she was groggy.

Walking into the courtyard, she saw Jiang Manyue, Sun Tiantian and Chen Yuling gathered together and said something, she suddenly thought about whether those people had discovered her identity as the daughter of a traitor, they were talking about her.

She hurriedly walked over, picked up the three men, and asked them sharply, "You, what are you talking about secretly?" ”

Seeing her excited, the three female intellectuals were a little confused.

"Lin Zhiqing, we're looking at this nest of ants on the ground." Jiang Manyue pointed to the ground, and Lin Shanshan really saw a nest of ants, and she was hearty again.

When she was at work, other female intellectuals discussed her.

"Did you say Lin Zhiqing was weird yesterday?"

"It's a little weird, it seems that the nerves are a little abnormal."

Lin Shanshan didn't rest well because of her cranky thoughts all night, and when she went to work during the day, she was in a mess, and her work efficiency was naturally not as good as usual.

Now it's the autumn harvest again, and everyone is trying their best to grab the harvest, but she is slowly swallowing her work.

Seeing her struggling while cutting beans, the team leader walked up to her with a straight face and reprimanded, "Did you not eat or did you wake up?" I don't know what period it is, rush to harvest, grab the harvest after the harvest, you have to rush the seeds, you work so slowly, if everyone is like you, just wait for the heavy rain in the sky and the crops in the ground. ”

Lin Shanshan was not in good spirits, looking at the squad leader's mouth opening and closing, and his stern and cold face, as if he had heard something else: The daughter of a traitor, her crime should be punished!

Lin Shanshan couldn't bear it, her eyes were dark, and she fainted.

"Don't, don't hit me, I'm not their daughter, I'm not."

When she woke up again, she found that she was already lying on the kang at the Zhiqing Point, and saw other female intellectuals sitting next to her.

They all surround themselves one by one, is this because they all know that they are the descendants of traitors, and they want to judge themselves?

"Lin Zhiqing, what's wrong with you?" Sun Tiantian asked: "Is there something happening, you can tell us." ”

She's nervous now, and everyone thinks she's a little pitiful.

Lin Shanshan recalled the words she said when she first woke up, and almost said the three words of Gao Tieshan, it was so dangerous, she didn't know if she would blurt out those three words next time.

Thinking like this, she couldn't hold it anymore and broke down and burst into tears.

"Lin Zhiqing, Lin Zhiqing." A voice of comfort rang in my ears.

She cried for a while before she slowly calmed down.

Look at the female intellectuals around her, all of them have peaceful faces, as if they have no ill will towards her.

It's all her own speculation, what's wrong with her brain?

"Lin Zhiqing, what's wrong with you, tell us what happened, maybe we have a solution to help you solve it. Even if it can't help you out, it's better to say it. Chen Yuling said.

"Me."

Lin Shanshan didn't dare to tell the truth, she hesitated, and said: "I, I've had some nightmares in the past two days, maybe it's because of the influence of this, just wait until I don't have nightmares." ”

Seeing that she was fine, the other educated youths walked away.

She heard the voice of a male intellectual, first Tong Jianxin: "What's wrong with her?" It's nothing. ”

"Nope."

Then came Sun Guoqing's voice: "If she has a problem and it is not good for her to keep up, we can also help her respond to the leader." ”

Leadership!

Lin Shanshan was shocked, the leader is the official, she was terrified when she heard this word, if the leader also discovered her abnormality, and delved into it, would she find that she was the daughter of the enemy?

She became more and more uneasy, more and more afraid that her secret would be discovered.