She looked directly at Pei Duan without fear.

Remembering that when she was a child, her father was also like a mountain in her heart, and she longed for her father to pay more attention to her.

Therefore, she learned to be sensible and obedient.

At that time, I was still young, and I didn't understand that the more sensible I was, the less attention I received.

My aunt's daughter was very good at drawing, and she smiled happily when she saw her father holding her cousin's painting, and asked her cousin what reward she wanted.

Rong Yan thought that she could get her father's love if she learned to draw, so she studied hard and showed him the painting after she finished drawing, hoping that he could praise her.

When she showed her father the finished picture full of hope, all she heard was him say, "It's okay." ”

No compliments as expected, nothing.

Her mother was not in good health, and she was afraid that her mother would worry, so she had to hide in the bed at night and cry secretly.

The past came to his heart, and Rong Yan's heart couldn't stop swelling.

She is destined to lose her father's love in this life.

There is not a child who does not crave the love of her parents, and she is not exempt from vulgarity.

Pei Duan was slightly stunned by Rong Yan's staring, he was sorry for their mother and daughter, and now he also asked her.

Softened his tone, Pei Duan spoke with a little patience, "Xiaoxiao, no matter what, I am your father, I know that your grandfather has made you alienated from us, but we are always the closest relatives, and you will always be the daughter of the Pei family." ”

Rong Yan's hand under the table clenched into a fist.

Bear with it and don't get angry.

After eating this meal, take back your mother's old things, and you don't have to see the Pei family again in the future.

She took a deep breath and let go of her fingers.

And Pei Duan saw her sitting quietly without speaking to refute, thinking that she had listened.

continued, "I've always wanted to come to Luojiang to see you all these years, but your grandfather didn't allow me to see you, and my grandparents at home miss you too, and your grandfather is also old, and when he is not there, you will only have us as relatives, and family affection cannot be separated." ”

"Your Uncle Li's son is good, motivated, and the only son in the family, if you have the fate to be husband and wife in the future, everything in the Li family is also yours. You're not too young, you can consider getting along with him, Dad is doing this for your own good......"

"Are you done?"

Rong Yan interrupted him.

She said that she would not believe that Pei Duan did this for her own good.

"Mr. Pei, let me correct a few points, my grandfather never said that he wouldn't let me see you, but I didn't want to, in addition, my marriage and my marriage will be considered by my grandfather, and there is no need for outsiders to interfere."

After talking for a long time and not seeing anyone serve the food, Rong Yan asked, "Do you still eat the rice?" If you don't eat it, please give me back my mother's things. ”

"I forgot to take something."

Rong Yan sneered, her delicate face tried to restrain her anger, she looked at her so-called father, she didn't know why her mother had taken a fancy to him in the first place?

Probably just confused by his appearance.

Although he is old, this face is still good-looking, his appearance is very deceptive, he looks gentle and elegant, but in fact he is selfish and narrow-minded.

Rong Yan picked up the bag and stood up, endured his emotions and said coldly, "Since you forgot to take it, there is no need for me to stay here anymore, I will ask my grandfather to let people pick up the things." ”

It is expected that no matter how capable the Pei family is, the Rong family is not easy to bully.

Pei Duan's face turned green with anger, and he called the secretary to come in and give the things to Rong Yan.

The father and daughter, who had only met once in sixteen years, finally broke up unhappily.

Walking out of the Drunken Fragrance Pavilion, it was raining heavily outside, and she brought an umbrella, but she forgot to take it in the box.

Rong Yan was holding a plastic box in his hand, which was small but heavy.

She found a corner outside the Drunken Fragrance Pavilion to hide from the rain and held the box tightly in her arms.

Rong Yan opened the box and took out Rong Nuan's diary to read.

The night was dark, and there was an occasional rumble in the sky, and the cars with the headlights passed by one by one, and she ignored the wet trousers of the rain that drifted in.

Most of the diaries are about her, Rong Yan turned a page, and on the day of her full moon:

[It's a full moon today, it's all my mother's bad, if I were healthy, you wouldn't be like such a small one, just call you Xiaoxiao, my lovely daughter. 】

[When I picked up the pen, I was still excited, today my little baby opened his mouth to call his mother, a few days ago I was still worried about why I didn't speak, today I heard you babbling and calling mother, I thought it was an auditory hallucination, thank God. 】

Rong Yan watched quietly, and could feel her mother's joy between the lines.

Tears flowed down uncontrollably, Rong Yan laughed, raised his hand to wipe away the tears.

Flipping back most of it is still about her, just looking at her mother's words, I feel that she is getting more and more unhappy.

Rong Yan's hand stopped on that page:

[Today is Xiaoxiao's third birthday, noisily asking Dad if he will come back today, I don't know how to answer you, and I'm not sure if Dad will go home to celebrate your birthday, I'm afraid that you will be disappointed if your expectations are high. He still hasn't come back, and you stay in front of the cake at night and refuse to make a wish, you must wait until your father comes back, and you will fall asleep on the table while waiting. 】

Rong Yan opened the box, rummaged through it for a while, and found another notebook similar to the one in her hand.

She flipped through the contents below, and this book was written about some of her mother's own trivia.

There were some times about the same time, and she looked back and found the content around her third birthday:

[My daughter has been clamoring for her father to come home these days, I called him to ask him to go home, he said perfunctorily that he would return when he had time, Fang Min on the other end of the phone urged him to hang up the phone, and he hurriedly hung up the phone. I can't feel pain anymore, I just hope that my body can last a few more years and stay with my daughter for a little longer. 】

Fang Min, this woman, is Pei Duan's cheating object.

It turned out that my mother had known for a long time.

She thought that Pei Duan only found out about the cheating when she brought Fang Minsheng's two children back to Pei's house.

Rong Yan cried even more fiercely, and the sound of the rain covered her crying, making her more unscrupulous.

Mom is such a proud person, she can't imagine that her mother humbly begged Pei Duan for her to see her father.

Even if he lowered his head and begged him, he would not reply.

Rong Yan didn't dare to look at it anymore, put all the notes back in the box, and squatted helplessly on the ground holding the box.

Someone passing by saw her come over like this and asked.

"Miss, do you need help?"

Rong Yan bit her thin lips, which were slightly pale, and shook her head while crying, "No, thank you." ”

Passers-by were not at ease, and occasionally glanced sideways at her.

Ten minutes later, passers-by left with umbrellas, leaving her alone.

The heavy rain kept falling, and Wen Jingchu had just finished a negotiation, and drank a few glasses of liquor during the banquet, and his body was overflowing with the smell of alcohol.

Chen Fang stood beside Wen Jingchu with an umbrella to protect him from the rain, and the two stood under the eaves waiting for the car.

Wen Jingchu raised his slender and distinct hand and pressed his eyebrow bone, and suddenly caught a glimpse of a familiar figure not far away.

His heart tightened, and he glanced sideways again, confirming that it was Rong Yan.

Wen Jingchu frowned, his expression was slightly anxious, "Give me the umbrella." ”

Chen Fang also drank a lot tonight, had a splitting headache, and instantly woke up when he heard Wen Jingchu's eager and flustered voice.

"Mr. Wen?"