Chapter 310: If only I could get my sister back sooner
Jiang Li smiled bitterly, these things were not done by her, but they were all counted on her head.
Even she herself can't understand the original owner's thoughts, such a smart and sensible brother and sister are also more than ten years old, if they stay by their side, the sisters and sisters will be twisted into a rope, and the future will definitely be better and better.
But because the original owner couldn't bear the pressure, he thought that the family conditions for buying children should be good, so he disregarded their thoughts and coaxed them to sell.
didn't expect to bring so much harm to his younger brothers and sisters in the end, so that their lives were upside down and humiliated.
Fortunately, her brother escaped by luck when she came through, and with the help of the captain and the Public Security Bureau, she finally left her brother behind.
The younger brother was undoubtedly lucky, he escaped from the clutches of the devil, and it happened that he wore it again, otherwise he would have fallen into the hands of human traffickers like his sister, and he didn't know what he would go through.
Shen Changan thought about many possibilities, but he didn't expect that Jiang Yi and Jiang Yun were sold by Jiang Li himself.
He couldn't accept it for a while, and he didn't react for a long time.
Jiang Li saw that he didn't speak, and she gently broke free of his hands.
If Shen Changan plans to give up on her because of this matter, then this is what happens between them.
What the original owner has done, she has done.
Unless she could explain how she got through, and she had to make Shen Changan believe it, everything could not be explained.
With the power and connections in Shen Changan's hands, it is very simple to find out these things.
Since he will wear work in the morning and evening, it is better to take the initiative to tell him.
It's better than in the future, when she completely fell into this relationship, Shen Changan ate things about her from other people's mouths, and then she had a pimple.
That's all she did to see the unsightly things, and it would be easy to say them all.
In general, the original owner did his duty before he met Shen Changan, and he never did anything out of the ordinary.
Later, it was because of the unmarried pregnancy that he was looked down upon by the villagers, and as for the cause of his father's death, it had little to do with the original owner, so there was no need to explain.
"I'm such a person, I take it for granted, and I don't have the brains to do it. If you can't accept it, then act like you've never known me, and that's it between us. ”
Jiang Li pushed Shen Changan away, she used some strength in her hands, Shen Changan didn't react, and was instantly pushed back a few steps by her.
Shen Changan still didn't say anything, Jiang Li pulled him to the door, and Jiang Li was also heartbroken at this time.
It's her extravagant hope, why should she expect love in such a bad life?
Seeing that he was about to be pushed out, Shen Changan quickly grabbed the door frame.
"Xiao Li, don't get excited, if you have anything to say, we'll close the door and talk about it."
Jiang Yi was doing his homework seriously in the hall when he suddenly saw his sister pushing Teacher Shen out of the room.
He stopped his pen and watched with wide eyes at what was happening between his sister and Teacher Shen.
As far as he knew, Teacher Shen had been pushed out by his sister several times.
However, he pretended not to see it the first few times, but this time Mr. Shen was not pushed out but grabbed the door frame, which attracted his attention.
Jiang Yi stared wide-eyed, wanting to see what had happened today.
Unexpectedly, Teacher Shen suddenly exerted force, not only was he not pushed out, but he pulled his sister into the room.
He heard a slam on the door of the room, and the thin wooden door instantly cut off his view.
Shen Changan's back was against the wooden door, and Jiang Li stood in front of him.
The two looked at each other in the dimly lit room, Shen Changan stretched out his hands to clasp her shoulders, and Jiang Li forcibly pushed him away.
"Just say what you want, don't always move your hands and feet."
"Xiao Li, I'm not blaming you if I don't speak, but thinking about how to speak."
Seeing that Jiang Li was angry, Shen Changan was suddenly a little nervous, he opened his arms and hugged her tightly into his arms.
"As I said, if you feel embarrassed, you don't have to force it if you can't accept what I'm doing."
Jiang Li himself couldn't accept what the original owner had done before, so why did he expect Shen Changan to accept it?
Her heart, which had finally loosened a little, began to freeze again at this moment.
With so many stains on a person, it is difficult to accept no matter how whitewashed it is.
Jiang Li didn't want to force Shen Changan, let alone embarrass him.
"No, Xiao Li, I can understand you!"
Jiang Li desperately broke free, and Shen Changan used some strength in his hand to hug her tighter.
Jiang Li gradually stopped struggling, she lowered her head and was a little depressed.
"Xiao Li, everyone has done something wrong, you used to be pregnant, your brain was not very clear, and life is really difficult to have such thoughts."
"Blame me, blame me for not finding you earlier, blame me for not knowing the truth sooner, if it were for my help, you would definitely not have done such a thing."
Shen Changan stretched out his hand and gently rubbed Jiang Li's back, his hand was wide and warm, which brought Jiang Li a lot of courage, and also made her irritable temper suddenly become docile.
Jiang Li slowly turned his head, and Shen Changan also let go of his hand, allowing her to face him.
Jiang Li raised his head and stared at Shen Changan's eyes, trying to see the reluctance and embarrassment in his dark eyes.
But no, Shen Changan's eyes were gentle, and he looked at her with a firm attitude, without the slightest dodge.
Jiang Li's flustered heart suddenly calmed down, and she just raised her head slightly and looked at the tall and handsome man in front of her quietly.
"I don't blame you, it's because I didn't have the ability to raise my younger brothers and sisters before, so I did stupid things, and besides, the two of us didn't have anything to do with each other before, so I can't trouble you."
"When I was pregnant, I was really cranky, and sometimes I couldn't control my behavior, maybe I was sick at that time, so I would do such an irreparable bad thing."
Combined with the situation of the original owner at the time, Jiang Li seriously suspected that she had pregnancy depression before she would do such a stupid thing.
After all, she is a pregnant little girl, and she has no support, but she still has to raise a pair of underage siblings, so the psychological pressure is naturally very great, and it is normal to do stupid things.
Jiang Li has deliberately studied depression during pregnancy before, and the main manifestation is that pregnant women are always in a bad mood, have no interest in doing things, and are listless all day long.
I feel pessimistic and negative about the future, I can't feel hope, sometimes I am emotionally unstable, I lose my temper or blame myself, and I feel that I am incapable of giving my younger siblings a better life.
Jiang Li slowly lowered her eyelids, her mood was still very low.
At the same time, I thought to myself that it would be nice if I could find my sister sooner.
She will definitely be nice to her sister and better than she is to her brother.
She wants to use her actions to heal the wounds in her sister's heart, make her feel warm, and no longer be afraid.