Chapter 226: Reason and Desire
Yu Xiangyang looked at her bright lips again, and couldn't help swallowing.
It was as if there were hundreds of cat's paws scratching in his heart, and he wanted to kiss them, but the reason still in his mind reminded him that he couldn't do this.
He was short of breath, sweat was breaking out on his forehead, and he just looked at her lips, and the tangled people seemed to be divided.
Xia Qingyun waited for Yu Xiangyang's next move, but after waiting for a long time, Yu Xiangyang didn't move, only the complex emotions in his eyes and the sliding Adam's apple showed his desire and hesitation.
Xia Qingyun stood on tiptoe, and kissed Yu Xiangyang's lips with red lips.
Yu Xiangyang's head was tilted, his face turned, and he avoided it.
In this last second, the reason in the mind triumphed over the desire of the heart.
Yu Xiangnian was right, if his future wife was Xia Qingyun, he would not be in a hurry for a while. In case his future wife is not Xia Qingyun, he can't take advantage of Xia Qingyun, and he will also be responsible for his future wife.
Xia Qingyun kissed the air, froze, the pain in his eyes couldn't be hidden, and looked at Yu Xiangyang blankly.
Yu Xiangyang avoided her gaze, let go of his hand, and took a step back to widen the distance, "Let's go back." โ
Xia Qingyun was ashamed and annoyed, shook his hand, and turned around angrily and left first.
She walked quickly, holding her head high and looking straight ahead, not glancing at Yu Xiangyang.
Yu Xiangyang had been following her left flank, and he could understand Xia Qingyun's annoyance.
She is a woman, she gave up all her reserve and took the initiative to kiss him, but he refused, and she must have felt humiliated and hurt.
Xia Qingyun was about to enter the dormitory without looking back, but was stopped by Yu Xiangyang, "Xia Qingyun! โ
Xia Qingyun paused, his back to him.
Yu Xiangyang said: "I can't do this when I can't give you a clear future. โ
Xia Qingyun's figure shook, but he still didn't look back or speak.
Yu Xiangyang said: "I wish you a successful tour, and we will see you in a month." โ
Xia Qingyun entered the dormitory building, and Yu Xiangyang returned to his dormitory.
At this time, he felt a sense of relief.
He didn't regret his refusal tonight, and was even glad that he wasn't carried away by desire.
He may not be mature enough, he may not be stable enough, but he is a responsible person.
He couldn't take advantage of Xia Qingyun in a daze when he couldn't give Xia Qingyun a clear future.
When he can give Xia Qingyun an upright identity, he will take the initiative.
Yu Xiangyang and Cheng Jingmo went out on a mission.
There were only Xiang Nian and Xiaojie left at home, and in the afternoon of the same day, Feng Aiqin and others from the family committee came.
"Comrade Yu, are you at home?" Someone at the door asked.
Yu Xiangnian saw Feng Aiqin and others at the door, and just when she was wondering what these people were looking for her, Feng Aiqin also saw her.
Yu Xiangnian beckoned people into the house, and Feng Aiqin began to talk about the purpose of coming to her.
"Comrade Yu, we came to you today to invite you to participate in the rehearsal of our show."
Feng Aiqin talked a lot, and Yu Xiangnian picked the key points and listened.
It turned out that there was still a month and a half before the August Day, and the family committee was going to put out two programs to perform on stage.
Due to the success of Yu Xiangnian's performance last year, the family committee wanted to invite her to perform on stage this year, and also give ideas for two programs.
Last year, Yu Xiangnian was a soloist, and Qiu Yang played the accordion.
Qiu Yang is not here this year, and besides, there is nothing new in her solo singing.
This kind of literary and artistic activity is either singing and dancing, or a model play, and the program should have the positive significance of praising certain people or things.
Not to mention that there are no conditions such as costumes, props, and soundtracks, even these family members, and no one has literary and artistic expertise, how can they arrange the show?
Fortunately, the members of the Family Committee have a clear picture of the family's situation.
After a night of discussion, they decided to take local materials.
Twisting Yangge, many family members know, the props need two fans, and the actual operation is simple and feasible.
There is also an allegro, there are people in the family who can do it, and the props are simple.
The program is thus decided, and the next thing is to select the people who will participate in the program for these members of the family committee.
Feng Aiqin and the others repeatedly invited Yu Xiangnian to arrange these two programs.
"Comrade Yu, you see that we, the family members, have never read books or participated in activities, we will only point where to fight, this leader, you have to do it."
Yu Xiangnian also understands their actual situation, but the problem is that she can't twist Yangge and play Allegro.
can't stand the repeated invitations of these people, and Yu Xiangnian also wants to participate in the performance.
In the end, it was decided, Feng Aiqin was always in charge, Yu Xiangnian was in charge of the arrangement of the program, and also participated in the Yangge.
The other candidates are selected by the family committee within three days.
in the hospital.
Yu Jiashun's condition is improving day by day, and Yu Xiangnian goes to the hospital every day to accompany him.
On the one hand, she understands Yu Jiashun's recovery, and on the other hand, there are many people who come to visit Yu Jiashun, and she and Zhao Ruozhu want to greet the people who come to visit Yu Jiashun.
Yu Jiashun watched his daughter accompany him in the hospital all day long, and his heart blossomed.
In the past few years, his daughter has become estranged from him.
Especially after she got married, she could only see each other in ten days and half a month.
Time seems to go back to many years ago, and the little girl who likes to wear skirts revolves around him all day long.
Sending away a group of people who came to visit, Yu Xiangnian peeled a mango for Yu Jiashun, cut it small pieces one by one, and fed it to his mouth.
Yu Jiashun ate a piece and said, "If you don't eat it, you eat." โ
"You eat more, it's good for recovery." Yu Xiangnian fed him another piece.
Nancheng is subtropical, rich in fruit resources, but the current situation, fruit planting has not yet developed, and it is not easy for ordinary families to eat fruits.
Yu Jiashun said contentedly: "It's better to be a daughter, those three sons, how can anyone serve me like this." โ
Yu Xiangnian said: "Don't talk about my brother, they also want to take care of you, but they have a lot of things on their hands." I'm an unemployed vagrant, so it's only natural to accompany you. โ
Yu Jiashun replied: "If you are unemployed, you will be unemployed, and the family can't afford to support you, just be idle, let me see you!" โ
Yu Xiangnian: "ยทยทยท"
If you tell Yu Jiashun that she is going to Beijing soon, and she may have to stay in Beijing in the future, will she break her leg?
Because there is still Xiaojie at home, Yu Xiangnian takes food from the hospital every afternoon and brings it back to eat with Xiaojie.
On this day, as soon as she left, Xia Qingyun came to the hospital to visit Yu Jiashun.
Zhao Ruozhu sat on the edge of the hospital bed and first saw Xia Qingyun who entered the door.
Xia Qingyun was carrying two bags of things in his hands, "Auntie, I'm here to visit my uncle." โ
Zhao Ruozhu stood up expressionlessly, "Comrade Xiaoxia, come in." โ
The visitor is a guest, she just doesn't like it, and it is impossible to drive people away.
Yu Jiashun also looked at it, and saw that it was Xia Qingyun, and nodded as he usually treats his subordinates.
Xia Qingyun had long come to visit Yu Jiashun, but she knew that Yu Jiashun and Zhao Ruozhu didn't like her, and Yu Xiangyang was not there, even if she came, they would treat her well.
Xia Qingyun sat in the ward for more than 20 minutes, and Yu Jiashun and Zhao Ruozhu chatted with her for a few words, and the conversation was also about work.
Xia Qingyun also sensed the embarrassment of the atmosphere, stood up and said, "Uncle, aunt, I should go back too, and I will come to visit my uncle after a while." โ
The two didn't keep her, Zhao Ruozhu sent Xia Qingyun outside the ward and asked, "Comrade Xiao Xia, I have something to say to you, do you have time?" โ