Chapter 388: The Security I Want
Since he came to watch a movie with her, Qin Feng could only follow Xie Simin's convenience and sit down next to Xie Simin.
The movie started soon, the lights in the movie theater were dimmed, it was dark, and there were only the two of them sitting in the corner of the huge hall, even Qin Feng felt a little panicked.
Qin Feng was glad that he bought a comedy, not a horror movie.
At the beginning of the movie, Qin Feng watched the movie with great interest, this movie is said to be a New Year's Eve movie, a big-budget comedy, and the starring actors are all comedy celebrities.
Qin Feng watched it for a while, it was indeed very good, very funny, even Qin Feng, a person who was not interested in movies and TV series at all, laughed when he watched it, it was very exciting.
Qin Feng looked at it for a while, and inadvertently turned his head to find Xie Simin sitting in his seat staring at the movie screen, but his tears had already cried on his face.
Qin Feng was startled and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Why can comedy still show you crying. ”
Xie Simin wiped his tears with his hand and ignored Qin Feng.
"Still mad at your dad?" Qin Feng asked, wanting to give a tissue to Xie Simin, but he didn't have it on him.
"It's none of your business, watch your movie." Xie Simin's tone was not good.
"It's none of my business, and you asked me to take you to the movies?" Qin Feng smiled bitterly, he knew that Xie Simin didn't really want to watch a movie, but he was really in a bad mood.
"Where's your dad...... It's not that I don't love you, it's just that I love you in a way ......" Qin Feng tried to comfort Xie Simin.
"If you can't comfort people, don't force them." Xie Simin directly interrupted Qin Feng's words.
"Okay, then let me tell you straight, your dad is used to being a leader, and he has developed this serious and serious character that loves to teach people. It's your dad who can't bring the same thing at work to his family at home. Do you like to hear that? Qin Feng asked.
"It's better, keep talking." Xie Simin nodded.
"What? You insist that I say that your dad is useless and scolding the dog's blood, are you happy? Qin Feng smiled.
"Do you dare?" Xie Simin asked.
"Don't dare." Qin Feng replied very frankly.
"Cowardice." Xie Simin glanced at Qin Feng.
"You hate your dad?" Qin Feng thought for a while and asked.
"I don't know, anyway, I hate it, as long as he's at home, I don't want to talk, let alone go out of my bedroom door, I'm afraid that if I don't do a good job, if I don't say a word, he will have a straight face and stare at me and teach me."
"Since I was a child, I have never received a trace of fatherly tolerance and warmth from him, some are just lessons, numbers and blows, in my memory, my father's face has never smiled at me......"
Xie Simin looked at the screen with her eyes, and told Qin Feng little by little about her upbringing, which was very detailed and painful, and she was in tears as she spoke, and the tears never stopped for a moment.
"At the time, I thought that he would be so fierce to me because I was young and ignorant, but now that I am eighteen years old and in college, he is still like this. Maybe it's really as you said, in his eyes, I am also one of his subordinates, I only have a working relationship with him, he is responsible for giving birth to me, raising me, and then managing me as a father, I accept his leadership, and complete the family work together. ”
"Just like if he is unhappy, he can reprimand you as you please, but you don't dare to talk back, in his heart, I should do the same." Speaking of this, Xie Simin let out a sneer, and the more he laughed, the more tears he had.
Although Xie Simin was sarcastic, Qin Feng felt that the analogy given by Xie Simin was very vivid, Xie Zhiguo was too strict and cold to Xie Simin, and lacked love.
"I ...... I'm not going to comfort people, so I don't know what I need to say to enlighten you and make you feel better. Qin Feng sighed and said.
"You don't have to say anything, just lend me your shoulder and lean on it." Xie Simin said.
Before Qin Feng could agree, Xie Simin directly put his arm around Qin Feng's arm and leaned on Qin Feng's shoulder, and said leisurely: "Everyone says that father's shoulders are broad, and they are the safest harbor for children. But I didn't feel safe from my dad when I was a child, I only had fear, a fear of him from the bottom of my heart. ”
Xie Simin still hasn't said a word, this sentence is: Leaning on Qin Feng's shoulder at the moment makes her feel very down-to-earth, this kind of security her father has never given.
"Whether you want to listen to it or not, I still have to say that your dad doesn't love you, it's just that he doesn't love you in the right way. Just like he did to me, the whole county party committee knew that he was very good to me, and even had some favoritism. But he never smiled at me, and almost every time I went to report to him, he scolded me for nothing. ”
"However, when I did something wrong, he silently carried it for me, and when I had difficulties, he would always solve them for me silently."
"Director Xiao of the county party committee once said something to me, he said that it depends on who Secretary Xie likes, and it depends on who he scolds the most, which is true." Qin Feng tried to use his understanding of Xie Zhiguo to guide Xie Simin.